What's everyone up to?

Right now...things aren't so good. Tears fell at random times today. And after 7th period...I finally cracked. I had one of my best friends with me, and I cried into his chest because I couldn't hold the tears back anymore. And the ache in my chest is like a big part of me was ripped out when he agreed.....

If I could I'd be there in a heartbeat and let you cry it out on my shoulder. Sometimes you just gotta cry even if you don't want to. Keeping it in will only lead to a a major break down down the road from all the emotional and mental build up. So if you need to, just go to your room and cry until you can't cry anymore. Then get up in the morning, dry off your face, and let the day be a new start.

wilda .. my baby is going to be 4 years in may.. (not much of a baby lol) but is the only one .... he supouse to start school this year ... but if i go to school i pretty much have to keep my job cause i have to pay my tuition... my hubby said he will be fine with the bills.... but is a 2 year thing .... am happy with what i do.. i really love been an MA and work with kids ... but there is a hospital here in vegas that is for kids with cancer ... and i reeeeeally want to work there.... but i dont want to sacrifice my kid to go work with other kids.... he seems to understand that i have to work.. and never complaints .. but how far can i push him and the hubby??

Trust me, I did that last night, not much help. I got about two hours of sleep, maybe. But even then, I constantly woke up from thrashing around in my sleep and hitting my headboard. This time curling up in a ball didn't help that; and didn't help the ache in my chest.

I keep going MIA o.O Please forgive me,
are we talking about men? men.. I miss my boy Even if he was never mine to miss

Peace love n VA wrote:

Kim!!! Welcome back! Missed ya around the site!

Thanks Tasha. I missed you guys too.

Wilda85 wrote:

YAY Kim's back! I'm sorry about all the rain and flooding going on over there. I hope it stops soon before you guys flood. Your birthday is Jan. 16th right? just want to make sure i have the right date. it's hard to tell with you being 16 hours ahead of me.

It's horrible thinking about the floods. All those people being evacuated and so many still missing. It's heartbreaking watching the news all the time. I don't think I'll be affected by the floods too much, being in Sydney we're sort of away from it all, but I've got friends in Brisbane who aren't as removed and I've had more than a few panick attacks in the last couple of days when I don't get texts back.
Yes, that's right the 16th. My sister bought me the cutest dress for my party as my birthday present. So I got to parade it around the house today to show mum and dad and then my sister took it away from me

SecretMagic wrote:

It's horrible thinking about the floods. All those people being evacuated and so many still missing. It's heartbreaking watching the news all the time. I don't think I'll be affected by the floods too much, being in Sydney we're sort of away from it all, but I've got friends in Brisbane who aren't as removed and I've had more than a few panick attacks in the last couple of days when I don't get texts back.
Yes, that's right the 16th. My sister bought me the cutest dress for my party as my birthday present. So I got to parade it around the house today to show mum and dad and then my sister took it away from me

Its on the news right now. My relatives in Brisbane have friends staying with them because they lost their house because of the flood. I can't imagine what it would be like to go though that. Hoping things don't get any worse.

What are you doing for your birthday?

L.Dragomir wrote:

SecretMagic wrote:

It's horrible thinking about the floods. All those people being evacuated and so many still missing. It's heartbreaking watching the news all the time. I don't think I'll be affected by the floods too much, being in Sydney we're sort of away from it all, but I've got friends in Brisbane who aren't as removed and I've had more than a few panick attacks in the last couple of days when I don't get texts back.
Yes, that's right the 16th. My sister bought me the cutest dress for my party as my birthday present. So I got to parade it around the house today to show mum and dad and then my sister took it away from me

Its on the news right now. My relatives in Brisbane have friends staying with them because they lost their house because of the flood. I can't imagine what it would be like to go though that. Hoping things don't get any worse.

What are you doing for your birthday?

But your relatives are ok? I hope things don't get any worse too.

