new student, any volunteers to show me round the academy? :)x

Sam: I feel stupid now, sorry dear, I'm scatter brained at the moment. I hope these headaches go away.

Wilda: He's a very good guy. (:

Any guy who likes you just the way you are-flaws and all and is there for you no matter what is a keeper in my book. Even if it just stays in the friend zone

I have to agree. (: He makes me happy too. To me it doesn't matter if we're friends or dating, as long as we're still in each others life, I'm ok with that.

Okay, I'm so lost with all this stuff. Someone message me what I'm missing, please?

As for what's going on with me. Not sure, things are always crazy. Saw Dominos yesterday, missed him. His brother had to wait outside in the hot sun because he didn't wanna get in the way of me and Dominos. So, my birthday is 31 days from now, Dominos said I "might" get a kitty. Not sure what I'm gonna do though. Well, bye ladies, talk to you later

hey girls! what a day this was, so glad its over.. i hope everyone had an awesome day

It's 6:57 in the morning, I'm extremely slap happy! I haven't slept in almost 24 hours and at 6:30 this morning my mom woke up an decided she wanted to make cinnamon rolls! (: Me and Cc are staying up for 24 hours. We have three hours left! Haha.

Sammy: Things are okay here for me

Becca: When this is over, please go to sleep for me love???

I fell asleep at nine... /: Just an hour shy off the full 24 hours... I might try it again tonight but I doubt I'll make it.. Maybe next week.

Becca last summer i got like 2hrs of sleep a night went to bed at 4am woke up at 6 or 7am ... i was a zombie .. now i get 5hrs of sleep not ideal but hey, i am young right?... right?

Ive stayed up for 3 days straight. Maybe a 5 minute power nap thrown in while waiting for class to start lol . But i would do that alot, stay up to cram , or party when i was younger. I dont sleep now, i sleep maybe 4 hours a night, not straight through either. But weekends i'll go back to sleep after i give my dad breakfast and his morning meds since my mother is home weekend. I'm looking forward to that. Forget being young, i'll pick sleep over youth anytime lol

Hey um....I'm gonna be gone for another week tomorrow!

i saw harry potter today it was amazing

I saw it too Sam. I feel oddly empty knowing i dont have to wait for another movie. For years i was awaiting the books, then the books were over and we still had to await the movies. So there was always something harry potter related to wait and hope for, however in the background of your conscious it may be, it was always there. Now that its all over, it feels a bit odd. A bit final. lol.

I cried.. i hope i can see it again with my best friend after school.. but ...

soilerish i guess .. do not read if you have not seen or you don't want to be spoiled:

Spoiler:

Everyone!!

missed you all and wish you missed me .....back on for only a little then cant talk but pm me and i'll give you a number you can reach me

Where have you been? been very quiet without you...post more soon!

i had the worst day....

aw sam wha happened?

I saw it and Ela, you were right, I cried..... /: I'm sad now, I have nothing Harry Potter related to wait on... My subconscious feels so empty... /:

Anyways.. Haha. So this is to no one in particular.. Haha. But Davian apologized to me today, it was... Unexpected. To say the least.

Sam: Tell me what's wrong dear.

i was going to see harry potter again with my friend and i had to go pick her up at her father's work and my GPS on my phone got me lost in the middle of Hialeah FL which is an area i know nothing about and its also not the best area to be in. I started crying and then i had a panic attack... i had to pull over I could hardly breathe I couldn't calm down it took me a good 15 minutes to relax and then it happened a second time. thats when i called my friend and she tried to help me and that ended up making me laugh but all day yesterday i was coming off the attack and was like *__* all night.

I'm sorry love. I know how panic attacks are. One time I had one when I started to get an asthma attack... It was scary.

i got to the point where breathing was very difficult

aww Sam so sorry hun. Panic attacks are scary enough as it is and to have one while driving, well there are no words. Glad you are okay though! HUGS!!

I haven't seen HP yet. I'm waiting until the end of the month to go when the crowds will hopefully lessen.

Becca-Davian apologized huh? How are things in that department?

it was very scary.. i am having those alot more lately last time i had one was when i was drinking myself into numbness.... Ela already yelled at me for that.....but i was crying and.. it was bad... i think i have an anxiety disorder but have never really gone to find out...

Sammy, I love your banner!!!! Could you make me one in your spare time? With Sebastian in it and Mei-rin without her glasses? Pretty please lol, I admit though, Ciel's eyes are gorgeous!