new student, any volunteers to show me round the academy? :)x

I would take over as a Mod to kick the spammers off.... ban their sorry butts -_- *grumples* messing with our forum, i keeeeel them...


anywho.... i am dead.. i am a zombie... .. yes i am a zombie bunny

I wish that I could have the power to ban people.....

Sam: NO! You can't be a zombie! Even if it is a zombie bunny! I have to kill zombies!!! And no being dead either! Haha.

Update: So I couldn't take pretending like Davian didn't exist so I talked to him two nights ago at the fair. I've made it to were we can talk but that's about it. I think he may try to blur the lines even though he's now dating a ninth grader. If he tries then rest assured, he won't get far. I'm much happier without him.

Talk to you later ladies. I have some stuff I have to do before Hunter comes over. I'll tell you more later.

Becca: Am so happy that you can live without being with that guy...he doesn't deserve you either.

Sammy: Zombies freak the hell out of me...i do not do well with zombies lol...but i do love bunny rabbits!

My ex-boyfriend walked me home on Thursday...he stopped me walking around the school yard he goes to (there's a public path going around the school grounds) and it was great to see him again...it was just the two of us walking and a got a hug off him...soo...i think i love him...am i crazy or what? lol

No, love, you're not. I know what you mean. (:

I really have to go now. Haha.

Thanks i don't know if i should text him or not asking if we can meet-up this week as it's the last school of week until the summer holidays.

and okay Becca

Hey girls. Sorry for being mia again. My stupid internet is an evil punk Not much going on here. My son will be 3 tomorrow (Sun July 10th). We're having a party at Chuck E Cheese. I'm not looking forward to all those little kids, but my kids will have a blast and thats what matters.

So, how is everyone? Did I miss anything?

Nothing much i think Wilda...Sam's now a zombie, Becca's talked to Davian and my ex walked me home on thursday which has made me realize that i want to be with him...how are you?

Hi everyone!
I am good though mini freaking out because my username and password on my school site isn't working or the server is down and i have a test online tomorrow

I'm a little late in replying to this thread buttt

Wilda- Welcome back! Missed you! I've heard there has been thunderstorms and black outs in flordia? It's been raining here in NY.

Sam- i hated when that happened to me. The schools servers sometimes get overloaded and that's why you can't sign on. It used to happen to me ALL the time during midterms or finals, cause everyone is on trying to catch up on work, finish assignments and take online quizzes and tests...all at the same time lol. I used to just send my professor an email simply saying you've been having a hard time accessing the school site due to the server. If you keep trying, you should be able to get on eventually. And since it's acting up, try not to wait to the last minute. But I've always felt better emailing my professor cause then it's on record the server is problematic and then the professor will mostly let you make it up in the off chance you cant get on.

Becca- I'm glad your working through that situation with Davian but i'm far more interested in this Hunter....lol. You deserve to be happy and I hope he makes you happy!

Ela- ex-boyfriend eh? I"ve always told my friends if you guys broke up, you broke up for a reason. So be careful when deciding about rekindling emotions. If it didn't work out the first time around, there is a reason for that and unless the circumstances have changed, then things will be the same as before. BUT, i always say follow your heart. Maybe the timing is better now, and things will be good. But most importantly if you have feelings for him, then go for it cause in the end, whatever happens, you know your tried and you wont have to live with "what ifs". So send him a text or something and talk to him for a bit, see how that goes and how you feel before you decide on anything. No harm in chit chatting.

Tasha - it was 3 days and then he just dumped me...maybe he just wasn't ready for a relationship b/c he then told someone that he wasn't ready for a girlfriend quite yet...so it doesn't sound like i had anything to do with really. But he did say that we'd still talk on facebook and stuff and he's also PROMISED to take me for a spin in his car once he's passed his driving test.

@Ela - I'm on skype if you want to talk

@Tasha: The test opens on thursday closes sunday .. and still can't log in.. i have tried everything i know and i can't .. i'm starting to freak out

Ela: I think you should be careful as Tasha said.

Tasha: The Hunter situation has evolved. HE and I no longer have a chance at going out and I'm perfectly fine with that. Not even disappointed. You see he loves this girl and it's a very complicated relationship and it's unhealthy as well. He says she's the only one for him, but don't think he realizes what she's doing and that he's not giving anyone else a chance. But anyway, it doesn't matter and I was only just beginning to like him so it's not a big loss. He likes me as a friend and the feeling is mutual now, I can only hope he gets out of this unhealthy cycle.

