Just alittle story(:

Hi there, i was bored so i thought i would post this story feedback would be appreciated.(:
Preface
They say in life everything happens for a reason. Good or bad. Yet as I replay those words in my head they seem worse than good, which is unusual form me because im a good kid I never do anything bad never had any reason to, Until I meet him. Do I believe in soul mates? Possibly or two people meet at the right place at the right time as I see it. Through my eyes I see the world as a mystery there is so much out there to explore and discover. We can even discover the most beautifulest things in our own life and it lasts with us forever. I’ve never had to fight for what I wanted before never going as so far to risk my own life for another’s that can change especially it being the man you love. “ His eyes locked with mine, I began to shake it had been so long since I had looked in those eyes every memory of us came pouring back every touch every tear…I knew he was thinking the same thing. I swallowed the tears that lay at the back of my throat, I promised myself I would be strong he hadn’t changed at all. He didn’t take his eyes off me for a minute it felt like it use to be just me and him and in the next instant I knew I was going to die for the first time in my life I stood straight and charged to kill the man I loved…"

O.o i love it! write more! :3

oh wow, you have to keep writing! It's so... moving (for a lack of a better word) Just how you phrase your words to make it so... wow. Keep on going, I want to read more,

Thank you that reallly means alot! And I will post the first chapter today(:

Alright here is chapter one/still the preface sort of. [:

Chapter 1
I was never anyone to care what people thought of me, I was different i didn’t wear your name brand clothes nothing stopped me I just didn’t want to be a clone to all the other people in the whole world. And yet people didn’t really care for me either. It Didn’t matter anymore because the one person in the world that actually understood me and cared for me wasn’t there for me it was going to happen sooner or later everyone in my life either left me or they died. In this case it’s a little more complicated than life or death. Jeremiah isn’t dead nor is he alive. How could something like this be possible? One word would sum it up “Vampire.” I stiffened in my seat. How he got turned well that will be told another time. The main focus right now is tracking, finding and killing him. You see vampires in the real world aren’t sparkly and loving there far from that.. There blood sucking things. Once your attacked by a vampire and turned you lose all of your memory there is nothing left of your human self its like a new person, Monster is born inside you. I don’t know where Jeremiah is I plan to find him and when I do I plan to kill him and set him free. Unless there is something on this earth that might be able to save him. Oh and my name is Lacey. Im sixteeen almost seventeen. I have black hair down to my mid back and a body to kill for the rest you figure out. So Mortal will you join me on my quest to set the man I love free? So god help me.

KEEP WRITING! I WANT MORE!

Sorry it'n not very long i m working on it and there is some simularities to vampire academy but that's the point. [: Respect to richelle mead.
Chapter 2
No!,good always defeats evil dummy! Two kids in front of me argued. Name one time where evil conquers good. The other kid looks away. That’s what I thought you have nothing! If you’re so desperate why don’t you ask pretty / freak behind yeah. My head darted up from my desk. *What did you call me?* Both boys now turned there attention towards me. The one on the right spoke you heard me I called you a freak! What are you gonna do about it? The other boy laughed. Is that funny? I asked disgusted. Ill show you funny. I got up from my desk the teacher’s attention on me. Oh so the freak can speak and move! That’s enough sit down! Miss Anderson yelled. I brushed her off. and continued to eye the kid whose name was on his paper Alex. You heard the teacher why don’t you sit down like a good girl he grabbed my arm. I jerked it away don’t touch me I grabbed is arm and twisted it behind is back slamming is head on the desk knocking him out. The teacher yelling the kid beside him got up and a few other guys stepped in the other kid charged at me I kicked him in the nose and punched him twice he fell to the floor. A guy snuck around me and grabbed my arm I elbowed him there where three of them now they had both my arms I closed my eyes waiting for the punch to come. Another boy came out of nowhere and punched the guy twice and beat up the other two guys I punched the guy one me knocking him out. All guys knocked out. *You okay?* he asked. * Before I could say anything teachers where in the room surrounding us. *What happened here!* They called me few names so I took care of them I said calmly.* You took all of them out? I glanced at the boy by me. * I helped her they were about to kill her* You he pointed at me and the kid by me in my office now! The last thing I needed was anymore trouble than I already was in.

That is still mind blowing, you must write more. (no presure or anything)

Thanks I'll post more today! And btw is that a story on it sig?

Chapter 3
I can not believe this Lacey this is the third time you’ve been called in for getting in a fight, I can’t keep covering for you. This is it. I have to call your house.Mr. Davis said. No! You can’t! My mom will kill me and send me away! Please I’m begging you! it won’t happen again! I had never begged for anything in my life I felt pathetic. *its true she didn’t start the fight the kids did they called her a few names and were touching her.* I myself and other kids were witnesses. Both me and Mr. Davis Looked at the guy mouth both open nobody had ever stood up for me before well except Jeremiah. I shoke that thought out. What? im serious. Very well then Your off the hook this time Lacey your lucky the next time which there better be not he glared at me next time its expulsion. I would thank Mr. Sanders for bailing you out. You both excused. We both got up he shook Mr. Davis hand and walked out I went to follow him. Lacey? Mr. Davis asked. Yeah? I turned around he stood up and walked towards me look I know Jeremiah what happened to him was awful what happened to all those people but you have to move on that was three months ago. Someone I loved to got turned and it tore me apart. But I learned to move on. Well you must of not really cared about them then. I turned and walked out. The sanders kid hadn’t gotten to far. Hey! he didn’t stop. *Hey you sanders!* He stopped. What was that back there why did you cover for me? I didn’t ask you too I had it under control. Yeah getting expelled that’s sounds like under control for me. I glared at him. Look you were in trouble so I helped you. Well for whatever reason you did it Thank you. your welcome he said. By the way where did you learn to fight like that? Moving from house to house in rough neigborhoods You gotta know how to protect yourself. And my I went still I hadn’t thought about him yet. Hey you okay? I didn’t mean to? No im fine. Well it was nice meeting you lacey not exactly how I imagined on meeting a attractive girl like yourself he smiled. That threw me off guard For the first time I actually looked at him I was so side tracked I didn’t get a good look at him he was tall mid six foot blond hair wavy and long, green eyes he was white and built he was very handsome. Hello? Oh sorry I was embarrassed I was looking at him. Nice meeting you I said he put out his hand. My name’s Sheadon. Im a new teacher here taking over for someone who died last semester. My stomach turned. What do you teach? Im a History/ P:E / teacher , Looks like im your new teacher he smiled I will see you in class. And he turned and walked off. If I weren’t already trying to track down the man i love that man would be mine.
It was a typical winter night, dead cold outside windy snow everywhere. I put my hand on my window it was cold there where little snowflakes stuck to the window the details of them were beautiful. ~ Jeremiah grabbed my hand his finger moving along the lines on my palm “your lines are long he said you will live for along time” He looked me in the eyes with those sweet Blue eyes my whole world stopped it was just me and Jeremiah and that was all that mattered. He gently kissed me “I love you he whispered in my ear Nothing or anything will ever change that” I love you I said very gently. “Close your eyes he said” Slowly but surely I closed my eyes hoping he would kiss me again and again. I heard him back away until I didn’t hear any foot steps. “Open” he said When I opened my eyes he had a snowball in his hand you better run. A smile crossed over my face a snowball fight it is. Jeremiah threw the snowball I moved away and ran diving to the ground making the sloppiest snowball ever I threw and it hit him in the chest. 1 Lacey 0 Jeremiah I said. I was going to go easy on you know it’s personal he smiled seductively We continued to throw snowballs at each other it was even know he was keeping score. we both and 9 hits who ever threw next would win. He threw the snowball this is for you babe. He missed Ha.Ha. You missed! But when I turned he wasn’t there he was gone. “Jeremiah?” . Hello I yelled his name a few more times. I felt something grab me and drag me to the ground. We rolled down until I was on the bottom I looked at who was on top of me. “Gotcha” Jeremiah said. That wasn’t funny I thought something happened to you. –Im sorry I didn’t mean to upset you.- He looked sad. He looked beautiful reflecting the moon light his brown hair falling down to his eyes his cheeks were pink from the snow he was on top of me breathing hard. I can’t stay mad at you , you mean to much to me. He leaned in and kissed me the world felt right for once in my life to bad that was going to end very very shortly. My cell phone vibrated next to me I took my hand off the window and looked to see who it was it was from my friend Jordan. Hey Lacey I havn’t heard from you are you okay? Message me as soon as you get this. Jordan was along time friend he was the only one who knew about me and Jeremiah since he was my teacher he was always there for me my best friend my only friend. – I’m fine I said why don’t we meet for coffee later?- Send a few moments later I got a reply. Okay sounds great I will pick you up. –Okay -I replied. I set my cell phone aside Looking out the window seeing all the couples outside kissing and hugging creating memories. Tears came to my eyes I swallowed back the tears Why did life have to be so cruel?

Omg! i love this that memory was cuute! [:

I completely agree, the memory is pretty sweet. I also like the use of the names, you don't hear Lacey and Jeremiah too often anymore.

And my sig is my own work actually. It's not the whole section I wanted to place in because it was too big but eh, it worked. I call it Death by Moonlight.

Lol thank chapter 4 I on it's way and really cool you should post so I could read it(:

Lol thank chapter 4 I on it's way and really cool you should post so I could read it(:

I can't wait till chapter 4, (still no presure or anything)

and this is the section I wanted to put in. It's a bit longer then I wanted but I figured if you got most of it the ending will make more sense.

This isn't my best work ever but I could use some feed back,

I looked back at Aaron shifting to sit in front of him before leaning in to kiss his lips. A faintest touch I knew but I just wanted to kiss him one last time. He sighed before raking his hand through his hair which went through me. Clearly he didn’t notice me here at all. “Aaron?” I asked touching his jaw. “Aaron, love, it’s me. It’s Rose.” I said to him but he said nothing, his eyes fixed on my grave behind me. “Aaron, my love, I’m here. Listen to me, I’m right here.” I told him but got the same response. “Aaron you idiot! Listen to me! I’m right in front of you! See me! Please see me! I love you!” I shouted but still nothing. I groaned falling backwards onto the earth when I heard Jade’s voice. “Aaron?” she asked him and he muttered something. “Hmm?” he asked back not turning his head. “Aaron… I’ve figured out how to get rid of Raph.”
“He ran off Jade, that’s good enough for me.” He said coldly and Jade came up to him and slapped his cheek. Hard. “Whoa, nice arm.” I said before Jade went into her rant. “That’s good enough for me?! That’s all you have to say?! That’s good enough for me?! Aaron you idiot! She was the love of your life and you were to her! She loved you more than anything I’ve ever seen! Rose didn’t deserve to go out this way! That’s good enough for me my ass! You’re dying Aaron! You’re dying to get your hands around that bastard’s neck as squeeze! You want him dead! That’s good enough for me is so not true! She gave her life up to save yours, Aaron! Her Alpha, her lover, her mate! She died trying to save you and all you have to say about that is ‘that’s good enough for me’!”
“Enough!” Aaron shouted back at her, Jade held her ground. She kneeled in front of Aaron saying “What are you going to do about this Aaron? She’s wasn’t just another wolf to me, she was my friend. I loved her like a sister and I know you love her like a wife. What are you going to do about this?”
He held her gaze before lowering it to the necklace in his hands. “I don’t know,” he whispered weakly. “She helped me with so much I don’t know what to do anymore. She was the reason I became Alpha, she was the reason I stayed with this pack, she was the reason I woke up everyday not regretting the morning before I even got out of bed, she was my life, my soul and now she’s gone.”
“That’s not true, Aaron.” She said then tilted his head up to look at her. “She’s still here,” she said placing her hand over his heart. “As corny as this sounds Aaron, Rose will always be with us no matter what happens.”
He gave her a small sideways smirk before tilting her head down and kissed her forehead. “Thank you,”
She smiled back at him and got up to leave but Aaron caught her hand. “How did you figure out to stop Raph?” he asked and she lost her smile before taking his hand in both of hers. “He’s killed so many women before Aaron, if you go to the Elders and tell them that they will have him hunted down and slaughtered like he did to the women.”
“But it hasn’t stopped him before,” Aaron pointed out and she bit her bottom lip before letting his hands go and pulled her purse out and as she dug threw it she told him “True but Rose did something that the other’s didn’t.”
“Which was?” Aaron asked getting to his feet, I followed him standing by his side and held my hand around his. Jade pulled out my test. I watched as Aaron reached out for it. “She was pregnant, Aaron.”

