new student, any volunteers to show me round the academy? :)x

Chloe ~ Haha, yes, I am. I'm glad you had fun ice-skating. I'm too scared to try, just like Wilda.

I'm going to see Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows tomorrow and I'm quite excited

And 3 weeks till LS. I can't wait to finally read it

WILDA ~ Don't be ridiculous? 25 is one of the perfect ages! And im halfway to about 30 going on 32! It will go by slowly And haha there were a few people like that Also a lot of cocky skaters trying to trip me up I swear! I fell over about 5 times, and got pushed by some little boy being pushed by his dad? I was like "thanks..." Its not that scary, just hold onto somone good

MARIS ~ Good! And honest as I said its not that scary Its so fun! And me tooooo! I cant wait to see it.. have fun!

I had to cancel my ticket reservation for Deathly Hallows and reschedule it for Friday because of a damned Latin test. I'll have to study tomorrow and I won't have enough time for the movie.

Yeah I know its a good age but I guess I feel the way I do cause I feel like I never really got to be young. Completely my fault but still. And I have no idea who is good enough for me to go ice skating with. Sure there is an ince skating rink here somewhere but as far as I know none of my friends/family have ever been so holding onto them probably wouldn't do me any good.

Maris-At least your still going opening day. I won't get to go until the 27th. It's going to drive me crazy but honestly I think it'll be worth the wait cause this weekend is going to be extremely crazy at the theaters.

hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what ya gals been up to??? sorry i haven't been on lately i've had a shit load of homework!!!

I know that feeling Rhia. But luckly my load of work is lightening up. Getting really close to the end of the sememster. Then in the spring, I'm only taking one class. Which will be nice.

oooooh thats good Amy hope that everything gets easier for u


everyone: u guys i went through all the posts that we had since i joined and it made me a little teary eyed to think of how much we've grown up even thought some of us are grown-ups and it made me miss Ash even more

I watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1 lat night and it was awesome!!
I'm going to school now, because our professor was ill last week and now we're having the classes we missed because of that
It's my friend's birthday today so I'm going to her place tonight to celebrate it. I'm looking forward to that

I saw HP today and thought it was good.

Have fun at the party Maris.

Rhia, it is but it isn't. I'm working on this project that is do in 2 weeks. I have to work in a group. Well the girls in my group are liek not really doing anything about it. Ugh! It's so frustraiting. I tried to get out of the group but my professor said that the 3 of us will be fine. Yeah, right.

Amy ~ I didn't go to the party after all. Something came up... It's a long story, but I'm fine now.
I hope you'll manage with the project.

WILDA ~ Oh yes, I see what you mean, but you are still young, maybe not a teenager and that did get taken away from you, but you can still relive the days! And oh Im sorry you dont get to go! It does get a little boring though, so you arent missing out on ice skating too much

AMY ~ Im sorry that the other girls in your group arent helping It really frustrates me when things get left to one person! Im sorry!

RHIA ~ Aw! We have all grown up alot yes And i miss Ash a lot too Argh, homework huh?

MARIS ~ Is everything oka? did you want to talk about it? Im sorry you didnt get to go to the party Did you enjoy the film?

My birthday last friday ... wasn't what i wanted ot expected my 16th to be like

Im dying inside to see the HP movie. But like Wilda, I'm going next week sometime. My hubby wants to go on a date night, dinner and movie so we may do that when he is off a for a few days for Thanksgiving.

Chloe ~ Yes, I enjoyed the film. It was really great.
Well, my aunt died yesterday. She was 33 years old, she had cancer. It's really sad.. Her son is so young.. Anyway, she's my father's sister and my father lives in another country. I haven't seen him in 2 years and lately we don't even talk anymore. He came to town now, of course, and it seems that he has no intention of contacting me. He hasn't even called to tell me she died. So I'm not going to the funeral because I don't want to see him, nor his wife. It was like a confirmation that I'm not a part of his life and honestly it doesn't bother me much. It's like.. I don't feel for him, you know? He hasn't been paying alimony for 2 years and I guess now is the time to do something about it, if it's possible - I'm quite skeptical about the laws in this country.. Either way, at least I now know where I stand. It's better than it being unresolved.
What about your birthday? What was wrong?

SS about your Aunt Maris. As for your father, it's his loss. I know it sucks but like you said at least you know where you stand. We're all here for you and support you hun.

