What's everyone up to?

Jeez, I was going to ask why you were up so soon Oh well, at least you know you were loved by the dog.

Heading to bed soon myself, got to be at uni from 8am-6pm tomorrow *sigh* Such is life.

Gutted. Don't have to go back to school until the 2nd on September

I then got a kiss from him on my face not the best thing to have in the morning :/

So yesterday I woke up at 8am
-Got a tattoo at noon
-Went to Applebees
-Saw Vampires Suck
-Watched Point Pleasant
-Had wine and pasta with my sister, my brothers wife, and her ex XD
-Watched more P.P.
-Got in the hot tub
-Went to Shari's at 2am
-Went to the beach
ended up at home at 5am x.x

ya'll I'm amzed at the effect soda and stuff has on ya'll. I can drink soda all day up until i shut my eyes at night and sleep like a baby. I no longer drink soda or anything, rarely even have juice. Just water in my diet now. But i do drink tons and tons of coffee. I can drink coffee at 10pm and be asleep at 10:01pm. it has absolutely no long term affect. Coffee does give me a little pick me up but i think im immune to caffeine and just get the little sugar rush.

Ari- did u get the promise mark tattoo ?

Caffine affects everyone differently. I use to drink pepsi everyday. Now I can't stand the taste of it. I mostly drink water and Gatorade. Sometimes I'll drink like Sprite or Snapple but nothing else.

I was trying to post a reply last night but lost connection...I forgot what I was saying *sigh*

Not much going on at the moment. My daughter started school today. Gotta leave here in a few mins to go pick her up. Hope everyone has a wonderful week.

Cool that your daughter has started school Wilda. I'll try and have a good week. I'm really nervous about tomorrow, as I'm getting my GCSE results :S

Ela: You'll do fine.

Alas I can not say the same for my relationship. Dilian is insanely TOO insecure about our relationship. He almost broke up with me Friday night over something stupid. He thought something was going on between em and Davian and he got mad because I talked to Davian about why I was mad on Friday. Me and Dilian got into this fight over something stupid. I asked him why he wouldn't wrestle with me and he BLEW UP. Said some stuff about his dad and stormed off. Well him mentioning his dad made me think of my father which put me in a worse mood. So I went to talk to him after a few minutes and he admitted he shouldn't have done what he did. I told him all he had to do was say I don't wanna talk about it. And then I left. I wouldn't let anyone touch me for very much and I wouldn't look or talk to anyone very much for the rest of the night. Well Davian knew the problem and got me to talk briefly about it and then I started making sure he was ok because he felt bad. Why I don't know. Well when I got up to go to the bathroom when me, Dilian, and Davian were talking, Dilian exploded on Davian. Said he was going to break up with me and Davian could have me. Davian had to flat out tell Dilian NOT to break up with me. For the rest of the night, all Dilian did when he was around me was cling. And then on Sunday we have a greeting period at church were everyone either shakes hands or gives hugs and says hello. He didn't hug me, he offered me a handshake. I gave HIM a hug instead. Well that night, I had no desire to talk to him or even let him touch me, he went to give me a hug when I was walking and I breaifly gave him a light one and side stepped him and left. We haven't really said two words to each other since. I see doubt in his eyes every time I see him. It's like we're broken up but we're not. I need to talk to him but I don't want to. I have no desire to. And I have no clue what to say.

Thanks Becca but I really think your problem is much more important than mine at the moment!! I've never been in a relationship so I can't really help you with this one but I wish you the best of luck with getting things back on track, but I can give you one piece of advice, TALK TO HIM.

Your welcome love. You really don't have to drop everything to help me. It's not needed. Thanks though. As for talking to him... It takes two to communicate. Read my new post when I publish it and you'll know what I mean.

OK and your welcome. Anything to help a friend

It's posted. (=

OK. And what's the website for you're blog, I didn't save it as a tab thing and don't remember where you put it on here.

Here it is.
http://guardianangelofdarkness.wordpress.com/

thanks xx

Welcome. (=

Ela: I hope your results are what you want I'm sure they'll be awesome.

Becca: I'm sorry you're having boy troubles. You seem to be good at expressing your feelings in writing, maybe you could write what you want to say in a letter or something? (handwritten would make it more personal) I hope things work out for you.


I had a presentation AND a test today for the same class. But both went pretty well. So I'm doing nothing for the rest of the day. I think I deserve a little break
Hope everyone's well

Kim ~ What you suggested to Becca is a good idea. Sometimes people can't express themsleves too well verbally but in writing they can share evrything. So that was a great idea. And I agree you deserve a break.

Ela ~ I bet you will get great results. I have my fingers crossed.

Becca ~ You know my thoughts on the situation and I like what Kim suggested. I also subscribed to your blog. I like how you write.

Me? I'm waiting for my music to download on to my mp3 player so I can listen to it before I fall asleep.
Tomorrow, I have to go to my college and get a book deferment so that my loans will pay for my books. I only need 2 or 3 books and it's going to cost my like $400. These textbooks are so expensive. Then I have to go right to work.

I got them and now I'm off to Oxford ladies, thanks to the deal I made with my mum. If I pass all of my exams, I get to go to Oxford to watch the Sound of Music, where Connie Fisher will be Maria, possibly for the last time, so a long time.

Yay! Congrats Ela! You must be super happy

I'm over the moon!!!! I never thought that I would get these grades

That's awesome then. You'll know better next time, less doubting

Kim: Thanks love. And I thought about it but I didn't know what to say. Honestly, words can't descirbe what I felt.

Amy: Thanks love.

Ela: CONGRATS!!!!!!!

Alright ladies, in case you didn't see this on the other topic. Dilian and I are done. He broke up with me this morning when I was about to talk to him. But don't feel bad or sorry for me. I'm perfectly fine. I'm gonna enjoy the single life! Now I can flirt without guilt!

Thanks Becca. Just came home from a party at my mates and I thought I was sober but I think the rest of the alcohol has just kicked in so I'm a bit tipsy and tired. I'm having trouble typing lol, but I'll be fine

Becca: As I said in the other post, you can now look at other guys' asses without feeling guilty

Welcome love. And as I said. I'm not like that. Being a natural flirt is hard when you TRY not to be. I can't help what I don't know I'm doing. But now I DON'T have to try to not flirt.