Dang! the ending was awesome write more! [:

Thanks, that means so much to me. I haven't done this kind of thing before, I'm normally into vampires and stuff because they are easier to write so being a wolf was kind of different. It's really long though, about 240 something pages in a word doc... ;p

I can give you chapters a day though, they're pretty long though so, fair warning.

I could remember the shouting. The heat on my face and the burning light in the darkness of night. I stood there in the darkness in awe, not sure if I should help or run. I was only fifteen. I could hear my mother shouting my father’s name. “Derek!” Eve was shouting as she pushed past our family to the burning house. “Derek?!” she pushed past my uncle Tim who grabbed her keeping my mother from running into the house. “Derek!” she shouted fighting against Tim. “Eve! He’s not coming back,” Tim grunted, struggling to contain my mother. “No!” She let out the loudest, most dramatic sob into the night. Her body slouched into Tim’s as she sobbed my father’s name. “Why?” she pleaded. “Why Derek? Why my Derek?” she sobbed shaking from the force. All I did was watch. I was fifteen when the den was burned down. I was fifteen when we had to move. I was fifteen when my pack of once twenty two became twelve. I was fifteen when I lost my father.

The final bell rang at last meaning I could escape from Dullsville high and go back into our den. It wasn’t the same as the old one, nor did it hold the same homey feeling to it but for the past two years it has been our home. I was last to get out of class like usual, I still hadn’t made a friend since coming here but it didn’t bother me. Much. I packed my bag full of my English reading then shoved it over my shoulder. The rawness from the army strap rubbed against my bare upper arm. It was only a few weeks till summer and it got very hot in Dullsville. Once I had my bag over my shoulder I left my class room to actually run into someone. “Whoa, hey,” they said and I recognized their voice. I groaned turning quickly to leave but he caught my arm. “Hey Rose,” Samuel said making me turn around to face him. Sam was only a year older then I was, he was in my pack and was one of the Five. He had tan skin that coated his muscular body, Sam was thin and tall, his light brown hair seemed to have highlights of blonde in them from the sun which drooped in his eyes. His lips were full but pulled back in a well known Sam smirk, and then his eyes met mine. His green eyes his mother once had before the fire took her away. They looked so wise and smart but at the same time looked wild and childlike. “Didn’t mean to run into you,” I muttered adjusting my bag on my shoulder. “Where’s Caleb?”
“Ditched,”
“Again?”
“He’s with Tim though. Working on his leg I think,” Sam explained losing his smirk. Not too long ago Tim had gotten in a really bad car accident and gashed his leg open and for a very long time he couldn’t walk, let alone change, but Caleb his only son is helping him through this. Caleb was another member of the Five. There were five male children in our pack then me. I was the One. “Oh… well, catch you latter,” I said pulling my arm away but Sam caught my hand, lacing his fingers with mine. “Wait, don’t go.” He murmured pulling me against him. I shuddered. The Five, well those how were older then I was, always like to flirt with me, toy with me and try to make me theirs. Caleb and Sam still try to when Aaron isn’t around. He’s the eldest out of all of us but he’s also only or cousin by marriage. He’s kind of like the ruler of the Five but not me. I was the One and no one was going to take that away from me. “Sam,” I complained into his broad shoulder then shifted my gaze up to his neck. I could see the chain Lily once wore against his tan skin. Sam looked down at me. “Not in front of the humans,”
He didn’t look pleased but respected my wish. “At least let me drive you home,”
“I can walk,”
He laughed then pulled me into a hug. “You are somethin’ special, Rose.” He said then kissed the top of my head. “Come on you,” Sam teased pulling me down the halls of Dullsville high to his pick up where I tossed my bag in the back then got in the passenger side. My coffee from this mornings drive was still sitting in the cup holder. I shuddered again. By pack law we weren’t aloud to mingle with the humans so we could only date other werewolves. But since we live in Dullsville, there’s a reason I call it that, there are no other werewolves around besides our family. So when the Five get… restless, I am the one they turn to. “What are you thinking about?” Sam asked me as he put the truck in reverse then hit the gas. “Nothing,” I lied and he laughed again. “Uh huh, when pigs fly. What’s wrong?”
“Nothing, I swear.”
“Rose,”
“Sam.”
“You can tell me,”
“No I can’t,”
“What’s going on?”
“Nothing, like I told you.”
“Come on, you’re lying.”
“Sam stop it.”
He went quiet, staring at me to make sure I wasn’t going to break down or something before he pulled away from his parking space and began to drive back to the den. On the drive he asked me “How’s finals?”
“Alright, I guess.”
“Stressed?”
“No.”
“Lucky, I hate these things.”
“One more year after this,” I teased and he smirked before looking over and ruffling up my curls. Loose ringlets of jet black clouded my vision. “Hey!” I said, swatting his hand away from my hair before running my fingers in it to fix any damage. Sam was laughing at me as I tried to fix my hair, I glared at him then crossed my arms across my chest for the rest of the ride. When we got to the den the big, old, beaten up house stared back at us. Currently, we had ten people living in the den right now since Aaron goes to university and lives in an apartment on the ground and his father Blake left us after the fire. Sam parked the truck in his spot by my mom’s small excuse of a car then got out. I followed shortly after as I picked up my coffee cup then grabbed my bag. Over the years of having the Five favour me I’ve learned that if they have something of mine, the others get either pissed off or even. I learned that the hard way when I had left my clothes in a bush by Aaron’s and Caleb thought we were going at it from the sight he saw of both Aaron and I in the river, naked, but swimming happily. I found out he got even by taking my bra and underwear, dropping them in his room making it look like a one night stand. Aaron? Not to happy, Tim? He was very pissed off. Eventually I was in the house then Abe my ten year old cousin came running up to me then hid behind my back and legs. Moment’s latter my other cousin Trevor was wising down the hall with a water balloon in hand ready to hit Abe. “Trevor!” I snapped at him and he skidded to a stop by digging his heals into the hardwood. “Oh… hey Rose,”
“What the hell are you two doing?”
“Playing with water balloons,”
“In the house?” I asked and Trevor gave me a smirk but it was uneasy. “It started outside,” he said rocking on his heels not meeting my eyes. I rolled them before looking back at Abe who was still clinging to my legs. “Abe let go,”
He hesitated before ungluing his body to mine. “He’s going to hit me again!”
“No he won’t, will you Trevor?” I asked and Trevor looked up at me. “No.” he muttered and I sighed. “Now go and do some homework, or something.”
“But it’s Friday!” he protested and I shrugged my shoulders. “Get it done now you won’t have to do it later,” I suggested and the wave of shock ran through him. “Why didn’t I think of that?” he asked himself before handing Abe the water balloon and running up the stairs where his room was. Abe and I looked at the stairs before each other. I shrugged and he smiled. “Thank you,”
“How wet are you?”
“Very,”
“Go and change then hang your things before Izzy sees you.” I warned him and he lost the happy look in his eyes. Because of the fire he had lost his mother and because Katrina was a single mother he had no family besides us. Because Izzy has Trevor she took Abe in since their age difference isn’t too bad. “Right,” he said then dashed up the stairs like Trevor did. Izzy was a nice mother but Nathan was the stronger parent out of the two and when he was lost she, well, snapped and became supper mom. Scary, supper mom. “Is that you Rose?” I heard Tim asking from the living room only a few feet away. “Maybe,” I teased before walking into our living room to find my uncle laying back in the sofa with his leg against the coffee table, my mother was there but in a chair by the window in the corner, Izzy sat with my uncle and Caleb paced. They all smiled at me, well, Izzy tried to but it looked forced. Tim’s was genuine though, he was always happy for me and my mother since Derek was pack leader and loosing him was more then just losing your father. It was like loosing your faith. “How are you feeling?” he asked me cocking his head to one side which let his flopping blonde hair fall into his pale blue eyes. I smiled “I’m good,”
“You’re lying,”
“I’m tired.”
“Of?”
“Exams,”
Another smile from Tim. Caleb’s hands touched my shoulders before I turned to see his face. He looked like Sam in a way with the same body build and tan but Caleb had his mother’s dark black hair with his father’s pale blue eyes. His hair was spiked up away from his eyes but still looked soft to the touch. His lips were easy in a faint, but worried, smile before he whispered. “I can help,”
I raised an eyebrow. “Oh really?”
“Rose, I’m graduating in a few weeks. Yes I can do grade ten exams.”
“Caleb don’t remind me,” Tim growled and we all looked at him confused. “You’re getting older, meaning I’m right behind you.” He teased with a smile and we laughed. “Don’t worry, uncle Tim.” I teased walking over and kissing his forehead. “When you’re all old like Victor you can tell us what to do and complain all the time.” I said making his smile grow. “True,” he agreed. I looked back at my mom who had spaced out looking at her bracelet dad had given her before the fire. She does that a lot around this time since the fire was around this time anyway. It’s sad really, I hate seeing her sad like this. She sighed then rubbed her face but I knew it was to catch the tear sliding down her paled cheek. Eve didn’t get out much since the fire happened. She stayed home most days looking after the house and the family. She was still in her Alpha mode but without her other half. I knew she grew tired and lonely without dad, and I knew she was weak and done with it all. I could see it in her hazel eyes when she looks at me. I watched as Eve ran her hand quickly through her thick, strawberry blonde hair then sighed once more as she stood to leave. It was four and it was time to start dinner. When Eve was gone Caleb took my hand and gave it a squeeze. “I have a secrete to tell you,” he whispered breathing in my ear making my heart skip. I love the feeling of someone breathing in my ear. “You do?” I whispered back and I felt his lips curl up in a smile against my ear. Playfully he bit my ear, nibbling on my earlobe before breathing “Let’s go,”
Following his lead, Caleb led me up the stairs then down the hall of rooms till we got to the laundry room where my hidden staircase was to my room. I got the small attic because it was the only room left to pick from but I didn’t mind. I liked it because it was loft like. When we got to my room I sighed at the heat. Tossing my bag on my dresser by the door I opened the large window leading to the roof I spent many nights sitting outside on. Caleb collapsed on the bed as I opened the window but with his foot he nudged my inner thigh in a sexy way. “I like you at this angle,” he teased and I rolled my eyes. “You’d like it even better if I was just on my back.” I said flatly back once I got the window open then sat down to untie my shoes and kick them off under my bed. Caleb flashed me a grin showing off his perfect, even, white teeth. “You and I both know you’d like that,” he replied back and I rolled my eyes again. “What’s this big secrete?” I asked him and he winked before giving me the ‘come here’ finger motion. I hesitated to do so but I got off the floor and sat on the bed across from him. He sat up kind of before sighing and dropping back into his back as he looked at the window. “It’s so fucking hot up here,”
“I know,”
“How do you sleep?”
“I don’t really,”
“Let me guess, naked?”
“Caleb?!” I gasped slapping his jaw before pushing myself up and sitting on the windows edge glaring at him. He rubbed his face with a grin from where I had slapped him. “You do too! I’m coming up here more often,”
“You will do no such thing!” I snapped at him and he gave me a wider smile. “You know I wouldn’t touch you,” he teased then gave me a dark, sexy, look. “Looking, well, that’s another story.”
“You pervert! Get out!” I shouted tossing a pillow at him but he ducked. “Bad time for jokes?” he asked laughing at my aim. I glared at him. “Tell me what you want then leave, Caleb.”
“Then come here,”
“Will you be a pervert?”
“No,”
I hesitated but got up slowly and sat back on the bed locking my gaze with his. He followed me until I was sitting. “We’re going to have a pack meeting, you know, to decide on who’s Alpha and all.” He told me and I gawked at him. “No freakin’ way?”
“Yeah, I guess Victor sees Eve and knows what’s going on. It’ll be easy on her.”
