new student, any volunteers to show me round the academy? :)x

Sam: Loving the banner!

Tania: Really nice pic of you both...and very sweet like Chole said

Everyone: Happy St.Patrick's Day! + It's Red Nose Day tomorrow (Chole, i would think that you know of this lol)....Red Nose Day is when the UK raise money for kids here in the UK and for families in Africa who have no money...it saves lives over there, while over here it helps kids live through the hardest things like caring for a parent or parents, living in care etc.

I love my banner too.. thing is I am IRISH so it fits

Tash I'm happy he is walking around

Lol . I am half Irish. My dad is the Irish one. My mom is west Indian , she is from Guyana. I had a really good day. Lazy start. watched the parade for a bit on tv. My dad bought me a giant green cup cake. Today was really nice weather too. We had corn beef ( cooked in guinness) and cabbage and Irish soda bread for dinner. Yum yum. I had a real pleasant day. Gunna have a glass if whiskey later on.

and Chloe. I miss ya! So happy to get an update from ya.

Lol, thank you Ela I love him but...its still early...like always, once we get better, things fall apart again...

hey evry1!!! such an interesting day....

I,m pretty good i guess :/ no idear really -shrugs-

ooo I forgot to mention. The fiancee and I officially set up a joint banking account. I"m so excited and think its so romantic. Its one step to further our commitment together. yayyy.

Hello ladies and Shea. How is everyone?

Tasha, thats awesome. Have you guys thought about setting a date?

Chloe- Everything is good so far. Usually by now I'm ready for her to go home but I'm okay atm. She's been a great help and hasn't pissed me off. She still has 2 days left so we'll see


My best friend and I are going to the Renaissance Festival tomorrow

Ohh I've been thinking about the Renaissance Festival ever since Sam went. lol I wanna goooo.

And Wilda- no, no date yet. We just have a ball park ...6 months when he's treatments are over and he is cancer free. Its a perfect way to start our new lives. BUt also, we have to see how things work out because he's treatment may be longer, he may need to recoup for awhile and also financially. We have to see what kind of situation we are in with money because I don't work and wont be working. He's collecting disability but that's not much ... even if we save it all since my parents dont charge us rent, weddings can be pricey. I dont want anything big or flashy. I'm perfectly content just going to city hall and getting hitched and having a little reception. But i don't want it to be ghetto either. So we just have to see how things work out.

That would be the perfect way to start your marriage. I forgot about that. I think small weddings are sweet and more intimate imo. Even going to city hall and having a reception afterwards is nice. That's what my hubby and I did. I could have had a wedding but after trying to plan and everything ti got to be hectic. Plus we couldn't seem to agree on anything. Finally we did agree on city hall and a reception b/c all that mattered was getting married. Just our close family and friends were there. Oh and my daughter of course. She was 17.5 months old.

Okies, well...I know how much i dont get on anymore because all i have is mobile internet which i a b____ butbi try.

My mom went off on me yesterday about me hanging with Shea on wednesday and last night i did something stupid :/ and it's starting to really bug me. my moms going off on me about Shea, and its just too much for me to handle. I care about both of them, but my mom telling me she'll send me away...and away from him...does she not realize how much that would hurt me? how suicidal that would be to separate us? ugh...i just feel...well...i dont know...everything is just spinning out of control...i love him, i really do...but knowing my mom doesnt like him really hurts. although, one good thing is my auntie Wina likes him :/

Yay! A renfest!! I hope you have alot of fun Wilda ^__^

Tania: I'm sorry about your mom... last night my mom said some pretty bad things about a male friend of mine... I wanted to slap her

Tania: You're right, I don't care for that too much. I don't care for him too much. Please tell me you're not seeing him again? I agree with Wilda, Tasha and Chole with this love. And please don't get all defensive. You choose to tell us this so you need to consider our reactions.

Tasha: Glad he feels better and you do too.
I've tried a lot of those things. It doesn't work for me. I think I have them because of my fears, that's what they tend to be about.
I think you'll be ok and you'll do fine. Just stop worrying as much love. It'll get easier as you get adjusted.

Rhia: I'm sorry. Ew! Tests!

Chole: Uhm, look in the Fun and Games section or the Chit Chat section and find the thread on dreams. I posted it there a while back. How's Gracie?

Wilda: Not your fault love. It's the same one too. As for your mom, you'll be fine. I'm.... Tired and really hating the fact that I'm flat broke and have been for awhile.... ):

Sam: SAM!!!!!!!!!!!! Congrats love!

Shea: Hello.

Ladies: Things have been a bit... Hetic. Sorry I haven't been on. Been dealing with a lot. Davian went to his therapist today and talked to him.l He's getting a lot better and his therapist has given me some jobs to do. By the way, my friend Sienna, she might be joining. I think you guys will love her.
Sam: SAM!!!!! I MISSED YOU! Glad you had a good time.

i'm CC i'm becka's friend

Sammy: thanks, and im sorry. what did she say? and thank you, i love the banners

Becca: uhmm, okies. and...i am...thats us in my picture...

