What's everyone up to?

i'm your age!

I'm a grade higher

ok kids knock it off lol I'm a Dork and I'm proud to admit it

I wish I could help you Tania but those were not my best classes in high school lol

I watched an episode of 'I Used To Be Fat' on mtv. I wanted to smakc the hell out of that girl for all that crying and complaining but she pulled herself together and lost 90 pounds in 4 months! I was amazed. She looked like a completely different person. Definitely inspirational.

Right now I am fixing dinner with the music turned up and singing loudly and my kids are running around dancing

Tania Belikova wrote:

I'm a grade higher

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if theres anything i can do to help just ask...
i speak spanish... read , write , that's my first language actually

okay so omg! I cannot find a break when it comes to men! first I find the perfect guy, literally he's perfection on a stick!! only issue he's 1000 miles away and in another country and while he is single. I have no money and no means to date him. then I meet this dude Alex and he seems to like me. I was going to meet him and somehow my sister finds out and calls me. My mom tells me to go home and I do... come to find out, he's crazy! He basically stalker my sister tried to break her and her boyfriend up. Found out where her boyfriend works, goes to school, and lives. he called my sister a slut and now I have to go to school tomorrow and leave at 9:30pm with the possibility of running into this guy... so I'm sorta freaking out

Sam, if ur worried about the stalker u can always call the police, don't try to take matters into ur own hands. Be cautious and smart. Hope it all works out.


I might me a little MIA for the next couple of days. My dad went to the hospital yesterday and he will be kept for a couple days. He has an infection , again. So i just woke up, drinking some tea before i shower and get dressed and then travel to go see him and bring him things.

brissa wrote:

Tania Belikova wrote:

I'm a grade higher

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if theres anything i can do to help just ask...
i speak spanish... read , write , that's my first language actually

Thank you!!!!! And Wilda, I'm not the kid here, Tyler is
And Sam: look, sometimes things don't go the way we want them to. Trust me, I'm having a guy problem (always the same thing with the same guy, over and over again) too. And, he hurts me when he leaves, yeah, but I take the pain because I love him and I'm protecting him so that he doesn't get hurt.

The first guy I have a lot of trouble getting over.. I tak to him very little but when I do .. I feel Happy. The other guy.... I'm really hoping he leaves me al.one and I don't run into him today

LOL, yeah. Stalkers are scary. But yeah, the first guy that's on-and-off with me, he's sorta kinda...idiotic.

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hellooooo Justin lol

Sam, I agree with Tasha. It wouldn't hurt to keep some pepper spray on you at all times just in case you run into him and he won't leave you alone. You can never be to cautious so be careful!

Tasha, I'm sorry your Dad is in the hospital with an infection again. I hope he gets better soon so he can go back home.

Tati, I gotta ask...How are you protecting him from getting hurt if he's the one leaving?

idk I had an on and off again thing with a guy for 2 years when I was 15-17. He's the first guy I fell for and the first guy to ever break my heart. He was the first guy I ever loved. It's different than with my hubby but I still loved him. They say you never get over your first love and I think it's true. Even though he broke my heart several times, I still care about him and think about him from time to time. I don't recommend having those kinds of relationships at all. Yeah sometimes you break up and try it again and it'll work but to keep the cycle going over and over, it's just not good for either person. Sometimes love just isn't enough and it's best to move on. If you asked me, if I would go back and change things, would I? I doubt it cause I did learn a lot from it. In the end we ended up being good friends again (could be b/c we were on the verge of another on again relationship but my hubby moved back to FL at the perfect time and saved me from another broken heart) even though we lost touch after school. But all the heartbreaks I went through left some pretty deep scars. They are smoothe now thanks to my hubby but they are still there if that makes any sense.

I will be safe

Because he's leaving, and not me. If I leave, i feel something bad will happen. Once, I left, and he uhmm...hurt himself...I used to do that too. Trust me, it's not a good thing. But we talked once, and I asked him what would happen if I left him, saying I hated him and wanted him to leave me alone. He said he might cry and shoot everyone around him. We talked for a while, and I realized he did care, but it's high school. Things are bound to be confusing.

And Sam: I really hope you will. I don't really know you, but I'm scared for you. A stalker guy? Not cool. Be safe, be careful, watch your back. And if something pops in front of your face, don't be afraid to throw something or hit it. Just simple advice. Go Sam!!!!!

haha I LOVE Tania's advice "And if something pops in front of your face, don't be afraid to throw something or hit it."

I understand that, but no effence, it sounds like he needs more help than you can give. Thats some scary threats or thought s or whatever. Have you told an adult about that? How are things when you two are together?


I just got done working out. I kicked some serious cardio butt this morning. But now I'm exhausted. And I've got lots of cleaning to do being that I read most of yesterday instead and still have more reading to do today b/c I didn't finish reading that book. Blah. I just want to crawl back in bed and sleep.

