new student, any volunteers to show me round the academy? :)x

My mom is here for the week...I love her to death, but idk if I can handle a full week with her here

How is everyone?

Lol Wilda. I'm sure you too will survive.

I'M BACK!!!
*hugs everyone* .. I missed you all so much! How is everyone I hope everyone had a great week ^_^ mine was awesome. So happy I got to see my Dad. But i'm sad it had to end. 6 days was not nearly enough time. but we went to the outerbanks of North Carolina and I saw where Black Beard the Pirate died

hey Mo oidhre millis great to see you're back

Welcome back Sam! Glad you enjoyed your trip!

Hi Rhia!! Hi Wilda!! ^_^
Good Morning everyone

Mm...morning everyone. My week so far has been tiring. Hanging with friends again today. Tomorrow I get to see Shea Im really happy.

Welcome back Sammy! How are you? Hi to you to Wilda and Rhia. If anyone else gets on here, hi and how are you?

Yay Sam Welcome back! So happy you had a good time. And that sounds awesome about visiting where Black Beard died. Spooky.

I've been emotional and exhausted. Going through this cancer stuff with the hubby is taking its tool on me. We were in the hospital ALL day , various appointments and administrative stuff to handle.I'm terrified I'm messing things up. I'm terrifed I'm doign things wrong. I'm terrifed , I'm not doing everything I'm supposed to be doing. I'm so scared he's not going to have all his medicaitions and stuff. I mean the chemo pill is 12- 14 grand per prescription. But the docs office is really working with me and helping me out - but even with their help there is still a small chance of not being qualified or turned down.

And yesterday they put the hubby in the radiation machine and made the mask for him that's to assist the laser beam for the radiation treatment. He didn't actually get the treatment, they just made the mask and calibrated the machine and made him an ID card and stuff. But just being strapped in to the machine and having it scan him- he was messed up. I had to go to the pharmacy and buy him a cane. Since we ended up being in the hospital all day, my brother picked us up after work and when my mom and brother saw him hobbling using a cane. they were sooo scared. They've never been nicer in their whole lives. My brother offered to drive us to treatments everyday ( which start the 28th). WHich surprised me but made me feel tons better. But i couldnt help but laugh at my mom and brother- they dont wear panic well. And now they look at me in awe for care-taking for him everyday ( and care-taking for my dad) and its nice to finally have a little consideration.

So i was going off only 3 hrs of sleep since I hate to wake up at 530am to get reayd to go to the hospital and then the hubby was sick and couldn't sleep all night. Needless to say, i just slept all day. I woke up at 12 in the afternoon. It felt great and terrible at the same time. I got SO much paperwork to do and stuff. Ugh.

Also, we've been talking to a social worker. I've been trying to get the hubby to talk to a professional since the day i met him. I'm sooooooo happy he is finally opening up to a professional. :-D

Hi Tania! I'm good Darling
I'm seeing Jarred Letto!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tash i'm sorry things are so complecated right now. I hope your hubby keeps on recovering day after day

Thats great Sammy lol, I'm still wondering about that last banner just a reminder, no rush on it love. Oh yeah, check my newest facebook profile picture, i made that for me and one of my bestest friends it sucks in comparison to your banners.

Tasha: I hope everything gets better soon be happy though!!!!!!!

@Tania: Don't worry I haven't forgotten about you or Rhia .. I'll try and make them today since I should have time.

Yyaaaaaayyyyyy!!!!!! i missed you these past few days and i missed everyone else too. i cant really get on here often so its sad but i try when i can

I'm going to try and get your and Rhia's banners done today.. I want to make me a Irish Banner for tomorrow ^_^ .. and I missed you too Darling!

ohhh I have a Job!! I work now at Jamba Juice!

awesome Sam! Congrats on getting the job!

YEAH!!!!!!!!!! you got a job!!!!!!!!!! good for you!!!!!!!!!!!! and YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! new banner!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yay congrats Sam on the getting a job!


And Wilda, i saw ur fb status about it not being chicken pox. So happy and relieved for you! How your daughter feels better.


So today I was woken up early 8am by a phone. But it was a great phone call. The hubby was approved for his chemo medication- so he will get his meds for free. Such a weight off my shoulders knowing he got that. Then later in the day one of his other medications went through, which we will be getting a month supply for ten dollars which is not bad at all. I'm just happy things are working themselves out.

I went to the docs with my dad today and my day decided to do treatment from his colon cancer. We asked the doc about doing pills but going once a week to get treatment is less invasive the doc said and then my dad has all week to recoup from the treatment while the pills are everyday so it has more side affects. But my dad has a choice to make. Since my hubby's treatments are 12 in the afternoon everyday, my dad has to make his appointments in the late afternoon for me to accompany him. But his doctor is there in the mornings ( there are other docs there but not his). So he has to choose if he wants my help in commuting or wants to be with his doc. We're trying to arrange it on my Aunt's day off so she can take him in the mornings which i hope works out.

But all in all, i had an okay day. Just so relieved and thankful things are working out. I have a hectic day of pharmacies and errands tomorrow. But I think i can sleep a little easier tonight.

Sammy: Thats amazing!!! I love Jamba Juice!!!! Sadly, Texas doesnt have one, that I know of. And yay, cant wait for the banner

Rhia: Hi love!!!!!!

Tasha: Is everything going okay?

Wilda: Omg, hi! I miss everyone!

Okay, so like, today was the most amazing day I've had!!! I was mainly spending time with my Shea I loved it and if I went back in time, I wouldn't change a thing!!!

Tash .. thank you about the Job and I really hope you're hubby gets better every single day

Tania.. I sent you a PM darling

Hey everyone >_>

Sammy: Okies, i'll check it in abit, i just woke up and i am sooooo tired!

Shea: Omg! Is that my baby back on here finally? Say hi to Rhia

Hello Shea, dear

hey Tania

okay off to school.......

Happy St. Patty's Day Everyone!

Sam- love the banner! And thank you. I hope he gets better everyday too. He's been bed ridden the past two days but last nigth he was WIDE awake and moving all over the room. I think today he will be having a good day and at-least go outside for his rehabilitation walk..

Tania- everything is crazy right now. My dad and my hubby are both about to start cancer treatments. But things are working themselves out and I'm so happy and thankful for that.

Tasha - Im glad that things are working out, and that they are both starting their treatments! This is incredible!! But that must have been horrible for him, I know most people feel clostrophobic And awww at your mum and brother, thats so nice! Im really happy for you all Tash!

Wilda - Ooohhh, sorry about your mother, hows things going atm? Not annoying you too much

Rhia - Oh As i don't live in America, I'm not actually sure what PSSA's are But I hope all goes well with it

Tati - Im glad you had a good day with Shea Is that him in your picture? Aw

Sam - Jared Leto! Lucky you And congrats on the job!

Shea - Hey How are you?


Sorry for not being on often! Missed out on a lot, tried to catch up as much I could. Gregs leaving tomorrow

Sammy, im sorry you have school and i love the banners, so does Shea

Tasha: im glad to hear that things are getting better

Leela: uhmmmmm...yesh...it's me and Shea...we were at the park yeaterday and i gave my phone to his friend and he took a picture of mr and Shea kissing -blush-

Aw! Sweet Tati!