Thanks, Wilda.

hey guys i'm not gonna be on till Sunday Monday okay so don't worry if i'm not on, i' might be able to check on everything here and there but Thanksgiving isn't gonna wait plus i get to see my cousins and grandparents kk hope you all have a fantastic Thanksgiving

Hiya ladies! I'm back. So sorry you haven't heard a lot from me lately but life's been.... Hard on me to say the least. First things first. I have no clue what's going on so if you would like to clue me in i would very much appreciate it. Secondly, I don't want you girls to worry about me. Right now I'm going through a lot and am having a hard time but I promise you all that I will make it through it.

To fill you in... Davian and I are still fighting frequently. Thursday his mom said some things about me and him that really cut him because of that he wasn't thinking right. When I talked to him, he was thinking about suicide... Talking about it actually. I found out last night that he actually attempted... He tried to over dose on pain pills and then planned to slit his wrists... After he realized that what he did could probably kill him and take him away from me forever, he got throw the pills up before they had a chance to enter his system fully. Luckily a friend of ours talked to him because I couldn't handle it at the time and I bailed...

Today he's doing... Better than he was. As for me... I'm handling it the best way I can. I'm not cutting any more. And I took his knife so he can't either.

But enough about me..

How's everyone else?

Chole~ How's Gracie?

Hope to talk more ladies.
<3, Becca

Welcome back Becca! I am sorry you are going through so much. But you are a strong girl I know you will pull through this. I'm proud of you for not cutting anymore and for taking away Davian's knife. All I can say is just be there for him the best you can. As for his mom, and I'm speaking from experience, all you both can do is listen and let it be. You both are still really young so yeah people are going to say negative things. But don't take them so hard. Everyone dates someone that their parents are all negative about. What matters is what you and Davian think. If it's meant to be, it will be. Just stay strong and don't give up. We're all here for you and support you. HUGS

hey ladies i'm back and happy so i must ask how were your Thanksgivings??????????????????

Becca: I see how it is just ignore my post and make me feel really un-loved *fake sob and cry*

Becca ~ I'm sorry you're going through all of that. If you need anything, if you want to talk, I'm here for you.

Rhia ~ We don't celebrate Thanksgiving here in Croatia, but happy Thanksgiving to all of you who do celebrate it

WooHoo! This semester is almost done!!!!! I have 2 more weeks of classes so for me that's 4 more days. I can't wait for this semester to be done although I'm doing pretty good. I think I am definetly getting the Bs or higher that I need.

Update on my mom, the lumps they found are nothing to worry about right now. There is NO cancer there. THANK GOD!!!!

Becca ~ Hun, I'm sorry to hear you are having a rough time but things will get better. Just stay strong and talk to as many people as possible to help relieve the stress. Good for you for not cutting anymore and a big WAY TO GO For taking the knife away from Davian. You know we are here for you. Love ya. *hugs*

CHLOE!!!! ~ You have to tell use how Gracie is. We want to know.

Rhia ~ My Thanksgiving was boring as all hell. We went to my grams' for dinner. There was only a total of 5 people there and I was the youngest. I ended up helping with dinner which we had roast beef. God I wish we had turkey but my grams is tired of turkey. How can you be tired of turkey??? Yeah so that was my Thanksgiving. The only good thing was I had a 4 day weekend.

Maris ~ What's new with you?

Wow I just typed a lot! I haven't done that in a long time. Oh well. *shrugs* Hugs for all!

AMY!! Good to hear from ya! and I am sooooo happy that the lumps on your mom isn't cancer! That is great news Woo hoo for the semester almost being over with. 2 weeks and you'll get to take a much deserved break

Rhia-my Thanksgiving was okay. Nothing special. I cooked way too much food. We still have a bunch of leftovers but I'll be throwing those out today. How was your Thanksgiving?

Only 3 weeks of school until Christmas break!

Amy ~ Nothing much.. I'm doing fine. Looking forward to Last Sacrifice and Christmas break I'm happy to hear that your mom is okay.

Wilda~ I know that but it doesn't make things any easier. For some reason she honestly doesn't like me.

Rhia~ I didn't ignore your posts I just didn't have time to read them and wasnt in the mood. Sorry love. How are you?

Amy~ I will. I know I have people to talk to. It's just strange for me to have to depend on people. I'm so used to depending on myself.

Ladies~ Thank you so much for all of your support. And for being there. You dont know how much that means.

everyone: my Thanksgiving was great but i had to sit in a car for NINE hours with my sisters and parents and then on Sunday I had to sit in the car for NINE MORE HOURS so besides that everything was great but yesterday i got the flu so i'm still sick right now and i had to miss my piano lesson yesterday which sucked and i can't even have froxen cherries lest i get even more sick