“I’m not sure she wants to give it up though,” I admitted and Caleb gave me a puzzled look. “I mean, I’m at school all the time and Derek,” I paused feeling a pain in my chest but I smoothed it. “Dad isn’t around anymore. All she has left is the den.”
“Oh… I never thought about it that way.”
“She talks in her sleep,” I murmured looking down at my hands as they clasped together by my knees. “I think Eve just needs to go man hunting,”
“Caleb!”
“Sorry,” he muttered and I shot him a glare. “What she needs is dad.”
“I know but he’s not around, Rose.”
“But yeah, she does need to go man hunting.”
Caleb’s smile reappeared before he reached out and unclasped my hands so he could link his fingers with mine. “You miss him don’t you?” he asked me and I looked up nodding yes. “I do,”
“Come here,” he said pulling me closer then enveloping me in his warmth. Caleb pressed my cheek against his chest with his hand easily letting his fingers curl in my hair as we embraced. I listened to Caleb’s heart as it beat slowly in his chest as he made himself more comfortable as we sprawled out on my bed. Caleb is easy about just lying together although we have been pretty rough in the past. When he stopped moving Caleb held my waist against his abdomen with his other hand running up and down my shoulders, tracing my skin from the halter top I was wearing. I was relaxing against his pectoral while my hands fiddled with the material of his shirt. “I like your bed, it’s comfy.” Caleb murmured in my hair before breathing in deeply and exhaling just as deep. “Uh huh,”
“It is,”
“I know, it’s mine.”
“But I really like having you here,”
“You’re just horny.” I murmured back then tilted my head on his chest to look up at him. Caleb gave me a smile before squeezing my body in a loving way. “How are exams?”
“Fine,”
“Really?”
“Yep, I just have English. I got all electives this term. No work.”
“Good,” Caleb smiled then kissed my forehead letting his lips linger there for a while. “Caleb,” I whispered pushing myself up above him on my elbows but he made a face then pressed his hands on my back keeping me against him. “No, don’t go.” He whispered back breathing against my neck then started to bite my throat in a playful, sexy, way. I sighed bringing my throat closer to his lips letting him bite me harder. Slowly Caleb’s mouth traveled up my throat then to my mouth where he kissed me fully. I buried my fingers in his hair, feeling the softness and fullness as we kissed, my legs naturally started to curl up against his body. Slowly my legs found their way to Caleb’s hips which I straddled happily as he leaned up to kiss me harder, his tongue probing inside my mouth running over my own tongue then my teeth. Caleb’s hand snaked up my top to my bra where he pushed it up to expose my breast. I gasped when Caleb left my lips to push me onto my back as his lips frond my uncovered flesh. I moaned when he stared to bite, Caleb smirked and kept teasing me. Curling my legs around his and his hips I held Caleb against my body as my back arched to the pleasure, Caleb chuckled at me before parting to look at my face. “I want to do you, so badly.” he told me and I lost my sexual feelings. “Caleb,” I whispered and he noticed my change. “Sorry,” he murmured getting off me then fixed my top. I tried to give him a smile but it was a waste and Caleb noticed. “I went too far didn’t I?” he asked me and I shrugged my shoulders. “Just… get off.”
Caleb obeyed and soon I was just lying on my bed alone with him kneeling beside me. I looked up at him and he held my gaze before pressing a kiss to my forehead, then my lips. “Can I study? Alone?”
“Sure, Rose. See you at dinner.” He told me before disappearing down my stairs to the rest of the house. I sighed then fixed my shirt again but I was worried he’d left a mark on my neck. Crawling up from my bed I wondered over to my small bathroom and started at myself in the mirror. My black curls were a little all over the place from Caleb’s hands, my dark brown eyes reminded me of my dad’s. There were deep, soulful and dark. My skin was tan from the sun and was curvy like my mother’s body once before she lost my dad and lost so much weight now she’s just skin and bones. I fingered my top making sure I was covered then tossed my hair to once shoulder to look at my neck where Caleb’s lips once were. There was slight discolouration but if I kept my hair down the entire night I would be fine. A knock at my door startled me but I came out of the bathroom and opened it. Victor stood leaned against the door way. Victor was my grandfather, he was my father’s father and looked so much like Derek. He had the same black hair though his was mostly grey now, his skin was sun kissed but he like my mother doesn’t get out much, his eyes were dark brown but not as soulful as Derek’s though they were wise looking. Even though Victor was older then I was he still stood taller then my five foot six. “Rosalyn,” he greeted me softly before offering me his hand. I took it then Victor kissed my knuckles softly before letting himself in. I closed my door slightly before following him, sitting on my bed facing him. “Hi,” I said softly making him smile a faint smile but my heart ached. Dad used to smile like that. “Hello, Rosalyn.”
“What’s up?”
“I want your opinion on something,”
“Ah, sure. I’ll try to help.”
“I’ve noticed your mother lately,” he started and I knew what he was going to ask but I kept quiet. “What about her?”
“She’s… well, I think she’s tired.”
“She misses Derek, the fire was around this time.”
“I have noticed that too,” he admitted then shifted to clasp his hands on his knees as he leaned against his legs hunched over but was still looking at me. “I am worried about her, about the stress she may be feeing trying to be Derek.”
“I think she just misses having someone to share the pack with,”
“And that’s why I am here. I figure we should organize new Alphas, to ease her pain and stress.”
“Victor,” I said softly then leaned over like he was. “I’m not sure.”
“How, my dear?”
“Well, I’m not a little girl anymore Victor, I’m almost seventeen in a couple of days and well, I don’t really need my mom. Yes I do need her but I’m at school all day then up here studying or making sure the Five don’t hurt themselves. I’m never around and I’m Eve’s only child. She doesn’t have Derek anymore to love and I’m always never around. The den is really all she has left.”
I watched as Victor’s eye browns gathered together in a frown as he thought about my words. “You are very wise, Rosalyn. I see a lot of your father in you. He would be proud.”
I smirked then nodded. “Thanks,”
“But,”
“But?”
“But, I do have to say I am still worried. Twelve pack members is a lot for a widowed Alpha to deal with. I’m not sure what the best situation is for Eve.”
“Well… maybe have new Alphas but include her in the process. Kind of like… a third wheel but better. That way she can split the work load but still feel like she’s doing something.”
“A third wheel?” he asked, arching his eyebrow. My heart ached again.
“Okay, not third wheel. Don’t tell her I said that. She’ll kill me.” I begged and Victor laughed lighted with a kind, warm smile. “Of course, my dear. Third wheel is not the term I shall use.”
“When will this happen?”
“Not this full moon but the next.”
“Tonight’s a full moon.”
“Yes, I will mention it then.”
“What are the ages?” I asked and Victor raised his eye brow again. “Not for me but I worry about the Five.” I explained.
“Twenty one, as always.”
I swore without realizing it, Victor gave me a harsh look before saying “That is not something a lady would say, Rosalyn.”
“Sorry,”
“Why the word?”
“Aaron is twenty one,”
Victor saw my concern. Aaron was a fighter. He was one of the best, if not the best now, of the pack and he stood up for what he believed in which sometimes was a good thing. But this could be a problem. “Speak with him when he comes up.” Victor told me and my head shot up. “Aaron’s here?”
“Yes, as he always is for our runs.”
“Yeah but he never comes for dinner.”
“Well he’s with Abe and Trevor at the moment.”
I got up to leave when I realized my grandfather was still sitting on my bed. I gave him a faint smile before walking over and kissing his forehead. “Derek was a wonderful man, Victor. You and Selena raised a good one. He wouldn’t want us to be sad though,”
He gave me a smile. “Go, run along with your age for once. You’re probably tired of us ‘old’ people.” He teased making me smile more. “Alright, ‘old man’, I’ll speak to Aaron before you announce to the pack.” I said before leaving him. I followed the stairs to rooms where I listened for the sound of Aaron’s voice. “Abe, don’t shoot–” Aaron started to say before he was cut off by Trevor “Oww!”
“Oops,” Abe said before I saw him running out of Trevor’s room. The door opened again but Trevor was grabbed by his waist and hoisted into the air. Even though Trevor was fourteen Aaron was very tall and very strong. I smirked. “Having fun?” I asked wondering over to him, Aaron’s face peered from behind Trevor before his face lit up. Aaron looked different from the last time I saw him. Sure his black hair was still winging against his neck, his eyes were still sapphire blue, his skin was similar to my mother’s without a tan but he looked healthy. He was very muscular but wasn’t bulging in muscle, he was lean and tall. He smiled a well known Aaron smile he gives only to me before his tongue flickered across his center lip ring making me smile more. “A soul patch, that’s what’s different.” I said walking over to him now able to see his facial hair in the space between his lower lip and chin. “You pass,” he teased before bending down to kiss me. I loved it when Aaron would kiss me, his lip ring always felt cold against my lips. “Eww! Gross! Put me down you jerk then make out with her!” Trevor shouted at Aaron and he simply put Trevor down before returning back to me. I could smell his cologne as his mouth sought mine after letting go of Trevor, who ran faking to gag on the way down the stairs. Putting his arms against the door behind me Aaron pressed me up against the wood as his tongue pushing against mine. Fingering his hair I found his jaw then pulled him away for a moment. “Miss me, wolf girl?” he asked before leaning against my neck to nibble on my ear, breathing in it to drive me nuts. “Come with me,” I whispered taking his hands and he gave me a loving grin. “Finally letting me in, wolf girl?” he asked thinking something sexual and like Caleb I lost my drive. “I need to talk to you but this has to stay between us, Aaron.” I told him and he noticed my change as quickly as Caleb had. “Where?”
“Outside, but in the shade.” I told him and he nodded. I slipped my hand from his then lead him through the house to outside where I found a shaded tree. I leaned my back against the trunk before Aaron joined me but wasn’t touching me. Well, only our shoulders. “What’s wrong? Is some meat head human bugging you?” he asked me and I felt insulted. “Why would you think that?” I asked him giving him a sharp look. Aaron was focused ahead on another tree when he answered. “Just figured. You and I never talk unless someone has died or you have a problem and need me to beat the shit out of some kid.”
“Well no one has died and I can beat the shit out of any kid I want.”
“I know,” he told me, turning his head to look at me. “Rose, what’s wrong?”
“My mother,”
“Eve? Has something happened?”
“No, well not yet. It’s a good thing, kind of. It’ll help, we hope. But it could also hurt her, but we doubt it.” I told him and he shot me a confused look. “Explain,”
“Victor wants new Alphas. To ease the pain Eve’s in. We all see it, she missed Derek so much but there is nothing we can really do about it. We think she’s stressed and tired so getting knew Alphas may be good for her.”
“When’s this?” Aaron asked perking up, no doubt thinking about competing. “The next full moon but Aaron,” I said taking his forearm in my hands. “You’re too strong.”
“Come on Rose, then that’s perfect.”
“No it’s not.”
“How?”
“The only people you can go against is Victor who’s a senior, Tim who has a broken leg, your father but he’s never around, and the women. You’ll kill them.”
“I will not.”
“Aaron,”
“Rose we need a new leader. I can be Alpha.”
“But do you want to be Alpha by killing your family?” I asked him and he grew quiet before taking his arm away. “If it means a new order, then yes. I can live with that.”
“Aaron! How could you?!” I shouted at him getting to my feet. “What?” he asked stupidly and I moaned before heading back to the house. “What Rose?” he asked following me, trying to reach out but I snapped at him “Don’t you dare touch me! Don’t touch me ever! Don’t touch my family! You hurt them I swear to the moon I’ll hurt you!”
“Rose!” he called after me as I stormed off. “Rosalyn, come back here!”
“Fuck off you fucking family killer!” I shouted then opened the front door. Victor was perched by the window watching as Aaron and I spat. “A young lady–”
“Please save it,” I cut him off before running up the stairs and back to my room where I went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth trying to get the sensation of his piercings and lips off my lips and tongue. [/color]