It's not really threats, Wilda. He's just...sorta trigger-happy. But I still care about him. This morning I got on and checked my messages and he told me he's thinking of leaving Forney. For good and forever. I cried this morning for about an hour. I had to put on a tough face for school right now, but I just wanna break out and scream. I can't imagine him being gone. Can't even imagine him not being here. I'm worried, really worried. A billion times my world has crashed, a million times my heart has shattered, and a million times I've gathered the pieces back together, but now...now it seems like I'll lose my soul if he leaves...I'm scared, Wilda. Really, trully scared...I want him to stay, but I want him to be happy too. And if he's happy with leaving, well...I guess that's okay, as long as he's happy.

checking out the RN program at the university, see if i can go back to school this year.. not really sure tho my hubby support me , but i would be spending most of the time at work or school and no much time for the baby ... i dont know what to do, am so confused.... am an MA and am working at pediatric clinic... but i always said i wanted to work on the hospital as a RN with kids as well... but sometimes i feel like i spend way more time with the kids at work than my own kid...

Hey all. Back from holiday today. It didn't end as well as it started. It's been raining for the last few days (not as badly as in some parts of Australia, but still enough to stay indoors).
Glad to be home, not only because it means more chances to come online, but I've got my 21st birthday in 4 days...so party prep begins now

Hope everyone's doing well

Lmao i love that advice too. It reminds me of my friend the other day, she posted a status on facebook that she was sleeping, she woke up and it was still kind of dark and all she saw was eyes staring back at her . She was like WTH and kicked it and then all her she heard was rawrrrrrrrrr and the cat went flying. She said she felt bad. I felt bad for the cat. But it was okay. But it just put a funny picture in my head. lol

Kim!!! Welcome back! Missed ya around the site!

Tania: From what it sounds like from reading more on your situation, the only thing I can say, is you need to tell someone. My boyfriend, he went through a rough patch a year ago where he wanted to kill himself. I knew and tried to help. It was by the Grace of God that he's here now, I simply got lucky every time I called. I was lucky enough that he wanted something to cling to. The only mistake I made in telling an adult, is that I didn't tell someone who was concerned. You need to tell an adult. Tell his parents or your parents. Tell your counselor, or the principal, you need to tell someone, because what if you don't get as lucky as I did? And if something happens and you didn't tell someone, do you really want that on your conscience for the rest of your life?

He's...he's not dangerous...he's really sweet, honest. But now.....I've told him something that I regret.....I don't want to lose him, but...in doing that, I get hurt, and the pain that twist in my chest...it's like torutre...but it's mental, y'know? It took so much out of me to lie to him.....it took almost all of my heart away.....I kept deleting and retyping and then deleting the message, over and over again until I finaly just broke down and clicked "Send." I won't ever forget the crushing feeling I had last night, won't forget the agonizing chill that crept into me. Never forget how weak I felt.....never forget echoing screams I made.....the sea of tears that fell.....the bruises and scrapes from my thrashing.....all of this is burned in me, and it will forever be with me, no matter what.

I never said he was dangerous, but I still think you need to tell someone. What did you lie to him about? I know the feeling darling, I've felt it. The only thing you can do, is remember that and vow to get stronger, vow to move on. And eventually when you look back and realize you never want to be that way again, you'll be free of the chains and bonds. You'll have control over your life and you'll be so much stronger. You just have to make that choice.

I tried to post this earlier but I lost connection again : /



YAY Kim's back! I'm sorry about all the rain and flooding going on over there. I hope it stops soon before you guys flood. Your birthday is Jan. 16th right? just want to make sure i have the right date. it's hard to tell with you being 16 hours ahead of me.

idk what to tell you Brissa. I wish I could. I'ma stay at home mom so I don't really know what it's like to be away from my kids that much. I worked part time for 5 months when my daughter was 3 but that was only 20 hours a week. All I can say, is talk to your hubby and see what he says. How old is your baby? If anything, you can always go back to school once he/she is in school.

Tania, I don't really know what to say. I've never been in that situation. I'm sorry you are hurting and have to go through this. Whta did you lie to him about and why did it hurt you so much? PM me if you don't want to talk about this so publicly and wanna talk more. I'm an excellent listener and I'll try my best to help. I'm here for you no matter what hun.


LOL Tasha. That poor cat. Sounds like something I would do haha Hit first ask and questions later lol

Found out not long ago that FL is the ONLY state that hasn't gotten snow this week! WTH?! Even California got snow. That is so NOT fair : / But i guess its for the best cause I'm pretty sure most of us wouldn't know what to do if it snowed in Florida lol

Becca and Wilda: I lied saying that I didn't want him anymore, that feelings of endearment can fade and that mine had...similar to what Dimka said to Rose. And I did that as a test...I wanted him to prove me wrong...I wanted to believe that he'd fight for me, rather than leave. But instead, he agreed...saying he won't talk to me, won't look at me, and won't think of me.....and I don't know if he lied....or if he was telling the truth....so far...it seems like he was telling the truth.

awe hun I'm so sorry. Maybe he's just hurt. You should never lie about how you feel unless you are completely ready to move on. See how things go and if you need to, tell him the truth and why you lied.