new student, any volunteers to show me round the academy? :)x

hey guys! oka, i just want to apologise now, i know i haven't been on in like forever! and yes, it has killed me. i have checked on a few times, but i found myself with nothing to write about because my mind was completely full yet blanked at the same time. Gracie hasnt been doing too well, and shes spent the last 3 weeks in hospital. before that i was studying whilst organising a bunch of stuff for my school (because im on student counsil - which i think you call student body in america?) i dont really now what to say now, but i read that you were getting a little worried and thats the last thing i want, which is also why i didnt post anything about grace! again, im really, really sorry!

from what ive managed to read and remember:
AMY ~ im so sorry about your mother, but super glad that everythings oka now!
BECKS ~ I hope everythings going oka, im glad your friends helped you with your problems!
MARIS ~ I hope studyings going oka? I know its a major bore!
WILDA and TASHA ~ you guys rant all the hell you want! you two are the most amazing people and you are seriously inspiring to me! hell, you help everyone with their problems, so express yours! And it also drives me insane when people leave things to the last minute. i have a friend who does that, or she just doesnt complete her homework and says the same excuse every time. im like "how many times has your aunt died this term?" hows your families? Wilda your kids? and the guy you have staying, is that going oka? Tasha what about your fiancé?!

RHIA ~ AHHHHHHH! I've missed your posts, they really brighten up my day! SERIOUS! im so sorry about your toenail, thank artemis its better And that guy sneered at you? seriously? what a weirdo, i would have sorted him out! hehe! Don't ever feel like you are alone or being left out! Honey, im thinking of you everyday!

And guys, Gracie still has that beautiful smile, and still tells me to write to you guys. I think thats also what made it hard. She'll be oka, she's so brave. She loves you.


Thankyou guys. I'm sorry i've been distant. And im sorry for just putting all that information on you! I don't like pity, so please dont pity me Sorry for making this about me, i hope i haven't!

x

Chloe hahahaha thank Artemis you're right but i really hate that guys guts!!!! but seriously i hope Gracie gets better and why is she in the hospital?? oh and i forgot to say this at the beginning : WHERE THE FUCKING HELL HAVE YOU BEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh and i'm on the Student Council here in the U.S.

Well I hate that guys guts too!
Thanks She has leukemia honey I don't really like to talk about that, I like to talk about how graceful and brave she is about it I'll tell her you said GET WELL SOON

And i know, I'm so sorry! It's just hard to come on here when I've got so much going on. I don't know what to write because I don't want to tell you all

Thats great! We've got to start arranging a Christmas dance now .. should be fun?!
I'm guessing you've got to do that too? Dances are pretty big in America right?

How've you been? x

yay dances are pretty big here but i don't like them as much as others cause people are to loud for my liking but i can't believe that Gracie has leukemia i just can't cause when i was in fourth grade a boy a year ahead of me died from leukemia and he had been in my sister's fourth grade homeroom. it's just awful but i hope that she gets better soon okay. i've been fine though and this morning when i woke up it was SNOWING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!?!?!?!?!? SNOWING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry i love the snow thought that's why winter and spring are my favorite seasons oh and i have question for you what comes after snow melts???

Chloe, so good to see you posting a update. I miss ya! I have a feeling Gracie is a fighter and will beat this, and with a big sis as awesome as you? I have complete faith for the best outcomes. I hope she feels better soon and give her a hugeeeeeeeeeeee hug for me and a dance around the room.

I know you don't want pity, no one does. But it's not pity if the people actually care about you and are genuinely worried for you or sympathetic. I know i am! hugs!

Tasha i totally agree with you Gracie is a fighter and she WILL beat this no matter what give her a hugeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hug from all of us on here

Chloe ~ I hope Gracie gets better. Give her a hug from me.

I got home this morning and I'm really tired, but it was awesome. I slept for like four hours altogether. We had lots of fun even though the food was awful and 30 of us had to share one bathroom. We went shopping, visited a couple of museums which were actually pretty cool, went out and watched a movie in the best cinema I've ever been to, etc, etc. I love that city. I would really like to go to college there.

Maris your back!!!!!! how was it?? did you have fun??? what was it like??

It was great. I'm still recovering, lol. We had lots of fun and we barely slept at all. The city is amazing. I so wanna live there.

Thats awesome. Glad you have a great time Maris

Thanks, Wilda

tell us ALL about it

I feel so out of the loop.

Chloe~ I agree with the other ladies. Gracie a fighter, she'll be alright.

Maris~I'm glad you had fun in which every city you visited.

Nothing new has happenedd with me. Just working and going to school.

Amy! hope your hanging in there love.

Ams you finally posted i'm gal cause i was worried that you weren't gonna come on again

Tasha~ I'm doing my best. I'm just swamped with school work.

Rhia~ I'm going to try an post at least once a week, even if I don't have anything to say.

It's good to receive updates from everyone. The site is not so lonely anymore.

yep it's nice when we can hear from everyone

Hey ladies... Sorry I haven't been on in a while.. *bashful smile*

Gracie~ Hang in there love! I'll pray for you. I'm still working on that poem.... Don't worry I'll finish it....
Chole~ Just hang in there love. She's a fighter and she'll try the hsrdest she can to stay as long as she can. But remember this... If she doesn't, she'll be in a better place and she won't be in pain... I, however, have a feeling that she'll fight through this.