Wow i liked it it was really gooood! [: you should keep writting. i like rose she is cool!

Here is chapter 4 it's not as exciteing and sorry if there is any miss spellings.
Chapter 4

“Damn!” You look beautiful Lacey. Jordan Sighed. Um thanks Jordan. Feeling embarrassed I really didn’t think I had looked that good I just threw on a shirt and jeans But I had put my hair up. Jordan kept looking and looking at me i knew he had feelings for me the moment we meet just the way he always looked at me he was always very nice to me even in times when I didn’t deserve it. He hated Jeremiah so much but he kept me and him and secret for the sake of our friendship. I didn’t feel the same way for him I always thought of him as a good friend he was very handsome and didn’t ever let me down unlike every other person in this hell of a world. Jordan doesn’t know that I’m going to search for Jeremiah put I planned to tell him today. ~ Are we just going to stand here all day?~ I shook my head Oh sorry I didn’t realize I was just standing here he led me to his car. You like it I got a new car. It was a 2005 Chevy classic. “Sexy” I said. He smiled and then winked at me. I rolled my eyes. The coffee place wasn’t that busy mainly older people a few teenagers probably seventeen eighteen and a couple making out in the corner odd for a star bucks. Let me guess you want a tall Carmel Frappicuino. You know me to well I laughed. He arrived back with both drinks I blew on my coffee I took a sip the Carmel melted in my mouth it tasted phenomenal. So what’s up? Jordan said, taking a sip of his coffee. I played with the top of the coffee thinking of what to say. I don’t really know how to say this… it’s sort of…” crazy.” Come on how bad could it be? Lacey? I finally looked at him I hadn’t really looked at him the whole time I had been with him his hair was dark dark brown almost black it was curly cute covering his eyes I couldn’t really see them they were a Carmel brown the last time I remember. My stomach turned I felt bad I couldn’t return his feelings. I swallowed, “I’m going on a quest.” -quest? really I felt like an idiot who says that anymore?- The corner of his mouth mad a small smile. I could’ve swore I lost my breath for a minute. “What kind of quest Lacey?” A..a quest to find…. His face went pale I could’ve sworn the life went out of him for a moment he layed back in his seat smile falling from his face. To find “Him” he said coldly. He has a name Jordan. I said pissed off. He banged his fists on the table we where starting to draw attention. Jordan don’t make this a big deal I went to touch his hand. He pulled away. BIG DEAL.. He lowered his voice Lacey he put you through hell I knew you and him had a thing. “Thing” that pierced through my heart. You two were together he was turned into one of “Them” you need to let him go. I shifted in my seat still keeping what he said about us having a thing at the back of my mind. I didn’t change my expression. “I thought you off all people would understand, I guess I was wrong.” I grabbed my stuff and started to get up. Wait. Lacey he grabbed my arm don’t go I do understand. It’s just..I turned around to face him It’s what? He was blushing know that you have feelings for me I get it Jordan believe me im not stupid I know all the signals you throw at me! News flash.. I don’t feel the same way nor will I ever! Immediately regretting what I had said I didn’t realize I was shouting embarrassment and humiliation where on his face. The manager was walking toward us Jordan still had his arm on mine. I’m so..sorry Jordan I didn’t mean..”Stop..” Wha..? He took his arm of me I don’t like you Lacey I’m in love with you.” He looked me in the eyes when he said making sure he got it clearly in me and I got it forever. I just thought you would know that. He grabbed his stuff and left the building I had done it again I had destroyed the relationship of the only person left that would possibly help me or understand me at all, It seems like that was my destiny to ruin anyone that gets close to me I did promised myself I would’ve never do any front of anyone….”I cried”.

I really love how Lacey reacts to everything, she makes a great character. I like her style and how she speaks and thinks, you HAVE to keep going. I can't wait to read more!