CC: hi there, welcome to Shadow Bite

@Tania .. can't say on here.. I don't even want too.. it'll piss me off again

@CC Hello CC welcome to Shadowbite! if you need anything just let me know! (Banner is included)

@Becca: HI ^__^

Blah. Well, I'm not going to the Rne Fest today. My friend's daughter started running a fever last night and has been throwing up this morning. It sucks but I understand.

Think I'm gonna get ready and go to the bookstore. it's calling my name

Hope you all have a great day/weekend!

ahh Wilda that sucks that you can't go to Ren-fest But i hope your friend's daughter gets beter very soon.. Book stores are always fun

Tania - There is no need to feel that way. If these are your feelings, it's not romantic and it's not normal. Loving someone isn't supposed to be harmful and tragic. It's supposed to be beautiful and encourage each other to want the best for each other, even if the best is being apart. Your not supposed to feel suicidal and want to hurt yourself- that goes to him too. Yeah love can hurt and be painful. But not to the extent your always talking about. If your always having these lows you should really seek counseling. It does help. They're are free and confidential services. Half the time schools offer these services, u just have to ask. And honestly, you are young and so do seek approval from family and friends and such. I mean no matter how old we get approval is nice. you'll learn you dont need approval. It would be nice if all family and friends loved your dude, but realistically, that is rare to happen. Even with my fiancee, at first no one liked him at all. Which is fine. I'm dating him, not anyone else. I can have my family and can have my friends separately. But my fiance grew on everyone and we share friends now and he's closer to my family than I am. He has LONG talks with my dad every day, and hangs out with my brother everyday. I dont even do such things..lol. But I understand I still have friends he dont like, friends that don't like him. They're still my friends. He has friends I can stand. He has family I can't stand. But that doesn't stop him from being or talking with them. Neither does it me. It would be nice if everyone approved of us and supported us. But as long as approval and support our relationship together that is all the validation I need. Cause in the end, its me and him. Like when he was in the hospital. It was just me and him.


Becca- I'm sorry your still having nightmares. I really hope you get a handle on them. If none of the alternative methods are working, I think you should talk out your fears with a professional and little by little they give you exercises to overcome them. Like i told Tania ^^ they're counseling services and they do have free and confidential services and most of the time if its not in your school the school refers you places.

Wilda. Sorry you couldn't go to the festival. I hope ur friends daughter gets better and its nothing too serious. But a book store is always a nice next things to do. ;-D

CC- Welcome to Shadow Bite!

Sam- Hi Sam! Im wondering if you can make business out of your banners. Set up a dot.com and charge like .50 cents- $1 per banner. lol

Tania, I completely agree with Tasha. I didn't address the issue with you before because I had no clue what to say without coming out harsh. Love isn't supposed to make you feel the way you feel. You'll learn a lot more about love as you get older. As for your mom not approving of him, thats normal. Most parents don't approve of their daughter's bf choice. My hubby is the ONLY guy my mom has liked. And from my understanding, I am the only girl my hubby's parents have both agreed on. Parents worry and only want the best for their children.

Tasha and Wilda: mm...this is difficult to explain. with him, im happy. he's the core of what i feel, no matter what. and even with all the hard battles we have, we always come back to each other. i talked to my mom, she wont send me away...yet. but shes debating on it -.-' as for Shea?...mmm...hes Shea if we do fight again, no matter how many more times from here on out, it wont matter. because i know that its just a slight bump in the road and that we can and will make it through.

Shea, I love you
"Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky
They wipe away tears that I cry
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all
You make me rise when I fall"

I'm kinda confused but OK and from what I read I didn't get a hello from Dominoes

@Tasha.. I could do that.. i'd make alot of money off banner making *discounts for shadowbiter's )

I am too tired to really read through everything that was said Tania but I do agree with Tasha and Wilda on this one

Rhia: i'll tell him to later

Sammy: ...... not you too....

Ela - Yes, I do know of Red Nose Day, we had a dress up day in school, well a wearing red day Did you do anything like that? We had to pay as well also. Did you watch the show? It was so sad, those videos I hate it!

Tasha - Congrats on the joint bank account!! And I agree with Wilda, smaller weddings are always more intimate, I love them I miss you too!

Wilda - Aw, I'm sorry you didn't go to the Ren Festival! I hope your friends daughter gets better

Tati - I also agree with the other girls, but keep trying, things may get better. Is there a particular reason your mother doesn't like Shea?

Becks - Hey! Oka, I shall have a look. I'm sorry things are hectic, but great news about Davian! She's doing just great thank you for asking

Sam - I', Sorry you're mum said some harsh things to you

Shea - Whats wrong?

CC - Hey! Welcome Hope you have fun here! How are you?


Well, Gregs officially gone to Australia It was so tough to say goodbye, and I'll miss him more than I can put into words. He kissed me, and that made things so much harder I spent the whole of yesterday just keeping myself busy because I don't like to think about it. Good news, we made loads of money for Red Nose Day at the cafe