Everyone~ Thank you all for your support. It seems like life just keeps throwing one of us one hard ball after another. After one of us over comes it, it just moves to another, sometimes attacking two of us at the same time, occasionally three. I myself am so grateful you all are here. I wouldn't have been able to get through what I have if it wasn't for you all. As for me... I'm ot doing so well, I'm falling back into my depression.. I'm fighting hard to stay out of it but sometimes I feel like it's a losing battle. It kills me to say that, but it's true... As for me and Davian... things are strained... We fight a lot lately but we're not giving up... It would kill us to leave one another... I have a feeling that we may get married one day.. I know I sound like a repeat of Ash and Jeff but it's true.. And this I know from the tips of my toes to the top of my head and the bottom of my heart... Through out this entire mess I found out one thing to be completely and utterly true... I love him and he loves me... I know this because he got drunk after one of our fights and called two of our friends and told them everything... One of them knew we were fighting so they called me and had me listen to what he was saying about me... So I could hear how much he loved me... At that point he couldn't have lied if he wanted to.... Anf I know I love him because if I were to ever lose him, I would never be myself again.... So forgive me if I sound like any other teenager who says that they're gonna marry their boyfriend and how much they love him and how much he loves her, or even if I sound like Jeff or Ash..but it's the truth...I should be on a bit more regularly...

Becca ~ I'm glad you and Davian love each other so much and that's the most important thing, that even though you fight, you're still there for each other and you won't give up. You're very lucky to have that. As for your depression, I'm here for you if you want to talk. I know how that feels.

Rhia ~ Haha, you really want me to write all the details? Okay, here it goes. We went by bus, on Saturday, early in the morning and we got to Zagreb at 3pm. Zagreb is the capital of Croatia, the biggest city in my country. It was the third time I've been there. We had a tour around the city and then we went to the hostel. We all had to share one bathroom and there was 6 of us in each room, but it was quite good. We ate in this restaurant called The Golden Bear where the food was pretty much disgusting but the waiters were great - they talked to us and joked around all the time. Then we went to theater. We watched a play about anorexia which was quite good but way too depressing for the occasion. We finally went out after that. Most people got drunk, but I wasn't one of them. I had a great time with my friends. We got back to the hostel at midnight and then stayed awake in our rooms for most of the night. We had to get up early in the morning. We went to Krapina, where fossil remains belonging to Neanderthals were found. The museum is actually quite interesting. After lunch, we went to The Museum of Modern Art. Surprisingly, this was interesting as well. It's funny how many pornographic photos I saw there, haha. After that, we had about 5 hours to spend at the mall. I didn't buy anything - I find shopping boring and tiring, lol.. My friends and I went to cinema. We watched Eat, Pray, Love. It's a good movie, but not as good as they claimed. After the movie, we headed back home. All in all, I had a good time I'm just sorry I didn't get a chance to meet up with that couple of friends I'd mentioned earlier.

I was at my friend's place yesterday and I'm going to theater with some other friends tonight, so I should probably do my studying now..

Becca, it may sound like every other teenage couple, but everyone is different. Some couples make it while others don't. I know someone who has been with her husband since she was 14 and they are in their 60's now and still in love. So, even though you are still really young, it doesn't mean that your relationship will turn out like most at your age do. Like I said everyone is different, every relationship is different. The important thing is that you two love eachother and aren't giving up. As for the depression, just hang in there hun. I'm here if you wanna talk. I've been through a lot of stuff in my life so I may understand more than you think. Lean on your friends, turn to your Church, do whatever you have to do. When I was 16 I was set up with a mentor in my Youth Group. It helped me out a lot and I gained a really good friend as well. She's 5 yrs older than me and even though I don't go to that Church anymore, we still talk. Sometimes its easier to talk to someone older and on the outside. You're strong hun and I know you'll pull through.

Amy, it's great to hear from you I hope school and work isn't being too stressful.

I'm amazingly happy and i think that if i get any happier that i'll EXPLODE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think i'm so happy i might start crying *fake sobs* cause ya know i'm a gemini so my emotions are all wacko hahaha LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gods i feeel like i just ate a barrel of sugar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jeez I'm hyper

Becca: hey beccs welcome back

Becca Wilda said it all -wisely put too. We're here if you just want to talk or rant, without judgment. And i am a hopeless romantic so i have faith and believe in your feelings of Davian.

Lol Rhia- i'm Gemini toooo! lol

RHIA ~ Aw, Im so sorry about that And dances aren't your thing?! NOO! I love dances, I love to just let go and dance Thats why I took ballet You get to be anyone, its so expressful to me Hahaaa! you hyper, hyper girl!

BECKS ~ Im sorry I havent been here whilst you've been going through so much stuff. Aw, you and Davian, im glad you both love eachother so much, fighting and arguing is just something that everyone does, adds to the passion

TASHA ~ Thankyou I agree with you too! You and Rhia are summer babys! I'd love to be that! Have any beach parties hehe! And thankyou, i know you care, and im so thankful to have someone like you

WILDA ~ woooh you turned 25 whilst I was away! Tell us all about it? Don't hold back silly?

MARIS ~ WOW! Im so envious, your trip sounded amazing, im glad you had so much fun! Are you over the tiredness now?

AMY ~ Good to hear from you, Im SS that you're caught up in work


Im definately feeling better now Its been a great week. I went ice-skating, which I love! I've made some new friends, as well as keeping the old, which is great! And its my birthday in three days! Id love to say im excited, but im not Hehe!

lol yep turned 25. If I didn't feel odl enough before I definitely do now. Halfway to 50 *sigh*

I'm glad you went ice skating and met some new people. I've never been ice skating but it's something I would love to do just too chicken to try it. I imagine I'd be spending more time on the my butt than on my feet lol

Hope everyone is having a good week. Only 3 weeks til LS is release