and thanks for the comment, this is chapter two

By the time I was called down for dinner everyone was seated. I flowed the table, Eve was at head and on her right were Victor, Tim, Izzy, and then Aaron. On her left was Abe, Trevor, Caleb, Sam and an empty spot. At the other end of the table was the chair Derek used to sit in, no on sat in that chair since his death but tonight I wanted to. It would have been better to watch my weeping mother as I ate then Aaron. I took my spot across from him, not meeting his eyes or responding to his hello. The food Eve had made was almost gone but I understood that first comes, first serves. I managed to scavenge half a chicken breast, a few potatoes, a couple of other green like vegetables, a corner of bread, and some kid’s apple juice. Not much but I’ve also lived off of less. I ate quietly listening to everyone talk, even Eve was talking to Abe and Trevor about their day at school. The only voice I didn’t hear was Aaron’s. Looking from under my gaze I found Aaron’s sapphire eyes waiting for me. I dropped my gaze quickly to my plate and ate to keep my mouth occupied. I hated him for what he said. To get on top he was okay to kill his family. His foot nudged mine lightly to catch my attention and I snarled at him. “Don’t. You. Touch. Me. Aaron.”
But my timing on that was not so pleasant. The room was completely quiet as I said that threw my teeth, my eyes glaring at his until I realized my family had just seen that. Calmly I picked up my plate of my useless meal and left to the stairs where I perched balancing my plate on my knees and finished my dinner alone. I heard a slap of skin meeting either clothes or a head. “Oww!” Aaron hissed under his breath and I heard Izzy snap at him “What have you done?!”
I smirked before eating a cold mini potato. When dinner was over I helped clean the kitchen till Aaron offered in which I said a thank you and left him to help my mother as I went into the living room to sit next to Tim and Sam. Both men were unsure of what had happened between Aaron and I but frankly no one did besides Victor who sat patiently in another chair by the corner of the room. When everyone was done with their cleaning we all piled into the living room and Victor stood up wondering over to my mother and placing a hand on her shoulder. “My dear Eve,” he stated and I could see her body starting to sink knowing what he was about to say. “You have gone through so much at such a young age. You became a lover to a dear man, a mate, an Alpha but most importantly, a mother.” Victor said and Eve’s cheeks flushed with colour I haven’t seen in months. “We have all gone through a terrible accident. We lost people who we loved dearly, so much work has had to be done. So much but there isn’t enough time in the day.” He rambled pacing by the window then turned to look outside at the setting sun. “I think it is time we ease the pain,”
“How?” Sam asked and Victor smiled faintly before turning to his grandson. “New Alphas,”
The buzz broke out, I could see the worry and surprised in everyone’s face. The devastation in Eve’s. I left my spot on the couch and went over to my mother’s were I wrapped my arms around her shoulders trying to comfort her. “Eve,” Victor said through he was only speaking to us in the corner. “You and Derek were wonderful together, a perfect match. A pair. But your other half is gone, Derek cannot help you with this anymore. We worry about you, about how you cope. It will be easier if you let it go.”
“But it’s my life…” Eve said meekly to her father in law. Victor gave me a look of ‘go on, tell her.’ So I took a breath before saying. “Well… you don’t have to give it all up,”
“How?” she asked looking up at me, her hazel eyes on the verge of tears. “Well, like I said. Not all of it has to go away. If we do have new Alpha’s then why don’t the three of you rule? Like the house and stuff could still be yours while they cane take the pack and everything else da– Derek used to do.” I suggested and she sniffed before whipping her eyes and giving me a motherly smile. Taking my hand she gave it a squeeze. “Thank you Rosalyn,”
I squeezed it back before she nodded to Victor. “Okay,”
“So it is settled. At the next full moon there saw be choosing. For those of you older then twenty one.”
The younger Five members moaned and hissed in complaint till Izzy told them to shut up. I looked back at Aaron who was watching me before his eyes narrowed and he got up and left. I growled and Eve took my hand again. “What’s wrong, honey?” she asked me and I shook off my anger. “Nothing, I… ah… just want to go and run,”
“Go, get a head start. You need to eat something more then vegetables.” She told me and I smiled before giving her a hug and kissing her forehead. I got up to leave and the rest of the Five came with me. “Going out on your own?” Sam asked me and I rolled my eyes. “Yes, I had planed on it.”
“Don’t you remember what Derek used to say?” Trevor asked me and I spun around wanting to shout at him ‘of course I do! I was my father!’ but I didn’t. “Thanks for caring guys, really, but I’m fine.” I managed to say without it going through my teeth. “Well, I’m going with you anyway,” Sam said and I gave him a look of ‘please no’ but he ignored it and looped his arm around my waist. I shuddered escaping his arm. “Sam, really, I just want to run in peace.”
“Trevor has a point about running by yourself. What if you get hurt?”
“I won’t be by myself,” I said when I got outside and was walking to the trees. “Oh? Is that so?” Sam asked following me. I nodded then pointed to the brush. “Aaron is out with me,” I told him and he spotted Aaron’s clothes and glared at them. “I don’t like this,”
“You don’t have to.”
“There’s a five year difference between you too.”
“Yeah but you’re my cousin.” I reminded him and he gave me a sigh. “Be careful Rose,” he whispered pressing a kiss to my cheek then turned to let me have my space with Aaron. Though that was a lie. I had no intention of find Aaron nor do I want to. I moved quickly into the brush and started to strip down of my halter, jean shorts, bra and underwear until I was on all fours, naked, with my head bowing between my shoulder blades. The moon’s light was shining on my skin making it serge with energy and tingle with nerves. It always felt like this, even as a child. We could change at any moon but when it was a full moon I felt stronger, faster, smarter, over all better. New moons were the worst to change under, no power building what so ever. My joints started to pop as my bone structure started to change, I felt the constant itch as the small, tiny hairs that covered my normal, human body started to grow longer, thicker, and black. Slowly I felt my body started to change, the pops became cracks and grinds as my bones formed and deformed under my skin. My nails grew longer, stronger, darker, as my palms and balls of my feet started to grow pads. I could feel my ribcage change into my wolf ribcage, my legs turned into back legs and front legs, my head went for human to wolf, my vocals went from being able to speak, to now howling. When my change was done I threw back my head and let out a deep, long howling like Derek used to do when we changed together. Opening my eyes I left them get used to the darkness of the night before I stretched out my wolf body and scratched an itch behind my ear with my back leg. My fur was the same colour as my hair, jet black and thick. I looked like my father, if he had been a female wolf, but sometimes I can see it in everyone’s eye that I was Derek or at least that’s what they think for moments at a time. When I had finished warming up I sniffed the air before I started to hunt. I didn’t get very far in my meal after I spent a good half an hour on trying to hunt down this hare when Abe’s wolf came charging in and hid behind my body like before.
What the?
I thought to myself as Abe cowered behind me but soon I understood why.
Abe, what’s wrong now?
I thought then Trevor’s wolf ran in. I figured they were playing together but the Trevor ran behind me and cowered next to Abe.
Okay, something is very wrong.
I sniffed the air then turned to rub my muzzle against the boy’s to make sure they were okay. Abe was trembling making his teeth chatter together while Trevor whined. I licked their fur and nibbled behind their ears telling them everything was going to be alright but Abe rammed his shoulder in my leg. I yelped and retracted my leg before he hit me again. Trevor’s eyes got wide before he yelped and both boys took off like a shot. When I turned around I found an equally black wolf but twice my size glaring at me. I snorted at Aaron.
Of course he’s the one they are afraid of. Aaron you idiot, how can you be an Alpha when you strike fear into the kids? You’re future followers?
I thought glaring back at him. He shifted his weight then started to walk over to me. I snarled at him making sure he understood I meant what I shouted at him. He scared the kids, if he comes close I will attack. I felt my hacks rise to make myself look bigger but Aaron just pulled back his gums in a toothy grin that exposed his fangs to me. I heard Abe yelp at me, begging me to just leave him along but I ignored him and kept my eyes on Aaron. I sat down making sure he understands I wasn’t going to be a push over and let him go whatever he please. Aaron snarled at me, lowering his head and bending his joints like he was going to attack.
Do it. I dare you.
I snarled back doing the same thing. I didn’t expect for what happened next to happen. Abe had run up to try and get me away just as Aaron jumped to scare me off but Abe got in the way. My instances took over, both motherly and wolf, and I used my body’s force to push Abe out of the way but Aaron landed on me. Full set of fangs and claws. I could remember Abe’s high pitched yelp of fear as I hit the ground with Aaron, an easily two hundred and twenty pound wolf, land on top of me. I for one maybe weight one hundred and eighty wet as a wolf so having someone of Aaron’s size, well, let’s just say it hurt. A lot. I remember hearing another yelp but it wasn’t Abe’s. It was mine. Aaron was pulled off me by Izzy and Sam while Caleb came to me to check out my damage. He licked my check and whimpered as he nudged my jaw wanting me to react. I growled before rolling slightly getting ready to stand but my front left leg gave out on me. I collapsed into the earth and rolled onto my back to inexpert my leg. It was bleeding but I didn’t know what to think of it. I tried getting up but this time just limped which seemed fine. Caleb rubbed his muzzle against mine before licking my throat and burring his nose there to smell me, something he did to make sure I was safe. Abe came running down to my side, brushing up against me and searching of an answer if I was okay. He was more annoying them helpful so I quickly got a hold of his neck and lightly tossed him to the side in a playful way. He understood I was more or less unharmed and calmed down. Sam rubbed his muzzle against mine moments later before inspecting my body too. I gave him a small nip on the ear telling his to calm down before getting up and hobbling off to the opening where I had changed. Caleb followed me to make sure I was actually okay and he had changed before I did. Soon I was back in my human skin looking over my naked body as Caleb sat only feet away but I told him not to look. I did have some bruising and scratches but I think I might have sprained my left wrist. “Are you alright?” Caleb asked me inching closer but still had his eyes closed. “Yeah, I’ll be fine.”
“And your hand?”
“Sprained maybe but nothing big,”
“What was Aaron doing?”
“He wanted to scare me but Abe was there when he wasn’t meant to be.”
“You mean he could have landed on Abe?!” Caleb asked alarmed. “No,” I told him to ease his worry. “Aaron was meant to scare me and only me,”
“So he just attacked you,”
“He was going to land on my left if I hadn’t moved.”
“I’m going to speak with Victor about this,” Caleb said taking my hand to reinsure me. I laughed. “Victor means nothing to Aaron. No one in this family does to him. Talking to Victor is pointless Caleb. Don’t waist your breath.”
“Then I will talk to that idiot face to face.” He said shifting to get up and changed again but I caught his hand. “Caleb don’t.”
“He derives to be punished for hurting you.”
“But I’m not hurt.”
“Rose he could have crushed a rib for fucks sake. He’s bigger and stronger then the rest of us. He can kill us all.”
“Exactly,” I said then squeezed his hand. “Don’t do it.”
It took every muscle in Caleb’s body to not let him go after Aaron. “Alright,” he sighed then opened his eyes to look at my face. He lifted his hand and cupped my jaw before kissing me softly. “I need to find my clothes. Go inside and wash up before going to bed.”
“Caleb?” I asked him as he got up to leave. Caleb turned around to face me before I said “Thank you,”
He gave me a worried grin. “It’s nothing Rose, now get inside. The moon isn’t safe tonight.” He told me, leaning over to kiss me one last time before running into the wood. I did as Caleb told me to do. I got dressed, went inside, had a shower, bandaged myself then made a splint before crawling into bed. As I lay there under the warm covers I looked out the window and heard a wolf crying out into the night sky.
…Aaron.

By morning when I crawled out of bed around noon everyone knew of Aaron’s little stunt with me and Abe. I thought nothing of it though, I went to my bathroom, cleaned my cuts on my face, arms, and torso before heading downstairs. Eve met me first hugging me with all her might. “Rose, you had me so worried.” She told me and I winced. “Oww, let go.”
“Sorry!” she said before letting me go. I gave her a faint smile. “You didn’t mean to, I know.” I told her before she reached out and touched the gash across my left cheek. “Oh, honey.” She whined but I took her hand away. “I’m fine. No matter what anyone says. I’m fine.” I told her and she hesitated before nodding believing me. “Look at your hand,” she sighed noticing my splint I had made for it. “Mom,” I said for the first time in a long time. Eve looked at me holding my gaze before I told her “It’s fine.”
“Are you sure? I can get you some Advil or something,” she suggested and I sighed kissing her forehead and walking past her to the kitchen. Abe ran up and hugged me. “Thank you.” He told me mid embrace, I patted his head with my injured hand. “It’s nothing Abe, now let go.”
“Am I hurting you?” he asked letting me go but held my eyes. “No, I just need coffee.”
He gave me a big Abe grin before parting off to go find Trevor. I went to the cupboard to find a coffee cup when Victor approached me. “I’m meant to give you this,” he told me before a black envelope was handed to me. I knew it was from Aaron because I could smell his cologne off of the paper. “No thank you,” I told Victor ignoring it and poured my coffee. “Rosalyn,” he warned me and I sighed. “I rather not.”
“Just take it, child.” He told me and I winced. He only called me ‘child’ when I was either acting like one or was getting on his nerves. “Okay,” I said taking the envelope and he gave me a look meaning ‘read it in front of me before you throw it out’ so I put my coffee down and opened the note.

Rose,
Forgive me for what happened last night. I didn’t mean to jump on the kid, he just came out of nowhere. As for you, I am sorry for any damage I might have caused both physically and emotionally. If you need any medical help please, let me take care of the bill. It is something I want to do considering what I have done. Derek wouldn’t be pleased about this, I know he wouldn’t but I’m going to try. I know you warned me about becoming Alpha but I do want to try and be like him. He was a good man, your father, Rose. I want to become like that.
Please, forgive me.
Forever yours,
Aaron
I laughed. I laughed so hard Victor was shocked. Shaking my head I tore up the letter and threw it away. “Will you pass a message to him for me when he comes by again?” I asked Victor and he gave me a worried look then nodded yes. “Tell Aaron ‘you will never in your life be Derek. Never. Don’t try because you will fail.’ Tell him that.” I said before picking up my coffee and going back to my room. I spent most of my weekends here in my room unless I was with the Five but today I didn’t want to be with them. They reminded me Aaron was the leader of the Five and I didn’t want to think about him.
Idiot.
I sipped my coffee before crawling onto the roof and leaned against the house. The sun felt warm against my black nightgown I wore, the lace was itchy but it was the only thing that kept me from dying at night.
You’ll never be my father Aaron. No matter how much you try, Derek is better then you. He’s so much better then you. Aaron don’t even attempt to try.

nice! i like aaron if that's how you spell his name he's really intresting lol. [:

and thanks i like lacey to she's fun to write.

Chapter 5[:

Hey you have reached Jordan’s voicemail im not at the phone right know leave a message and I might or might not get back to you. I threw my phone down Jordan had ignored all of my phone calls and texts. I was starting to feel lonely I had no one else to talk to My family was trash they just sat around all day and drank they didn’t care what I did. I didn’t have any siblings. The clock said seven forty. “Shit”
I was late for school. I quickly grabbed all my stuff and ran out the door normally Jordan gave me a ride to school since that isn’t happening im on my own. Luckily school was only two blocks away the parking lot was full kids kept giving me weird looks the usual. Ever since I had made that big scene yesterday more kids were afraid of me and thought of me as a freak. Eh, I like I cared? “Lacey!”

I turned to see who was calling my name. Hoping it was Jordan, to my surprise it was Mr. Sanders. He stopped in front of me like he had been up all night he was all sweaty. “Um…are you okay?” I asked. He got his breath “Yeah I’m fine.” I wanted to talk to you. Okay well im here. He just starred at me for a moment I wondered why he wouldn’t look away. I talked with Mr. Davis and he wants me to tutor you privately. –as much as I wanted to be alone with Sheadon I had someone to save and I planned on leaving this school at the end of the week. But I guess it would be nice to get some training in if im going to go up against a I stiffened “Vampire”. I swallowed hard.
My whole body was frozen my knees began to shake. Lacey?... are you okay? a concerned look came across his face. I shook it off. um..Yeah im f..fine. I stuttered. What do you think about me tutoring you? Well this good be one good thing I guess I could stall for awhile before I go to find “Jeremiah” Sure, sounds great. Great your schedule is changed and im your first and last class of the day. And if you do good I might even have extra time to teach you more stuff he smiled. Looking forward to it see you in class I smiled at sheadon and then turned on my heel and left. This good be a good thing.
-Bam- my butt hit the floor. Ouch. I touched my head. I told you not to look away never let your opponent distract you it could get you your life. He held his hand out for me. I grabbed it he lifted me up. We had been practicing for the last hour I don’t know if I could do this I thought i new how to fight obviously I don’t. If I couldn’t take out a six foot five male hell who am I kidding this man is god there is no way I could defeat him. Don’t give up so easy Lacey, You have it in you I know you can get better. Why don’t we take a break? he said.

