new student, any volunteers to show me round the academy? :)x

Becca ~ Lmao Aw, well you had fun though right? Thats the main thing I'd love to have a lock in And hope you sleep for like 24 hours

Rhia ~ NO! you're going so soon Well damn whoever did that to your laptop...evil being! I hope you get it fixed soon! Good luck dear

Becca ~ I remeber having one at my school. I'm afraid I didn't make it though. I feel asleep on th gym floor. Even though I wasn't awake for the whole thing I still had fun. Sometimes I wish I could back to my high school years and be more involved in the activities. I'm glad you had fun though.

Rhia ~ You better get you laptop fixed soon! lol. Take your time hun. But get back on asap.

I went to the fair today with my dad. It was fun but pretty much we just walked around.We ate lunch, dessert and played some games. My dad bought my this fairy statue(I collect fairy items) which is so cute, from this area called the mall. It jut has a lot of venders in it. Now I have a headache and I'm tired but I don't want to take a nap, even though I was about to fall asleep on the ride home. I want to read this one book called Aliens Ate My Homework by Bruce Coville. It's more for 8 - 10 year olds, so I'm reading it to the kids at work. But first I want to read it all because 1) it has to be appropriate and 2) I know there is a funny part in it. I read that part once when I was subbing and I couldn't stop laughing. The kids weren't helping anything either. They were trying to make me laugh after that. But I wanted to read the whole thing. I'm almost done with it.

I have no idea what I'm goning to do tomorrow. Maybe I'll clean the house a bit for my mom, before she comes home.

Well I hope everyone is having a good weekend.

Chole: Thanks love, I really wish I could but I got up about a hour and a half ago.
Amy: My first one I made it most of the night but the last two hours I half way feel asleep. And thanks love.

Alright ladies. I need some advice. Here's the situation. Correction. I need some thoughts. Keep in mind I copied and pasted it from another part of the site.

Dilian is insanely TOO insecure about our relationship. He almost broke up with me Friday night over something stupid. He thought something was going on between em and Davian and he got mad because I talked to Davian about why I was mad on Friday. Me and Dilian got into this fight over something stupid. I asked him why he wouldn't wrestle with me and he BLEW UP. Said some stuff about his dad and stormed off. Well him mentioning his dad made me think of my father which put me in a worse mood. So I went to talk to him after a few minutes and he admitted he shouldn't have done what he did. I told him all he had to do was say I don't wanna talk about it. And then I left. I wouldn't let anyone touch me for very much and I wouldn't look or talk to anyone very much for the rest of the night. Well Davian knew the problem and got me to talk briefly about it and then I started making sure he was ok because he felt bad. Why I don't know. Well when I got up to go to the bathroom when me, Dilian, and Davian were talking, Dilian exploded on Davian. Said he was going to break up with me and Davian could have me. Davian had to flat out tell Dilian NOT to break up with me. For the rest of the night, all Dilian did when he was around me was cling. And then on Sunday we have a greeting period at church were everyone either shakes hands or gives hugs and says hello. He didn't hug me, he offered me a handshake. I gave HIM a hug instead. Well that night, I had no desire to talk to him or even let him touch me, he went to give me a hug when I was walking and I breaifly gave him a light one and side stepped him and left. We haven't really said two words to each other since. I see doubt in his eyes every time I see him. It's like we're broken up but we're not. I need to talk to him but I don't want to. I have no desire to. And I have no clue what to say.

And my new post in my blog also has some of this on there.

Becca ~ I will give you my thoughts but you have to remember that I have never been in a relationship. This is what I think I would do: First, it sounds like Dillian is insecure with himself. If he is secure with himself and knows how much you care about him then he wouldn't think Davian was trying to take him. I don't know the issue he has with his father but it could attribute to the fact that Dillian is insecure. My thoughts are that either stay away from him for a bit and let the situation calm down before you talk to him or just go see him and talk it out. Either way you need to tak to him, figure out where your relationship stands.

Thanks Amy. I honestly don't know where is insecurity comes from. I think it was because his dad cheated on his mom all the time. His mom is now in another relationship so she might be worrying all the time and he could be picking it up. But still. It's stupid and makes me mad.

