new student, any volunteers to show me round the academy? :)x

i know what you mean Becca, she was pretty freaked out on msn about it. i don't even know why she told me but she must have loads of faith in me to tell me something like this. just thanks you ladies for helping me on this. it's not an easy thing to discuss especially when i'm not where she is to calm her down. i just hope that God will help her get through this and that she wont do her second plan of action if she can't get the cash or of she doesn't tell her parents.

your welcome love. i hope so too.

Wilda ~ You hve very adorable kids.

Chloe ~ Gracie is cute.

Ela ~ Wilda and Becca said everything. Just have faith and do your best to help your friend out.

Thanks for the compliments on the poem, ladies. I wish I felt beautiful today but I don't.

I had a long day at work. We had a feild day for all the summer camps, so that's like about 200 kids and about 25 teachers at my center. We spent like 4 hours outside playing games, and it was hot. Then we had a talent show that lasted about anhour and half. Then once all of the centers we gone, my co-workers and I took our kids to the pool. I didn't have a break today and the kids were getting on my nerves. So when I got home I was about ready for bed. Then after dinner, my dad startes bugging me about execersizing. He says I wouldn't be so tired, but he doesn't know what it's like to work with about 20 kids 5 days a week. Then he makes fun of my arms because their a bit flabby. He just has to make thing worse. I'm not saying my day at work was bad, it was good, but my dad had to ruin it. I know I need to work out but I'm just exhausted from work. And soon I'm going to have to kind of work 2 jobs AND go to school. When it gets to the end of the day, I don't want to do anything but relax. He doesn't understand how stressed I get and that he adds to it. I know working out could help me with the stress and it will help my health but there are things that come first right now and excersize is not one of them.

Amy, I feel sorry for you, you always have to work really hard I wish I could work for you or something, and give you a rest!

Ela, I agree with what Wilda said at times of life and death, you have to tell her parents. And I hope everythings okaa now?

Becca, Of course you are guna be nervous love! Do what I told you in the PM, use your EYES! that will make him see Has Dillion kissed anyone before? Because if he has, then he'll probably help you out?! And also again like Wilda said, it will just come naturally once you've first touch lips. You'll think you've been doing it for ages Ah, im so excited! You're first kiss! AHHH! My fingers are crossed that its marvellous Good luck, and just enjoy it sweet

Wilda and Tasha you girls make me laugh! Gracie says there's enough of her to go round everyoneeee And Wilda, your daughter looks so much like you! BEAUTIFUL!

Amy, I am ss your dad made you feel worse. I know how it feels. Just try and let it go in one ear and out the other. I know easier said than done right? Your always working soooo hard and your fixing to work even harder. idk how you do it. You definitely deserve a super long break. Working that much I definitely don't blame you for not wanting to work out. You make me exhausted just talking about work lol.

Ela, how is the situation with your friend? I hope everything is ok.

Jeez people how much can you talk in two days seriously really and what's all this about pics?????????????
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lol thats what happens when some are on at the same time and some more of us posted our pics.

Haha. I'm not complaining.

Wilda~ You are still pretty and your babies are tooooooo cute! Your daughter looks just like you! We are working on both. I just don't really feel like rushing things and causing him to recoil back into that dark hole where he beat me.

Chole~ Sounds good.

Amy~ I forgot what we were talking about lolz.

Maris~ Same as Amy.

Becca~ Just when you do kiss him, make sure you take it slow at first. Just let your lips touch, then if he continues it follow him and if you continue it he will follow you.

Tahsa~ You are very pretty! I love you hair! I've always wanted long dark and beautiful hair. God, you look so familiar. Must be the pregnancy talking.

Ela~Wat's up with your friend?

Well Dylan was pressed on charges of: drugs, beating and raping me, and then some other form of domestic abuse. His court date, I don't know, but I feel like shit and I wish this had never happened.

Ash I am ss you have to go through all that. It only adds to your stress. Are you going to have to testify against him in court?

It's all good. I just gotta roll with it. Sadly yes, because I am his case. He keeps telling everyone, except me, he's sorry. I don't honestly care right now. I know it's harsh but he needs to know nad learn that he hurt me. I didn't need any of that or the trama to put up with. No one ever does. My friends were actually giddy about him leaving. I was glad justice took it's chance in my life, but I can only feel guilty that somewhat of this was my fault!