Sounds like a good idea to me. My butt was so sore my body felt like I was being beaten to death. Sheadon handed me a water and sat by me. He didn’t have one bruise on him he had been beating me up and yet he still looked perfect he didn’t even break a sweat. You think this Is bad you don’t even want to know what where doing tomorrow where going to jog around the school and around three different blocks. The expression on my face stayed strong I wasn’t going to give up. You’re a strong girl you know that? I’ve never met anyone so strong and sure about themselves. What makes you want to learn to fight? I took a sip of my water. I’m not that really of a strong person it’s just for show inside im like any other human being I want and crave what anybody else wants. But when I want something I stop at nothing to get it. And will leave it at that. I smiled. You definitely are one mysterious girl. I like mysterious I could’ve swore he winked. I blushed what was I doing I actually had gone a whole five minutes without thinking of Jeremiah the feelings came rushing back. Well im not that easy to read so good luck. Feisty. He whispered. Come on let’s finish practice. Okay I said. I continued to practice feeling good about myself for once This is for you “Jeremiah” I whispered.

Ahh i love it! O.o her and sheadon tension. And i hope her and jeremiah can be together.

hah sheadon is pretty cool you will have to see what happens.

Yeah, Sheadon is pretty cool but I also like Jordan. As xTeamDimitrix said, Sheadon and Lacey being together would be cool, I can't wait to find out what happens next. It's like an amazing cliff hanger when you stop poasting, I keep on thinking what could happen next.

And thanks about Aaron, I really like writing about him. He's kind of a mix of a bunch of male characters I fell in love with then mash all together into one, ;p And to be honest I had thought about using Adrian as his name but then I thought about RM characters and how many times I use their names so I changed it to Aaron which in my point of veiw suits him as well.

I have chapter three if you're interested:

The fuss between Aaron and I dyed down by the time my birthday hit. It was Thursday night, long weekend without Friday, and pretty late by the time Tim and Izzy got off work. I didn’t think much about my birthday because it reminded me of dad so much. We used to go for a run, just him and I on my birthday and he would let me either kill or help with the kill and let me first like I was Alpha. But in a way, your only daughter is like your Alpha. But for the past two years I didn’t get my father runs with Derek and seventeen wasn’t too big a deal. I was studying up on my roof when I heard the singing start. I moaned. “Please don’t,” but my family didn’t care and continued to sing ‘happy birthday’ to me. I moaned again but knew I had to face them sooner or latter. Crawling back into my room from my window everyone was piled in my room with my mom holding a cake with seventeen candles sticking out of a white cake. I gave them a smile not sure what to really do but by the end of the song I blew out my candles and shook my head. “You guys are the best dorks and girl could ever ask for,” I told them and they laughed before kissing my head and towing me from my room to the kitchen where the cake was cut. Eve gave me a big slice that I cut in two when she wasn’t looking before giving it to Abe when Izzy wasn’t looking. “So, birthday girl, have any plans for tonight?” Tim asked me and I shrugged. “Study,”
“On the long weekend? Come on, you’re seventeen now.”
“Sam didn’t do anything on his birthday and neither did Caleb,” I pointed out and Tim made a face before handing me a poorly wrapped gift. I smiled up at him before giving him a hug and sitting down to open my gift. Inside there was a notebook and a couple fine tip pens I love to use. “Aw Tim, this is great.” I told him giving him another hug. Eve kissed the crown of my head before handing me her gift. She had gotten me a large container of magnetic book marks that clasped to your pages making me smile. “Thank you Eve,”
The gifts kept coming, Izzy bought me a romantic, gag, book that I faked loving but she bought it, Victor found Derek’s rock necklace he wore before he died and gave it to me, I almost cried when I saw the smooth black stone. Caleb and Sam had worked on the old mini Victor kept and I got it’s keys, then Abe and Trevor made me a card with little army men glued to it. That made my day on so many levels. I thanked everyone before we ate more cake, drank coffee and the kids were turn in for bed. Abe and Trevor protested and said they wanted to stay up like big kids but I told them I was going to bed too and they agreed to go. I smiled then gathered up my new things and headed up to my room. I managed to put everything on the dresser before I noticed a box on my bed. A black box with a black envelope. Confused I looked outside for Aaron but didn’t find him so I went to the box and opened the letter.

Happy birthday, wolf girl.
I saw this and thought of you. Hope you like it.
Forever yours,
Aaron
Confused even more I put the letter down and opened the box. I gasped. Inside was a black dress. Picking it up and quickly changed out of my clothes and into the dress. The fabric felt so smooth and soft against my body and it clung to my curves making me look very curvy. I looked at myself in the mirror. It was knee length with was perfect for summer, black with a beautiful V neck halter style. The back was low and felt so good with the night breeze blowing against it. All in all a beautiful dress. “You should wear it to Caleb’s grad,” I heard Aaron say before I turned and saw him sitting lazily against my window sill. “It looks stunning on you.” He added when I turned startled. “Aaron, what are you doing here?” I asked him as he slipped inside the room then over to me. “Maybe if you put your hair up like this,” he said fingering my hair then twisting it up in a low bun at the nap of my neck. “Yeah, that’s perfect.” He said admiring his work. “Get off me,” I said slapping his hand away and turned to face him. “Thank you for the dress but I can’t take it.” I told him and he gave me a confused look. “Rose,”
“No. Aaron I’m not taking it.” I told him before slipping to the bathroom and changing out of it. “Here,” I said handing it back. “Thank you for the visit but now I must ask you to leave.”
“Come on Rose,” Aaron started but I growled at him. “Leave Aaron.”
Aaron held my gaze before he looked away and turned. “Happy birthday, wolf girl.” He murmured on his way out, placing the dress on my bed before going out the window. I heard his motorcycle kick in before he road away. I looked at the dress as it lay there on my bed before putting it back in the box and shoving to book under my dresser.
Idiot Aaron. Argent Aaron. I wish the fire never happened. I wish Derek were still alive. I will not obey you, Alpha Aaron. You will never replace Derek, the true Alpha.
I thought collapsing on my bed and closing my eyes.
Never.

It was end of final exams when I found Sam waiting outside in the hall of my English exam room. I had been in there for close to an hour writing my essay when I found him leaned against lockers looking confused. “Sam?” I asked walking over to him. He gave me a worried smile then pulled me into him which confused me but I let the embrace happen. “Sam, what’s going on?” I whispered and he tightened his arms before sighing, breathing in my hair. “It’s Caleb,”
“What about Caleb?”
“He talked to Victor about Aaron, about what happened and all.”
“And?” I asked pulling away to look at him. “Victor lowered the age.”
“How low?” I asked feeling the worry starting to seep in. “Seventeen,”
“You’re kidding?!”
“I’m not Rose,”
“Caleb’s going to fight him isn’t he?” I asked and Sam let me go not meeting my eyes. “No,” I gasped knowing he too was going to try and stop Aaron from being Alpha. “Sam don’t do it.” I pleased and he looked back up at me. “Rose I have to, he’s an ass and I won’t follow him.”
“You can get killed!”
“I know, I’m willing to chance that.”
“Sam don’t do it, please. For me, don’t do it.” I begged grabbing his forearm but he took it away. “Rose I’m going to do this, don’t stop me.”
“Samuel,” I said and he winced. I never use his full name and when I do it generally isn’t good for him. “If you fight Aaron, if you choose to be stupid enough to fight him, I can’t watch you die.”
“I won’t die, Rose. Caleb and I have been working.”
“You’re willing to kill him?!”
“Rose,”
“I can’t believe you! You’re just as bad as Aaron!” I snapped whipping around on my heels to leave. Sam flinched at my words but didn’t move. He let me go to my car before I drove off back to the den.
Men are stupid. Dad was the only smart man around. Dad and Victor.
I thought to myself as I drove angrily home.
Stupid Alpha shit. I wish dad were here to deal with it.

It was Caleb’s graduation night, we were all sitting at the table he had gotten for us in this large banquet hall in the university Dullsville high had rented. The stage had this year’s grads dressed in their gowns and caps with their certificate in had. Most smiling, some looked board and there was the odd girl here and their crying from the joy. I was in between Sam and Trevor at the table as we listened to the principal wish his former students good luck in the new world, people clapped and whistled as some shouted things like ‘yeah!’ and ‘woo hoo!’ but I just clapped. A curl from my hair kept on falling in my eyes as I tried to do it up in that twist Aaron showed me back on my birthday because I wore his dress tonight. The fabric still felt smooth on my body and without having my hair touching my shoulders I felt taller, older and confident with myself. I fingered the curl in my eyes as the class was dismissed off the stage after the photo was taken then they returned back to their tables as the tech crew disassembled the stage and turned this evening into the dinner and dance. Caleb came over to us, smiling a faint smile like he was glad to be over with this. He patted Trevor on his shoulder and asked if he could have the chair which Trevor grumbled to but got up and moved. Caleb took off his gown before sitting down in his casual black pants and teal button down shit as he took off his cap and fixed his hat hair. I smiled at him then handed him the gift I had found. “Here,” I told him and he gave me a confused look before opening the small box and lifted the fountain pen engraved ‘who needs to wish good luck when you know you’ll make it? You’ve gotten this far Caleb, keep it up. Love always, Rose.’ He smiled at me before putting the pen back in its case “I love it, Rose.” He told me before kissing my temple. “Thought you would,” I teased making him smile more. Soft music was playing in the back ground as the tech crew got the dance part of this evening set up. Couples and family members got up to start dancing to the music, even Tim and Eve were up which frightened me but I knew Tim meant well. “So, what do you plan on doing now, Caleb?” I asked him and he shrugged his shoulders. “It depends on tomorrow’s full moon,”
“Caleb,” I complained and he turned his head to meet my eyes. “I’m fine.”
“No you’re not.”
“Rose this is my decision.”
“To get yourself killed?” I asked and he sighed before getting up and leaned over to whisper in my ear. “If I do die tomorrow night, can I at least enjoy your company for this evening?”
“Caleb,” I whispered turning to look up at him, afraid of his words knowing they could be true. He extended his hand to me and I took it before Caleb lead me to the dance floor where he held my waist and hand as I took his shoulder with my free hand looking up at him. “I don’t like this plan of yours,” I told him and he sighed before pulling me closer to rest his head on top of mine. “Rose,” he murmured kissing the crown on my head. “Stop this talk about tomorrow. Right now, how about we talk about tonight.”
“How?”
“That dress looks beautiful on you,” he told me and I felt myself blush before looking up at him. “Thank you,”
“I think Abe and Trevor are bored.” Caleb pointed out looking past me to your family. “I think so too.”
“I hope these graduation things get better over the years.”
“So do I,”
“Yours will probably be cool,”
“Doubt it.”
“How?”
“I’m skipping out on grad,”
“Yeah right, as if Eve would let you do that.”
“Well I am,”
“Okay, so then where are you going then?” Caleb asked me raising an eyebrow at his question making me laugh. “A run,”
“You’re going to run, on the night of your graduation?”
“Yeah,” I sighed then tucked my head under his chin letting my body melt to his body warmth. “It’ll be better then wearing a stupid grad dress. Being in fur, feeling the mud between my nails, rolling in the wet grass, chasing some poor animal, sleeping under the stairs, then crawling back to my room where I’ll pass out and wake up hours latter giddy.” I admitted and Caleb smiled before letting his arms wrap around me completely. “I like your plan, is there room for one more?” he asked and I smiled then nodded yes. “I think so.”
“Wish I would have thought of that this year,”
“Yeah, that would have been better then this,”
“But I do like seeing you in a dress.” Caleb admitted making me blush again. His hand slowly snaked up my back to find my jaw when Caleb tilted my head back to make me look up at him. His gaze wasn’t my eyes but my mouth. Gradually, Caleb started to lean down to me as I leaned up and pressed a kiss to his lips. It was soft and caring against my mouth, he was polite about how he kissed me but it still felt good to feel. “Since when,” he murmured between breaths “do you wear,” he tried to continue. “lip gloss?”
“Why?” I asked breathing back not wanting him to stop. “It doesn’t taste like you,” he told me then pulled away to rest his forehead on mine. “Not the wild wolf I know the lives inside you.”
“Well, it’s apple.”
“I can taste it,”
“Do you not like apple?” I teased making him smile before kissing me lightly. “It’s your mouth I like, I don’t care about the flavour. Much,” he teased back whispering in my ear making me giggle. “Can I have this dance too?” Caleb asked me as the song changed to another slow dance making me smile before nodding yes. “Of course,”
Still holding me closely Caleb and I swayed to the soft music that played though we didn’t get far before someone tapped on his shoulder. “Mind if I cut in?” I heard Aaron’s voiced before I pulled my head from under Caleb’s to find Aaron standing there waiting for an answer. “Go away, you can wait.” I told him but he touched my shoulder lightly. “I’m leaving soon, please. This once.” He begged me and I looked up at Caleb giving him the ‘I’m sorry’ look then let him go. Caleb glared at Aaron before walking back to our table as Aaron took Caleb’s place in the slow dance. “I see you wore the dress,” Aaron pointed out and I glared at him again. “What do you want?”
“And you put your hair up too,” he added and I squeezed his hand and shoulder telling him to focus. “What do you want Aaron?”
“A dance with a stunning wolf girl,”
“Fuck off,”
“I mean it, Rose. You do look stunning in that dress.”
“Aaron,”
“Hmm?”
“You better not hurt them tomorrow night because if you do I swear to the moon I will hurt you.”
“I know,” he told me then pulled me closer to burry his face in my curls. “But I wouldn’t have it any other way,” he admitted making me want to gag. “Get off me,”
“Rose, one dance.”
“You’re breathing in my hair,”
“I’m enjoying you,”
“Get off me!” I snapped squirming out of his hold and managed to get a few feet between us. “Leave me alone Aaron. I don’t want anything to do with you and your plan to be Alpha. You will fail,” I told him before spinning on my heel and heading back to the table. He caught my hand. “How can you be so cold?”
“How can you be so cruel?” I asked back and he glared at me. “Everything alright with you kids?” Tim asked coming over without Eve. “Yeah,” I lied linking my arm with my uncle’s. “Nothing going on at all,” I said before Tim lead me away from Aaron. I looked over my shoulder at him as I left, his sapphire blue eyes were watching my every move but it wasn’t hatred. I shuddered then turned back to my family leaving Aaron alone on the dance floor.

