new student, any volunteers to show me round the academy? :)x

becca: haha one of the new one? I'm listening to if you were me with blowsight. It's weird, i never listened that much to swedish music before, and now all the bands/artists i'm listening to are swedish, haha like Robyn.

It takes a lot of patience and hard work to be with so many kids but I think I was born to be a teacher. I have always wanted to be a techer.

Ela ~ I'm glad your freind is going to talk to her mom. Sometimes people jst can't see reason until someone points it out. You did that for her. You helped her big time.

Ash ~ We were talking about beauty and yesterday I didn't feel beautiful. Today is better though. I cried a bit last night before I went to bed and felt better. So today I feel a little bit beautiful.

Sophie ~ My music likings are all over the place. I don't really know where to start. Lately I have liked "Hello World" by Lady Antebellum (don't know if I spelled that right). It's a country song but it's good.

Thanks Amy. She's sending me a gift in the post as a thank you. No idea what it is and not looking forward to opening it, knowing a bit of her it's gonna be something interesting and "sexy" her own words

sounds like it's a thank you gift and a gag gift. lol. It shows that she really values your opinion and thn=inks highly of you. I think it's sweet.

Sophie: If by Not Afraid then yes, or Love The Way You Lie, than also yes. Then I started listening to some of his older songs. lol.

Amy: You ARE beautiful. Inside and out. Don't let ANYONE tell you different.

Ladies: I am officially almost over with my journey of changing myself. I have found a new way to connect with nature deeper than ever. God. For some reason I feel more attuned to Him in nature than in a church. There's a meteor shower here tonight. I have found though that since He has forgiven me, I need to forgive myself for what I've done. I am now at peace with myself. Thanks for being here and understanding.

Amy ~ I agree with Becca, you are beautiful and don't let anything or anyone make you doubt that.

Becca ~ I'm glad you found your peace. And I know what you mean, I always felt more attuned to God in nature and it's easy for me to feel peaceful there.

Ela, I am sooooo glad things worked out! Your a great friend.

Ash, I am ss you ahve to go through all that again. I know it won't be easy for you to testify and relive it all but you're strong you'll be fine. And none of thta was your fault! You didn't provoke him or anything. Besides no girl deserves to go through what you went through. I can't believe he hasn't apologized to you. I wanna come up there and beat some sense into him. What an ass! UGH.

Becca, I'm happy you are in a much better place and have found your peace.

Amy, you will make a great teacher. I wish I had half of your patience.

I listen to a variety of music. Mostly rock and pop and a little bit of hip hop and country. Right now I'm addicted to Bruno Mars Just The Way You Are. It is such a beautiful song. It reminds me of how my hubby is to me

You know, I just realized we have 3 Dark Angels on here. a newbie-DarkAngel, Dark Angel-Becca, and darkangel24-Amy.

Maris & Wilda: Thanks so much for you're guys support.
Wilda: Yea, Tisha asked why me and Amy had the same name lol. I think I get the veteran title of the three though. lol.

Can you believe I didn't notice the similarity between Becca's and Amy's usernames until now? I never pay attention to those, I mostly remember people by avatars.

lol. I noticed it right away but gave it no thought. lol.
i remember people by usernames and avatars.
thats how i remember there name.

okay i am so fucking confused so let me blunt;



WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON????

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Phoenix wrote:

Can you believe I didn't notice the similarity between Becca's and Amy's usernames until now? I never pay attention to those, I mostly remember people by avatars.

me toooooo ...lol when someone changes their avatar im oh so confused lollll

Peace love n VA wrote:

me toooooo ...lol when someone changes their avatar im oh so confused lollll

Haha, I know, it always takes me a while to figure out who it is

Rhia: Ok so long story short. Me and Amy's user names are the same. I'm in love with Dillion at the moment and REALLY wanna kiss him. Ela's friend was probably going off the deep end but she corrected it. And Ash and Jeff split and are giving up Mac. Caught up now? Did I miss anything?

I think you pointed everything out.

Good.
Can any of you fit in a pair of pants you had when you were in sixth or seventh grade? I was cleaning my room today and came across another pair of jeams that I always used to wear, they were my favorite. I can STILL fit into them and I'm going to be a freshman.

Lol. I can still fit in my old school shirt. Uniform :/ I think it's from year 5-6 in school (can't remember when my mum bought it for me).
I'm not sure what grade that is for you all in the States.

uhm. idk. wait! what year do you guys graduate?
did anyone notice that this has 743 replies?
and 3455 views? or around that number.

Primary school, year 6. We don't like graduate thing in high school. we only have 2 schools here and then Uni or collage. We leave school with GCSE's in yr.11 and then we can either leave school or stay for A-levels.

so your year 11 is our senior year (pretty much our 12 year of school.)
so your year six would be our year seven and so on. so yea.

I think so. It's so confusing!!

just a bit.
Chole: Where are you????

I noticed that Becca and I had the same screen names but didn't say anything. I think it's cool. I like darkangel better than my yahoo screen name but I can't change it. Too many important things are sent to that address.

So thank you ladies. I know I shouldn't let anyone tell me I'm not beautiful but it bugs me when they do and there are times that I believe them. Then when I get upset about something, I feel like a big, old mess. It's kind of hard for me to see it sometimes. I'm use to a family memeber putting me down, making fun of how I look, along with people I went to school with. I'm trying though to see that I'm beautiful. When I do feel really beautiful, I get embarassed but I feel good about myself. Like last weekend. I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror and had to do a double take. The outfit I had on was cute and simce I lost so much weight I could really tell in that outfit that I had. I still most of the time see how I use to look.

Wilda ~ I hope that I am a good teacher. Now I'm nervous about this new area of education I'm going into. I'm going for Special Eduation for my Master's. I'm afraid I won't remember everything and be able to handle working with students who have disabilities.

It is cool. lol.

You're welcome love. It's hard to believe but I know exactly how you feel. I used to think of myself as ugly. I always compared myself to others, pointed out my flaws. But someone forced me to change. As many of you know, a guy named Brandon forced me to change in a lot of ways by doing one thing in particular. Breaking my heart. He changed me in many ways, both good and bad and because of his actions I choose to do some things I never wanted to. Mostly to myself. And I have recently forgiven myself for these things. But what Brandon did... he played me for a year. I was able to realize when I left home for vacation. When I was away from everything, in June at the end of my seventh grade year. I realized all the lies in July. And in August, I started to forgive him. I spent my entire eighth grade year changing myself. In the beginning of it I realized something.. Brandon had always called me pretty, he never meant, just wanted to boost my self-confidence. But I realized he was both wrong and right. I was pretty but I wasn't. I was beautiful. At the time my insides did not match. What I mean by that is they were dark, and damaged. And then I woke up after laughing so hard that I REALLY smiled. I realized that I wanted to be happy, I was tired of living this life I was living. So I changed myself. Spent an entire year on it. Amy believe me when I tell you this, because even now I have trouble. You ARE beautiful. Even now I still slip into those moods where I am susceptible to what I was before. But you have to fight! Fight the self-doubt! Fight those who tear you down! They only do it because they're jealous. You have something they don't. You have us. You have personality. You have honor and trust and loyalty. You have family. Even now I still don't believe myself. I may put up a strong exterior but let me tell you something love. That doesn't stop the pain. I just don't let it show, this happens so much that when it does people don't know what to do. So believe me when I tell you this. You ARE beautiful.