Also, why are my friends so mean? Mel is the only one who is really here for me, next to Heidi and another guy friend I have had for like a year, kind of like Jeff, except he doesn't use me as a punching bag. As so so many people have told me. His name is Felix, who is sadly gay, and he is a looker too. Why are the good ones always taken, gay, old, or dead?

On the plus side Mel is doing better, she finally found a good guy to protect her from that douche bag of a fucking physco. His name is Randy. He's adorable! He's super protective and like I met him maybe a few mothhs ago, so he checks out. For now.

But where I am going with this is this:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q8uOxBLtdFc

This is my favorite song and they made in into Jeff and I's break up song. I love Barry Manilow, I've had a crush on him since my parents played Mandy for me. I know it's a pretty bad fetish to have an impossible crush on an old guy. Well, I mean, ah never mind.

Sorry for my rambling. Thought I should update you all on other people around me who make up my exsistence.

Ash: I don't fully understand the situation but, what I can understand is that you have been through alot. I really hope that everything will work out and end up as it's supposed to! So even though I don't have the whole perspective, I want you to know that i'm thinking about you over here across the atlantic!

Rhia: we can talk a bit more than this. Imagine how I felt when I was out of the loop. lol.

Ash: He'll get put away and if he doesn't..... We'll then he'll get put in the ground..... (Sorry... I need to control my anger)

Chole & Ash: Thanks for the advice I'll keep that in mind.

Chole: I haven't checked my pms yet, I went straight to the introduction page. I think you're getting more excited about this than I am. lol. What really sucks is that I have to make the first move. He told Davian that he's not ready to make the frst move but wouldn't mind if I did.

Amy: I couldn't dream of being able to work with as many kids as you do. I truly admire you for having the patience to work with them. I only wish I could gain that patience when I'm older. I mean, I can be good with kids but my limit is six, and there has to be older kids to help out.

Sophie: What's your signature mean?

it's a bit hard to translate but it's from a song: "I've gone through life with a belife that I've made a mark that has had a purpose/significance "

the last word purpose/significance ("betydelse") doesn't feel quite right though.. haha

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v8ZOPqu6tPY&feature=related
here is the song, and the lyrics is beautiful. Or at least I think so. I'm not very often into rap..

Sophie: I'll check it out in a bit.

becca: ok just tell me if you want it translated or something, haha, will give me something to do


that actually makes me wonder what kind of music all of you listens to? I'm a hopeless music lover and I spend 50% of my time searching after new music.. Do you guys have like this perfect song, a song you just can't stop listening to? If you have one (or many..) I would loooove to hear about it

Amy ~ I'm sorry you had a bad day. Just like Becca said, I admire you for what you do. I would never be able to work with kids.

Ash ~ It must be so difficult, dealing with all of that. You're really strong, I admire you. We'll all here for you.

Sophie ~ I mostly listen to rock, metal..that kind of stuff. Here are a few songs I consider perfect. I don't know if you'll like them, though. Nothing Else Matters by Metallica, Closer by Kings Of Leon, Nothing and Everything by Red.

yeah me to! I've been to metaltown which is a metal festival in Gothemburg I listen to all of those songs u wrote, but most of the times it's bit heavier One of my favorite songs is Chelsea smile by Bring me the horizon and one that isn't so heavy is monster by Itchy daze



this is actually a song that I listened very much to when reading all the VA books.

Thanks to your help last night ladies, my friend has now come to her senses after reading my PM on FB and has decided to talk to her mother soon xxx

Ela: Even if i didn't say anything yesterday I read about your problem and I'm really glad it worked out!

Thanks

Ela ~ I'm glad it all worked out.

Sophie ~ I love that song

The itchy daze song? haha it's really bad but I will try to restrain myself, When I start to discuss music I have a really hard time to stop..

Ela: so glad things worked out!

Sophie: i listen to a lot. it depends on my mood. my uncle has gotten me into indies rock music lately. and yes, i have many perfect songs, right nw the perfect song for my mood is animal by ke$ha. while it may not sound all that soft, it actually is.

Becca: I haven't heard that one but I'm gonna listen to it now

It's a good song. I've moved on to Eminem now. lol.