Lol aw thanks. [: and idk about sheadon and lacey will see. [: [:
and btw the ending of the last chapter was awesome! it had me at the end of my seat with Aaron def keep writting. [:

Chapter 6

"I was offically pissed off" I wasn't going to sit around and wait for jordan to reply to the millions of messages im just going to confront him. HIs neighborhood was in a old creepy pennsylvania area. His house was three stories it was old and weak the paint was chipping and it was a old victioian houes it was almost a hundered years old.

Jordan's family was rich but they were also strange, it was eight thirty it was pitch dark outside that was one downside to winter. it gets dark early. I stepped out of my car the snow was melted, the wind blew hard i pulled my coat on closer to my body to keep warm.

I started to walk when i noticed a figure flashing through the woods my whole body froze whatever it was it kept reappearing. it moved so fast i could barely make out if it was a animal. I couldn't spot it anymore i started to jog jordan's house was only half a mile away...-Sweating- The shadow appeared again this time much, much closer i could know make out what it was. I held in my breath, the figure had brown hair that fell down to his eyes..."the eyes." WHere blood red which use to be ocean blue the figure was taller and more musclar it was...."Jeremaih" Everything came rushing back i remember what shead on had taught me,.." Never let your opppenet distract you".. I wasn't even prepared i didn't even have a stake i knew Jeremaih would come but i didn't suspect so soon.

"Lacey".. My voice melted his voice sounded the same and the emotion when he said it right know i was thankful for the dark if he would've been able to see my face it would've given me away..."He locked eyes with me and moved closer i knew what was going to happen next he was going to kill me" He was so close a few inches away from my neck..he smelt like the way he use to i looked him in the eyes his head leaned into my neck he nibled on my ear. "Your more beautiful than i remember." i felt his fang on my neck he circled around my neck he would've gone any moment he moved up to my chin and looked me in the eyes. "i'm not going to hurt you" Where have i heard that before i said. He laughed, i stood back it was a seductive, sexy laugh. I was dying to hear that laugh again my whole inside fluttered.."Same old lacey i fell in love with" Ive been following you he said. i know you have been hanging out with that sanders fool he spat. Any way i came to offer you a proposal, "i swallowed hard what kind of proposal?" Jeremeiah grabbed my hand and gently caressed my palm going over every line your going to live forever like i always knew. I pulled my hand away. "What?" I want you to be like me i could change you into one of me we could be together forever. -That' all i ever wanted was to be with him forever and no one would miss me...I.. Shh He put a finger to my lip don't say anything think about it. I will be back very soon. He turned. "Jeremeiah!" he turned back towards me "Yes"? ..."Kiss me" ,,,, I thought you would never ask. he smiled. he gently grabbed me and crushed his lips to mine my hands tangled in his hair we kissed what felt like forever. He pulled away, I have to go...He lightly kissed me.
Get away from her! we both turned it was Jordan he was standing there i wonder how much he saw...Jeremeaih vanished. I looked at Jordan and noticed something different about him, i runned my eyes to double check i was positive he had fangs but they were gon a instant. "are you okay he said?" "Yeah im fine" Come inside it's safer in there. I turned back and looked at ther forest hoping to see a glimpse of Jeremiah out there somewhere there was nothing there it was like i dreamt all of it. -Jeremaih wanted me to join him and be undead...and i was almost positive Jordan was hiding a huge secret from me. Could my life be anymore complicated?-

Okay, new found love. Jeremiah! The way you discribed him was oh too cool, and how he acts around Lacey, good choice. ;p
And Jordan! I love that twist, I would have never thought about that happening. That was way too awesome. Keep going!!

And thanks again for the end of chapter comment, I really liked writing that ending.

