new student, any volunteers to show me round the academy? :)x

I have to say, that's a pretty strong speech there Becca. It's touching and informative. I just get people commenting on my hair and not on my face. They don't say I'm pretty or ugly, they just don't say anything and that stirs me bit to think why.

Amy - You are beautiful, you just have to show it that you think and feel you are pretty.

Becca - It's good that you've forgiven yourself for what you did and it's good that you've realised that you're pretty.

It takes guts to show it but I hope one day, we can all live together where no one says anything bad about each other with the way we look.

Ela: Thanks love. It took a lot for me to post that. And don't ask why. You ARE beautiful as well. It is good. And I look at myself in the mirror each day and feel better about myself now. And I hope one day we can as well. If not in my life time than in children's or grandchildren's.

Thanks Becca it means something to me that someone actually thinks I'm pretty when no one else tells me or not. I think it would take you a bit to write that all. It must mean a lot to you to write something like that.

You are. Don't ever believe for a second that you're not. It took about five minutes or so. I type fast. And it does, it's still a bit of a sore spot but I trust you all.

Lol, fast typing. That would take me at least 15 mins or so. Thanks I hope it heals in the end. It might not completely but I'm sure it'll cover up most of the painful parts. It's nice to know that we can all trust each other on here

lol. yea you could say i use the computer a lot. youre welcome love. and so do i. most of the pain has.. not really gone but time has blunt the edges. but sometimes..... sometimes i feel like i have to hold myself together. dillions helping though, wither he knows it or not. and it is nice.

Very good

mhm.

Hey ladies. I, uhm, started a blog. Here's the link if you wanna check it out.
http://guardianangelofdarkness.wordpress.com/

yeah, while talking about bloggs. I have one and it's been on since 2007 i think. If anyone of you wants to read it. I'll write it in english

Becca: I'm gonna follow your blog. Haha i'm such a blog neard

Amy, Becca and Ela ~ You are all beautiful and I know it's easy to doubt yourself, because I do that a lot, but we have to be strong and believe in ourselves. And when it becomes difficult, we have each other, to help each other out.

Oh God Becca. Thank you. Thank you for everything. I know I have to be strong but there are time when I just want to give up and hide from the world. But I think I'm getting better at that. You are so strong to forgive yourself and see yourself for who you really are. A beautiful, strong, smart, caring woman. I just need to find the strength that you found. I love that you allare willing to listen to me and help me. I appreciate more than words can describe. I love that I have a family, even though we haven't met in person, you cares and supports me. So thank you all. I think that what I'm going to do is try to change myself even more. I need to learn to be more confident and not to stress about little things. So I'm going to walk taller, tell myself I'm beautiful, relax when I can and maybe try to meditate as least once a week. It should help me, aloung with all my caring sisters on here. Hugs to everyone. And just what? I AM BEAUTIFUL!!!

Yes, that is true Becca.....where the hell have I been? I have missed so much, and am slightly confused.
Sorry guys! I've been working at the café, looking after Gracie and just spending time with her. And also my sister and brother are now back! I haven't seen my older sister (Eva) in like I don't know, but just so long, I cried when she walked through the door! So if I'm not on that much, don't be worried or whatev, im just with her, Aaron and Grace

Becca, how is ervything going so far? With Dillion?

Whoever is having doubts about being beautiful...JUST SHUT UP AND STOP! you are beautiful

Oh Ash, honey, im sorry! But stop thinking that any of this is your fault. You have done nothing to drive Dylan to have done this, and you have got to stop thinking it! He needs to learn and know that what he did was wrong. You tried and he is still not working with you here?! Love, im sorry that most of your friends arent being friends, and right now...im mad with them! But you have me and everyone on here, i know its not the same, you need physical comfort aswell as mental. But you have this Felix, and I love him already! Remember to talk to us about this

And OMFG! I cant believe this topic has so many views and replies...WOOOOH! its so cool

Maris: Thanks love.
Amy: You're welcome. And thank you. Someday you WILL find that strength I promised. I just hope it's not the same way I found mine.
Chole: I'm not having doubts.. Haven't had those days for months. And me and Dillion are.... I'm madly in love and... Words can't describe it. I found my man though. The days get a bit brighter each day. And each and everyday thank God for it.
Sophie: I would love to read yours.

u all are so sweet, it's refreshing to wake up ( yes its 11:50 in the afternoon and i just woke up lol but hey i got full of books yesterday i suspect sleep is going out the window, cant exactly read in ur sleep lol) and read kind words exchanged with each others. I'm very happy to have found this site a year ago.

It's ok Tasha there are some days I don't drag myself out of bed until 12:30 or so.

Damn! I love seeing people happy, or hearing about it!

Tasha, haha! I've been going to bed so late recently, but then I have to wake up early, I'd love to wake up at like lunch time But doesn't the day go like really quick when you wake up late?

I forgot to tell you all...its my older sisters birthday in two days! haha! Random i know

Oh shit, i keep forgetting to post pics of the camping trip..i'll do that now

Becca: I read yours and my blog is not quite as well written, the way you write is really beautiful!! hahah, i'm truly myself in my blog and it's my everyday life, alot of my (veryveryveryvery bad) humor and sarcasm, and much music haha! But i can start to write a bit in English, and you can check it out if you want to

http://sophiafransson.blogg.se/

Chole: you crack me up love. lol.
Sophie: Thanks love. I just posted a new thing if you want to read it. And I don't thin it's that beautiful but I'm not going to argue. I write what I feel and a lot of this is my everyday life, I just try to write what I've learned. I'll do that now.

Sophie: I recognize the song you posted. It's called Save Him by Justin Nozuka. Wonderful song. What I could read in the first two posts in wonderful I would love to read more.

Becca, I'm reading your blog and I love it. Great writing, great thoughts.

Thanks Maris.

Right, could someone tell me how I can add pictures?

Uhm. I don't know. lol.

Hahaaa! Its really complicated huh? I mean I added one, but now im not sure, and i really wana get these up!