Well if he gets it from his mother it's kind of understandable but he has to realize that you're not like his dad. He has to understand that just because his dad cheated on his mom, doesn't mean you will cheat on him. You're NOT that kind of girl but if it is stresing you out then maybe you should leave the relationship. I know you care about him but you have to think of yourself. And I'm here for you, any time. Take care, luv.

Becca ~ You have to talk to him. If you let this go on, it won't end well. You need to communicate to work it out. Tell him how much you care about him and assure him that you would never cheat on him. And see if he wants to talk about the reasons he's acting this way. I hope everything turns out okay.

Thank you ladies. But it's over. I was going to see if he wanted to be in this relationship but it's offical. He broke up with me this morning when I was going to talk to him. But don't worry about me. I'm fine. I'll be enoying the single life for a bit. (=

So sorry to hear that Becca, but being single allows you to check out other guys' buts, so it's cool

Ela, love. I'm not sad one bit. I'm not gonna shed a single tear. I'm just gonna smile cause it happened. And I'm not quite like that. I'm a natural flirt and when I'm in a relationship I TRY to keep it under control but I can't when I don't know I'm doing it. Well now I'm NOT gonna try. I'm happy. (=

Good for you hun xx

Thank you.

no problemo

Becca ~ I'm sorry that the relationship is over but it might be for the best. I like your perspective on it. Have fun being single and you'll find someone else. Take care luv.

Okay, tomorrow morning I'm going to see my dr and talk about the changes I've made, how my meds are working, and about having my period twice in one month. From what I hear from some of my other friends, I'm doing the right thing by talking my dr about it. But now I'm nervous. What if there is something seriously wrong with me? I can't afford to take time off from work and I don't have a lot of money to spend perscriptions and other things. I'm trying not to stress about it but nothing is really working. So I'm gonna listen to some positive music and read my book. Reading usually helps me relax. Deep breathes, Amy. You're okay. Sorry, trying to cwlm myself.

Becca ~ I'm sorry that you broke up, but I'm glad you're taking it so well. Stay positive and enjoy being single for a while

Amy ~ Those who worry before they should, they worry more than they should. So calm down. No need to stress over things you don't know yet and you can't affect.
I hope everything goes well. We're all here for you.

becca: It's really nice to you so okey with it I've been through a few break ups that hasn't been so nice so i'm really happy for you and your single life will probably be awesome!

Thank you ladies. And I intend to have as much fun as I can. And it helps that me and Dilian parted on good terms.

That is always a plus, Becca.

I talked to my dr today and she said that my meds and stress could be throwing my periods off. It might happen again a few times but should return to normal. If it doesn't then I have to call my OBGYN. So there is nothing to worry about for now and I'm not going to worry.

I'm actually kind of excited. I'm going to make a volcano with the kids at work. They want to make it. Then when we are done, we will make it erupt. It is hard to get these kids excited about things so this is big. We start construction tomorrow. Boy, am I going to have a mess on my hands but it will be fun. Actually it's kind of funny right now. Some of the kids like to play "House." Well, they decided that I'm the "Mom" and I am married to one of my co-works (it's a male so no worries) and I have 6 kids. They let me pick their names : Jessie, Mason, Ash, Roza, Jessie, and Luna. Then for a career, I am a author who gets $100 for every book sold. We also own a hotel and we live in a mansoin. I have no idea where they get these ideas from but it's funny. I will walk into the room and get mobbed by the kids, all of them calling "mommy".

I hope everyone had a good day. Take care.

Amy, glad things got straightened out with the docs. I hope that puts you at ease. And that spinet about your class calling you mommy is just so adorable. Hope you have tons of fun and not too much cleaning with the volcano.

Fuck man.

Hey ladies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm back!!!!!! Lolz. Posting from my fucking hotel. Jesus fucking Sandals. I forgot how much I hate vacationing. Ok so no pictures now, maybe later. Ok so last week (for those of you who enjoy watching Big Brother the week when Brenden was in power I was at my grandmothers.) This past week, starting saturday for those on the East coast, I went around Orlando with my family, holy fucking christ. Never the fuck again. Omg fucking god I'm in hell! I should have stayed up in VA with Jeff, but no I wanna go on a vacay! NO!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok so hell for me when I went to my grandmas. She was bitchy, rude, and straight out fucking UGH! I was pregnant and moody, you do the math. I barely went anywhere. I got sick and I finished Succubus Heat NO! I am currently on the 5th book chapter 8 or something. I finally experienced those fake labor pains and we had to drive in the middle of the night 5 times all in three days. SO false alarms. Then we get to Orlando. 2hr car ride. Hotel. Dog. Pain. So it sucks by far. No braks for the pregnant lady. BTW that picture was with my belly air bag so I'm not that pregnant looking in these pictures I'll post later on. But I am in a picture with a monkey!