Here's Chapter Four:
I was worried about the full moon tonight. I was in my room looking up at it wishing that it wasn’t there. My body tingled at the moon’s light so I got out of it and started heading downstairs where everyone was. Caleb and Sam were glaring at Aaron who was glaring back at them, Abe and Trevor were fiddling with some soft of toy, Izzy was catching dirty looks at Eve while Tim and Victor spoke quietly. When I entered the room I sat down unnoticed until Victor started to speak. “We know the rules, when first blood is drawn the wolf is out. The last standing will be Alpha. Seventeen and up,” he reminded us and I felt something horrible at the pit of my stomach. I didn’t have to fight to be Alpha female, I knew I didn’t but when someone knocked on the door the feeling only grew worse. Tim went to answer it and by his tone he was surprised and uneasy about who was there. When he came back in he spoke over us all to Victor. “Five other members would like to join our meeting,”
“Other wolves?”
“Yes,”
“From the area?”
“Yes, they say they are.”
“Alright,”
The voices died down when Victor agreed to let in five other people into this. I knew the bad feeling was there for some reason. “Well, let us go.” Victor said before walking out of the room. Abe and Trevor ran to catch up with him followed by Tim and Eve, Izzy walked by herself leaving just Caleb, Sam, Aaron and I in the room. I got up slowly not liking where this was going to go tonight before looking back at them. Tears started to wet my eyes at the thought of them dying tonight. They all were so young and new to this, had so much life to live but they chose to do this no matter what happened. I turned away and started to walk to not let them see my watery eyes but when I left the living room I rubbed my sleeve against my eyes to keep them dry. I could feel everyone’s eyes on me as I left, they were sad like I was. I followed my family to the forest where the moon’s light hit the best and started to strip then change. I was probably the last to finish because when I was done everyone was in a large circle sitting or laying on their stomachs in wait. I caught sight of the five new people, one red female, a blonde, then a blonde male, grey, and dark chestnut. They were sitting by Tim and Izzy, the females catching sights at the other girls unsure which one is the better fighter but they caught little Abe and Trevor running around in the back ground because they were still too little to sit in the circle with us. Hell, if Caleb didn’t talk to Victor we’d be running around with them too. I sat down next to Caleb and Sam then lay on my stomach with my head on my paws wishing this wasn’t happening but I knew it was. The blonde male stood up then walked to the center, he wasn’t too big but he was bigger then I was. There was a minute to pass before Sam got up and joined him in the center as a challenger. I snapped at his ankles as he left me trying to get him to stay but he turned around and nudged my muzzle with his before going on. My stomach felt like it was eating itself inside out when Sam stood in front of the blonde male, Sam was bigger and stronger then him. I could tell by how they stood differently. Soon though, the blonde leaned down to ready himself and Sam did the same before the leapt into the air and hit their bodies together. Fangs and claws. I could bare to watch and turned my gaze down to my feet but I could hear the snarl, the teeth sinking into each other’s fur, the yelps of pain and the trashing of bodies. I hated this. I hated this so much. I couldn’t believe we still do this, it’s modern times for crying out loud. Why couldn’t we just put it to a vote? This is a terrible way to decide who is Alpha. I guess my paws went over my ears to keep the noise away because Caleb nudged my shoulder with his foot. I opened my eyes to see him looking down at me before lying on his stomach and resting his head on my shoulder. He was comforting me. I inched closer to him letting my nose burry in his throat to smell him when he got up leaving me confused and alone. Looking up I saw Sam still standing there in the circle but the blonde was heading back to his spot with a bleeding shoulder. Caleb was going to fight Sam. I too had got up but ran on the outside of the circle to Tim and nudged him with my shoulder trying to get him to stop his son from fighting his best friend and cousin but Tim ignored me. I tried again but this time Tim snapped at me and pinned my against the ground with this foot. I snarled at him and saw the shock in his eyes. My dad’s snarl. Derek’s snarl came from my lips. I could remember it well, he never used it because he rarely got angry but when he did it was a snarl no one forgot. Lifting his leg off my abdomen Tim bowed his head once before watching his son and nephew fight in the center. I slowly rolled over so I was sitting up and watching Sam get his neck locked in Caleb’s jaws. I felt sick when I heard Sam’s yelp before the blood dribbled down his fur. Caleb let go immediately and Sam fell over then stumbled up in a second. They looked at each other like they were saying they were sorry before Caleb licked Sam’s blood to make sure the wound wasn’t too bad. By the snort Sam gave him I guess it wasn’t. Going back to the circle Sam sat down on his stomach watching Caleb as the grey wolf got up and turned to Caleb. This was a long endless battle, the grey wolf lost to Caleb and the dark chestnut won over him leaving Tim, Victor and Aaron to fight. The female got up and stood by the center looking for someone to challenge when Izzy got up and snarled at the blonde before they too began to fight. The dark chestnut wolf stood by in wait as the two fought. The blonde wasn’t a good fighter and soon Izzy had knocked her over and the blonde’s fur was stained in red by her hind leg. The red female got up to fight Izzy when Tim went for the dark chestnut male. Together the pairs fought side by side but their styles so different. Tim was out in minutes with a bloody front leg while Izzy stayed strong until the red female bit her ear and almost tore it off. I winced as Izzy yelped and snarled at the red female but she knew she was lost. Crawling back to Eve Izzy gave her the ‘watch yourself’ look before sitting down in the circle. Trevor looked over his mother’s wound and nestled up to her side wanted to make sure she was okay. Izzy took Trevor’s body in greatly and curled up with her son telling him she was going to be fine. Abe ran up to me and curled around my legs making me laugh. I nudged his shoulder and he looked back at me then buried his small nose against my neck making me feel motherly. I rubbed my muzzle against his before continuing to watch the battle. So far the red female was winning but Aaron and the chestnut male were fighting so it was against them. Eve got up from her spot and stood by the red female before leaning down as to get ready. My heart stopped when the red female lunged at her tackling her down to the ground but Eve rolled quickly to get the red female under her. I could bare to watch my own mother fight, it was bad enough my family but my own mother. It was terrible. Abe noticed my hesitation to watching and leaned against my chest making me look down at him as he curled up around my legs like a small puppy. I felt happy that he was distracting me by playing the role of a four year old for me. Abe didn’t seem to mind to play my child for a while as he whined and yipped at me but soon I heard a yelp I didn’t want to hear. My head shot up to find Eve’s neck gushing in blood as the red female but down harder against her flesh. Eve’s eyes met mine in a moment before she looked away in pain, yelping again telling the female to get off she was done but the bitch didn’t listen. Eve yelped again I got up and ran over to them, bucking the red female in the jaw and she released Eve and snarled at me. I snarled back as Eve escaped to Tim who looked over her injuries while I dealt with reminding this bitch the rules. She lunged at me trying to take a bite from my shoulder but I was quicker and dodged her. The female skidded in the dirt for a second before scrambling up and turned back to me but I was already in mid air getting ready to land on her. She yelped in fear as I landed only inches from her, I just wanted her to get a taste of fear so she could just leave. I snarled and glared at her before sitting down telling her that was enough. She glared back but lunged back at my chest rolling me onto my back and taking my neck. I didn’t yelp or snarl. I just kicked her abdomen and she released me before I rolled her over onto her back. I snarled then and Derek’s snarl came out. She stared at me in shock that I could manage a sound like that before coming to her senses when her partner barked at her telling her I was just a kid. Gripping at my chest the female tried to tear away flesh and fur but I wouldn’t bleed. Pushing me to the ground she nipped at my ankles and legs but I kicked her in the head and she flew a few feet away. Getting up I ran over to her while she was down and bit into her neck pushing her further into the ground. She yelped and I felt the warmness of her blood in my mouth. I gave her a warned squeeze before releasing her neck and glaring at her. I snarled Derek’s snarl once more before turned back to the circle to Eve. I rubbed my muzzle against hers then tiled her head up to inspect the wound when the red female lunged and bit into my back. Whirling around I knocked her on her back and stood on her chest with all my body weight on my front paws. I snarled warning her if she tried that again I would do worse when she whimpered understandingly. I pushed into her chest once before getting up and looked back at Eve. I could see the teeth marks in her fur and flesh but it wasn’t as bad as I thought it was. She rubbed up against me before her gaze locked with mine so proud of her daughter. Abe scurried under my legs again making me laugh then picked him up by the scruff of his neck and lightly tossed him aside to Tim who rolled his eyes at Abe as he hid under his legs now. Then they did something I wasn’t expecting them to do. They lay on their stomachs like a bow and didn’t get up. Confused I nudged my mother but she didn’t move. I nudged Tim but he did the same. Going around the circle I watched as everyone did it, except the five strangers who were running away. Then I saw one wolf in the center of the circle with me. He was tall, big and black with sapphire blue wolf eyes looking back at me with the same proud look Eve gave me moment before. Aaron stood there, Alpha male, while I stood there as his mate. By defending Eve I landed myself the spot as Alpha female. Aaron’s other half. Shock passed through me before I realized Aaron was walking over and licked my muzzle softly before rubbing his to mine. I snapped at him and back away before urging Eve to stand but she wouldn’t. I went to Izzy and Trevor, Sam, Caleb, Victor, Tim and Able but they wouldn’t move. I was their Alpha. At seventeen I became something I didn’t want. A pack leader. Fear shot through me next when I looked back at Aaron who was watching me with an amused expression on his face as he watched me panic. He howled announcing the next pack Alphas and everyone joined in with him. I was standing there like a deer in headlights listening to my family howl to the moon.
Good moon,
I thought in panic.
What have I gotten myself into? Good moon, Derek help me.
When the howling died slowly Aaron joined me standing proud at my side. Why not? He was Alpha male and his mate was the daughter of the last Alpha’s but I was only seventeen. Too young to be doing this, too young to even be thinking this. I was scared and instinct took over. Fight or flight was the question and before I knew it I was running. I was running so fast the tress around me seemed to blur. My paws pounded the earth below them, snapping branches and sliding in the mud as I ran away. Smaller twigs caught in my fur snagging and twisting but I didn’t care. I had to get away. The moonlight was glistening in front of me like it was leading me to a path which I followed. I followed this light until there wasn’t any more and my body started to slow down. Pausing my heart was hammering in my head, pounding like nothing I ever heard before. My breathing was deep and uneven from just taking off like that, my mouth dry and my tongue hanging out of my lips panting for water. My body collapsed against the thick grass to let myself relax and think about what was going on.
Well, it could be worse I guess. What the fuck and I thinking? This is terrible! I can’t believe I got into this! With Aaron!
I snorted then closed my eyes and inhaled deeply smelling the smells of the forest around me. The earthy scents seemed to sooth my drama.
I’m going to have to talk to Victor about this, there is no way I’m Alpha.
Slowly, my body’s aches and pains started to seep in from the fight with the red female and I felt tired and worn out. Letting my body relax more I felt my conscious body starting to slip into the unconscious, a state were I do not dream nor stay awake.
I was woken the next morning by someone touching my hand. It hurt and I winced before yanking my hand away from theirs but they took my wrist. “Honey, I’m not done bandaging it. Give me your hand back,” I heard Eve said softly and I opened my eyes to find myself lying on my back in my room on my bed. Eve was sitting on the edge of the bed by the sheets around my waist as she bandaged my hands. I was confused until I looked at my hands and found my left hand already bandaged as she was finishing up my right. I looked back at Eve as she worked my hand and saw the scratches and bandages on her neck, upper arms, hands, and lower jaw. “Are you okay?” I asked her and she gave me a smile before leaning over and kissing my forehead. “I’m fine, honey.”
“Where’d the bitch go anyway?”
“They left to wherever they live.”
“Bitch, she should have let you go.”
“We know,”
“How’s everyone?”
“Waiting,”
“Why?”
“You’ve been passed out for a couple of hours.”
“I’m not important.”
“Rose, you’re Alpha. Yes, you’re important.” Eve told me and I remembered last night. I moaned sinking back into my bed. “Good moon,” I muttered and Eve gave me a look. “What?”
“I’m Alpha? Me? I’m going to talk to Victor about this,” I said pushing myself up to leave but Eve held me down in the bedding. “Rose, what’s done is done. You are our Alpha and can’t change it.”
“Can’t I give it to you?” I complained and she gave me a faint smile before finishing my hands. “You’re palms were cut up pretty badly when Aaron found you last night. I suggest not touching anything with them.”
“Aaron found me?”
“Passed out in a patch of grass under the moonlight.”
“Was I at least still a wolf?”
“No, I can’t say you were.”
I swore and she gave me another look. “You better not teach Trevor or Abe that, Rose. It’s bad enough you and everyone else of the Five do that.”
“Sorry,” I murmured then Eve gave me my hand back. I moved my fingers a few times before running my hand through my hair and sitting up again. “What time is it?” I asked her and she leaned over to check my clock. “A little after three.”
“Oh wow,”
“We were getting worried about you, really worried but your father was like that too after he goes through shock. Sleeps like the dead and forgets about it till morning.”
“Was he?” I asked and she smiled a sad smile. “Yes,”
“Mom?”
“Yes, Rose?”
“What do I do now?”
She smiled and gave me a hug. “Whatever you want, honey.”
“Not helpful,” I muttered in her hair and she gave me a squeeze. “I suggest going downstairs and seeing everyone. Aaron can only handle so much without you.”
I made a face at the reminder of Aaron being my mate but chose to ignore it as I do him anyway. I don’t have to actually be a part of his life which was good. “I think I’m going to go find coffee,” I said pushing off the covers then stood up to leave. Eve watched me proudly before getting up too. I headed down the stairs slowly tying to convince myself everything was going to be okay as I wondered through the house in my nightgown and white bandages. I fingered Derek’s necklace in my pocket before clasping it around my neck and running my hand through my hair once as I went down the second flight of stairs to the kitchen to find myself a coffee mug. Everyone was either still in their rooms, outside or in the living room because no one was in the kitchen. I poured myself some coffee and found a muffin before hopping up on the counter and had my breakfast. My alone time didn’t last long when Sam and Caleb found me. “Hey, you’re up and moving.” Same said wondering in the kitchen first. I saw his wounds against his neck and jaw from Caleb. They weren’t as bad as Eve’s but they still looked angry. Caleb came in with a black eye and a nasty looking wound on his right shoulder blade. “How are you two feeling?” I asked before sipping my coffee. Sam smiled at me before kissing my forehead. “Good,” he told me before Caleb did the same but it was my cheek. “Very good,”
“You two had me worried there for a long time,” I admitted and they smirked. “Ditto, Alpha.” Sam teased and I choked on my coffee. Caleb hit his shoulder as I coughed “Nicely done, Sam.”
“Why are you choking Rose?” I heard Aaron ask as I coughed putting my coffee down then hopped off the counted to breathe properly. “Didn’t mean to,” Sam murmured rubbing my back. “Sam.” Aaron said sharply and his hand left me. “Calm down, Aaron.” I snapped back glaring at him under my gaze as he walked over. Caleb and Sam slowly backed away knowing Aaron and soon they were out in the hall. “They’re just making sure I don’t die,” I muttered looking up at him when he stood in front of me. “How are you feeling Rose?” he asked me eyeing my hands. “Fine, thank you. Yourself?”
“Wonderful,”
“Can I finish my breakfast in peace?”
“No,” Aaron teased leaning over and kissed me softly but I pulled away and slapped his chest as much as I could with my hands. “You pig! Get off me!” I snapped at him and he looked confused but took a step away. “What’s wrong Rose?”
“Why would you just do that?”
“Isn’t that what mates do? We watch each other’s backs, make sure we’re okay, talk, and say good morning?”
“A kiss?”
“My way of saying morning,”
“That stops now with me.”
“Rose,” Aaron sighed running his hands through his hair then turned his lip ring. “It’s a habit. What am I to tell you? Stop reading?”
“So you just kiss any pair of female lips in the morning?”
“Hey! I’m not a player!” Aaron growled at me and I glared. “Leave me alone Aaron. I’m not your ‘mate’, I’m not your ‘play thing’ I am Rose. Your other half. You are not going to treat me like I am some toy. Got that?” I asked and he held my glare but gave a rough nod. “Good, now I’d like to eat alone thank you.”
“You don’t own the house Rose.”
“Fine,” I sighed dramatically before picking up my things and left to go eat on the stairs again.
This sucks. Aaron, you’re an idiot.