As for the update: It was entirely too brief but I had things to do before Hunter came over. First, I'll start with Ash, for those of you who know. I was emailing her back and forth and guess what? She suggested that we not talk anymore. How ironic is that? Wouldn't it usually be the other way around? Haha.
Anyways, back to the regular stuff. So we had a fair this year again and I went. On Thursday, I saw Davian with the ninth grader he was dating. (I'll come back to that part in a minute) My friend Nikki suggested I talk to him. That idea actually sounded really good because I still had unresolved issues. Just things that had to be said. It actually turned into me yelling at him more than talking to him, however, I got what I wanted to say out. We are now talking but he's trying to blur the lines between friendship and relationship and I'm not going to let that happen. And the situation with the ninth grader, he broke up with because he's supposedly suicidal again. I don't really know. Either way it's not my business but I told her if she ever wanted to talk then I'm here.
And as for my love life, as of July 8th, I was single for 3 months and it feels good! But I think I'm really starting to like Forrest, I mean I have for a while but now I think and feel differently when we're hanging out. But I'm not ready for a relationship and I'd rather take things slow with him and just see where they end up.

Enough about me, how's everyone else?

Wilda: Happy birthday (late haha) to your son. (:

Happy Birthday to your son Wilda

so i got into the test but i got a not so good grade

Awh, I'm sorry love. Better luck next time?

I sure hope so haha. How is everyone? I am doing okay still the headaches but I am going to the doc on next weds.

I'm doing good. Trying to get a hold of my two best friends so they can hang out. I feel like such a girl because I've been looking at clothes online for about 45 minutes now. Haha.

That sounds like fun.. I hung out with my best friend today

Thanks girls. He had a great time

Becca-I haven't talked to Ash since her last email. Idk what to say so I haven't replied. As for Davian, I'm glad you got to get everything out. Hopefully you will be able to move on. So tell me about this other guy

Sam-sorry about the grade hun, I'm sure you'll do better next time.

Tasha-yep we've been having lots of rain and storms. Its ruining my summer How's your dad and hubby doing?

Ela-I'm okay. Aggravated with the hubby atm but it'll pass. How's the situation with the ex?

I hope so, but i guess it is better than getting a 0 right?

Wilda: I'll fill you in a bit later tomorrow. Too long right now.

Oh how I love sleep overs. (:

Hey Ladies!

Sorry i've been kind of quiet. Having a tough time with my dad and the hubby started his next cycle of chemo last night. I'm so brunt out and i dont sleep much any more. I've been having insomnia so i stayed up late watching the Harry Potter movies over the past couple of days. It helps, cheer me up :-)

Wilda- hope things with the hubby are better. Hope you get your break soon. You're a great mother but your still human and i'm a firm believer in taking a "mommie- day". I've only been care-taking for a short while and my fuse is nonexistent. THus i've been foregoing sleep to watch Harry POtter... alittle something for myself you know. It really helps to recharge and de-stress to have a few hours for yourself and put yourself back on your A game.

Becca- Glad your having a good. I seen on face book you had a sleep over and had fun! Yay!

Sam- Try not to worry about one grade. I know it's hard, i was a nerd and i obsessed over every grade lol, but towards the end of school ive learned to let it go and make up for it with an awesome grade next time around. Hey out of curiosity, do you mind if i ask what kind of medication your taking for the headaches? My hubby's doc just prescribed him some new headache medication- she said the chemo is giving intensifying his headaches and prescribed something called Malaxt. Today is the second day of this chemo cycle and he already is taken out by headaches and so took the medicine for the first time and he says it didn't help lessen the headache at all. So i'm just sniffing around to see what else is out there. His doc was real persistent this is the best medicine for it.

Wilda: Ok, I've got time to explain things now. (: Forrest is.. It's hard to describe. I've known him since I was in seventh grade. We even dated for a brief time but it didn't work out then. He's always been there for me when I need him and vice versa. He;s one of the best friends I have. And he can make me smile no matter what. He's super sarcastic but it's really dry so sometimes you can't tell if he is or not but what I like the most about him is that even with my faults, he's still there. He cares enough to point them out and tell me what I need to hear. I found out back in May that he liked me, I don't know for how long. But I was completely blind to it. We've talked about dating and I know that our friendship wouldn't be affected by it. I told him that if it was the right time and place and I had a chance, I would take it but I'm not ready for it. And he understands, he won't push me to do something I'm not ready for. Right now I'm taking things slow and seeing where we end up.

Tasha: Yes, I had a sleep over last night and it was a blast! I've missed my girls. (:

In other news, I applied for a job at our local daycare today. I don't know when I'll hear back, probably in August when people go to college but keep me in your prayers.

Tash, right now i am only taking advil because i haven't been to the doctor yet.. i go on weds thats when they tell me whats up.
I am in class right now and i am about to cry this is terrible..

Why are you about to cry?

Becca, Forrest sounds like a good guy. It's good that you aren't rushing it and just seeing where it goes. It's always best to just go with the flow and let nature take its course.

Tasha-sorry you are having a rough time and all Last night I sat up all by myself (hubby was at work) and watched a movie. Although the movie was depressing and SO not worth watching. It was still relaxing though.

Sam- sorry you keep having these nasty headaches. I used to get them pretty often due to stress. Hopefully the doctor will be find out the reason for them and get you some meds to get rid of them.