I'm having a Mad Hatter Tea Party. It's going to be strange though, because this is the first birthday party I've had where I don't know half the guests. Because my twin and I go to different unis, we've got different friends now so it'll be odd. But at least this year should be better than last year's, I was extremely lonely last year. Shouldn't be lonely this time

^a Mad Hatter Tea Party sounds amazingly fun! You like Alice's Adventures in WonderLand? They are some of my favorite books and Happy Birthday to you!!

Kim, a Mad Hatter Tea Party sounds really awesome!

Brissa, I can't tell you what to do, but the way I see it, is that you can always go back to school when he's older but you can't get back the time that could have been spent with him. If you think you'll regret it, then I would wait. Make a list of the pros and cons of going back to school right now. it might help you make the decision. Just take your time and really think about it.

Tania, you are going to hurt for a while, but that pain will lessen over time and eventually, you'll be ok and come out stronger because of it.

Sam, it's ok to miss someone who was never yours. You can't control your heart.

Thank You Wilda
Love is very odd. So today I plan on making crab rango... hope it comes out atleast half way decent

Wilda: Thank you, you're like the mom I've always wanted! (that's a great thing)

Sam: Yeah, guy problems....again.

Kim: The Mad Hatter is amazing!!!!!!!!!!! I love Johny Depp!!!!!!!!11

Sam: I love the books too. They're just so crazy but special. I'm waiting impatiently for Disney to release the animated Alice in Wonderland on DVD. If it's out already, it hasn't quite made it to Australia yet *sigh*

Wilda: Lol, it's definitely going to be awesome. The guests aren't allowed to enter the house unless they're wearing a fancy hat. We have a few strange spare ones they'll have to put on if they want to party

Tania: I love Johnny Depp too! But I like him the best as Jack Sparrow...you can't beat Captain Jack

SecretMagic: Johny is an amazing "Captain" Jack Sparrow ^_^ I love love love him!!!!! <3

That is so awesome Kim. You'll have to tell us all about it

Tania, that's sweet. Kinda makes me feel older though cause I'm only 10 yrs older than you lol I've always been this way even when I was your age. Everyone said I was the Motherly one of the group and always came to me when they had a problem.

Sam, I've gotta ask cause I'm just dumb like that lol but what is crab rango??

Wilda: It's a really good thing that you are caring and gentle, but always wouldn't mind telling the truth ^_^ anyways, that happens to me too. People come to me for help and I do, but I usually try to comfort myself.

I'm the same way Tania. I usually keep everything in and deal with things myself. But sometimes you just gotta lean on someone else. I've got major trust issues so it's hard for me to go to someone else. But the ladies here are great and they help out a lot. I've opened up more since joining Shadow Bite than I have in years.

YEah, recently, I've been opening up a little more to others, talking about things I don't really like mentioning. But it's good to talk it out, y'know?

Yeah it is. Just be careful who you tell really personal things to.

Hello ladies...if I were you, I'd take a look at this: http://www.salon.com/life/feature/2011/01/13/horoscope_change_zodiac

I got quite pissed off when I scrolled down and read this....so annoyed with it!

Yeah, I've been hearing different stories about it. Sounds like a load of BS to me Richelle even posted a link on her fb page that said something about it doesnt relate to those born before 2009. Another story said something about its not true and says something about the sun and tropical something or another. IDK it's all confusing. All I know is that Libra does not apply to me at all. I have always been and will always be a Scorpio.

That's so not cool! It annoyed me when I heard about that

I'm a little bit hyped up right now. Sitting here listening to music and eating Sour Patch Kids

I heard about the changed Zodiac too. Like Wilda I read somewhere that it only applied to people born after 2009, but another article I saw said it was only Eastern Zodiac systems, not Western ones. ....so confusing. I think I'm just going to stick with the ones we had before

Cancer fits me so well...but so does Gemini sometimes...I think I'll just keep an eye on both horoscopes for a while...anyway...lol Wilda! Being hyped up can sometimes be good, but don't be too hyped up lol.