So. Day 1 we go to Epcot. I rode ride yes. I'm pregnant not dead and she is fine. So we rode Test Track, Sorin', and that Space Ride. I was fine, they didn't effect me, the TT was like how I drive now, fast and always using the ABS . So We wait in line for all three for 50 god damn minutes. I'm bitchy and complaining the whole time. My feet hurt, ankles are swoolen, and my legs have absolutely no fat on them anymore! All muscle! SO I get back to the hotel and I go straight for the hot tub. I'm feelng so good.

Then. Day 2. Animal Kingdom. OMG! That sucked. My feet still hurt and I'm still B&C. SO I ride Everest. Then there wants to be a terenchal down pour! So everyone is huddled into this little ass cobanana. And they start touching me. They tell me "Oh you are beautiful for 7 months and oh look your bump is barely showing." Wat the fuck ever. SO in all my pictures I'm baby air bag free. SO then we go on the Kilimenjaro Safari. Too bumpy. I was told to be held onto and I'm like "Fuck that I love this ride, fuck you guide lady!" Like I said, don't fuck with me. So get on that, leave, and then we get to leave and feed the rare and very dangerous "Moody, Sweaty, and Hot Pregnasorus." Hotel. Bed. Good.

Day 3. Aquatica. Water park had and awesome time. It rained and well it was cold. No pictures there. Omg it was so funny, my mom has the dry humor but me and my Uncle have the sick twisted humor, so we decided I was going in a bikini. Omg it was so damn funny. My stomach was sticking out and like people where looking at me like I was fucking crazy. SO Then we ride some ride and I go relax in the pools. Nice day. Went home happy and in better shoes.

Day 4. Hollywood Studios. Fun, my feet still hurt so we ride Aerosmith. Fucking awesome! Yes, I know I'm gonna get screamed at. I'll take it with grace. Didn't care for the Tower of Terror. SUcked. Rode a movie ride. Watched Indiana Jones-Love him!- and Lights, Motor, Action! Then went back to the hotel.

Day 5. Today, or yesterday when you read this. Went to Sea World. Ugh! Whales suck! They dislike you calling yourself a fat cow or a pregnant whale. They spray you! So I watched the Dolphin and Whale show, better than the damn fucked up Believe show (damn whale). I love dolphins. I am getting a tattoo on my right breast of one to show my appreciation. Getting it whenever my mom says it's ok. Then we saw the Semore and Clyde show (probably spelled the first Sea Lion's name wrong). Then saw the Wild Artic thing, got pictures for that too. And then we ended up shopping and eating MY dippin dots (why must people eat my ice cream? I will bite you). Thye should have a sign around my neck saying, "Caution: Do Not Steal Food From Pregnant Woman. She Will Bite Back." lol!. Ah, then we leave and go eat pizza, which did not agree with me. Got to the hotel and took a shower and watched maybe 20 minutes of the Suite Life of Zack and Cody, Mac likes it, she kicks really hard. Don't even get me started on iCarly. She makes it hard to sit still. Then got on here to tell my BFF's wats been going on.

Questions? Comments? Repremanding??

I take it you're in Orlando, FL. I love it there. Brilliant theme parks and rides to go with it. Enjoy

Ash ~ I was wondering where you were. I wish I could be with you. I need a vaca and I went to Flordia in 3rd grade. So I'm sure things have changed. I'm glad you are having some fun. I hope you have more fun. Post some pics when you get back, please. Take care, luv.

all: don't worry i just have to get the screen replaced and them it'll be working fine and i can still come on here so don't fret a hair on your beautiful heads

Ash: hope you can get home soon but i;m glad that you can talk to us at your hotel so good luck
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haha, but very good that it's getting fixed and you wont be away for long, just until the screen is fixed and you have time to come back on