new student, any volunteers to show me round the academy? :)x

Ah, you lucky girl! Aw, im just so happy that you're happy
I know right?
No problem

thanks love... our two week anniversary was yesterday...

Woooooooh! Congrats!
Partyyyyyyyyyy
laaav you dear

Chloe, Shane deserved everything you gave him plus more. He has no right to say those kind of things about other people. You were smart to brake it off. You deserve better than him.

Thanks so much love....
Love you too
and amys right he desered more than what you gave him...

Hey, it's Jeff, um how do I put this... I can't gurantee Ash is going to be okay, well some of those wounds my bother gave her, well they got infected and now she is in the hospital. Mackenzie is doing fine, but we don't think she will make it another week. All the cuts are really bad and they are trying to do all they can, but, God they can't seem to make it go away.

I thought I should come on here and tell you all, seeing as she loves you all so very much that it hurts me to keep this from you.

Ash is also in a coma if I didn't mention that.

She says she wishes she could be here to reassure you though.

Jeff.. Tell me youre joking.. Please..... Tell me its a dream.. Tell me its not happening... Tell me anything besides what youre telling me right now...

thanks amy


...oh gosh! i seriously don't know what to say Jeff. I replied to you PM with about everything i could think to write. you must feel so alone. don't ever hesitate to come on here and talk to us. if you want you can talk to shane? i mean, im not too close with him, but for you and ash, id talk to him more. my Grace said that she's praying for her Aunt Ashie and Uncle Jeffer Take strength from me, take warmth from me, take anything from me, you need it more than i do god, i pray she recovers and that mac will be okaa. seriously look after yourself for their return..

Jeff~ i kind of reacted a bit strongly.. i know... and im sorry.... im here.. although you probably already knew that... but still love.... ill always be here if you wanna talk..

i don't think you reacted any differently than you should have Becca. You love Ash, you're bound to be completely confused and shaken. I was, it took me like a whole day to calm down and write a reply You were really close with her, but don't worry, she's strong. she's a dea, they always pull through

i probably shouldve calmed down a bit though.....

don't be silly lav, it's okaa to have weak moments becca a wall may always be stong but it will still have cracks? xx

i know.. i just normally dont have them....

Becca, you are reacting better than I am right now.

It's taking all I can not to type everything I want to. I'm worried about Ash, and angry at Dylan. I just can't believe this is happening. She's been through soooooooooooo much shit. I just want to go up there and well, you girls get the picture I'm sure. I need to go before I say something I'm going to regret.

OMFG! Jeff you take care of her and keep us updated. I am sending all kinds of love and prayers to you both. Tell Ash we love her and she better get better or else. GIve her hugs and kisses for us.

Becca ~ You have every right to react they way you did. Ash is our sister. We have every right to be upset and worry. But all we can do now issend our love and prayers.

Hospitals exaggerate- Take comfort in that. I have faith and hope that Ash and Mac will pull through fine. Their women- we have immense strength greater than we even consciously know.

i just feel like i should be stronger...

Gosh, Wilda, I hope you are okaa I hope you manage to strengthen at the thought of prayers going to Ash. She wouldn't want you to worry like this!

Amy and Tash i hope you guys are okaa too And you guys are very strong and true in everything you say

Becca, you shouldn't be, like I said , you are bound to be weak now, just like everyone else! Don't worry!

I'm still praying..

i know.. but like i told Gracie.. i push my needs aside..

But you shouldn't Bec? Do you really think Ash would want you to? She's probably screaming in her sleep right now! Take care of yourself. I'm not saying don't worry about Ash, but there's all of us, and I know I'm defiantely worrying for about 10 blooming trillion x infinity?!

amore sempre. Pregherò per la tua tranquillità. scia, caro mio, svegliati. x

i know. but its habit. what does your quote in Italian mean?

you knew it was italian?
it means .."love always. i pray for your peace. wake, my dear, wake up." x

yes i did.
how.. i have no clue. but i just did.
do you mind if i use it for my signature?

ahhhhh, i see nice!
and ofc. dear! that would be lovely

Sry for that little outburst. Blah. I'm worried. I've been worried about her. But she's strong so she'll pull through right? I'm Praying for her which is realy all we can do right now.

And Chloe you are right. Ash wouldn't want us to be like this.

So how is everyone doing?