new student, any volunteers to show me round the academy? :)x

Tania ish blaming herself for an argument mme and mii mom got into..........

Hey ladies. It's me. I'm not exactly back but I figured I'd check in. Things are still hard, harder than they've been for awhile. As for what happened with Davian. I think I can tell you guys now but it's only if you guys still want to know.
How's everyone? What have I missed?
Love,
Becca <3

*jumps up and tackles becca*

BECCA BECCA BECCA!! I missed you! I hope things are getting better with you *hugglesquishy*

I missed you too! Things aren't getting better, actually, they're getting worse but I'm handling then better.

teh taco can cheerz yew up

I'm sorry they aren't getting better (remember I told you call me or text me anytime day or night) but I'm glad you are handling them better *hugs*

I know love. Fill me in on what's happening please?

nom nom nom.........*looks around surprised* huh???????????????????????????////

Well its pretty boring on my neck of the woods.. randomly really into Anime right now ^__^ Seriously Watch Pandora Hearts it is SOOOOOO Epicness!

I'm watching Invader Zim at the moment. Fill me in on everyone else then.

I'm sorta confused on what Is going on with Everyone else.. I know Tash's husband is on his last round of radation and doing alot better. Wilda got new books.... ummm all I can remember o_O

taco can tell yew that me and tania are dealing with our drama decently...............................

No drama!! *huggles Taco and Tania*

surrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....................that ish like telling me not tew nom on zues

yous nom on me O__O

I'm sorry there is drama

ish all goooddddd we can deal[strike]

Becks (and everyone else read too!);
About me - I'm moving school after the summer. My parents returned to tell me this, and that they are staying (which hopefully they will!). I confronted my parents about leaving all the time, and my mother slapped me. But me and my father are getting on really well YAY!! I'm still working on my mother, its a little awkward atm

About Tasha - Previously (after news of Osama Bin Laden's death) she said about how proud she was of the soldiers, and we all agreed that yes the soldiers are incredible (all types)! And even though we arent war people, we love them for their jobs and bravery. Also, like Sam said it was Tasha's hubbys last day of treatment [HOW DID THAT GO BTW TASHA! WOOOOOH! SO HAPPY FOR YOU BOTH! HEHE] And she was not feeling too well recently, but I think she is better now?

About Wilda - She recently went on a trip to her husbands family (is that correct?) and she wasn't feeling too well either, which like I've said when one person is ill on ShadowBite everyone is I hope she is feeling better now, which I think she is. And she got some new books too, which is so lucky! And I hope she is having fun reading them And she went out with her husband and children to play miniature golf! Which is always a great sport, its so fun seriously, ever played?

About Tania - Well, her and Shea aren't together anymore, neither is her an Travis. But you may know about that?
About Taco - Her and Tania have some drama I think Taco will have to explain because IDK

About Sam - Well, as normal Sam is just super cool She already filled you in on herself But she made Rhia a new banner which is greaaaat!

About Rhia - Rhia is happy about her new banner And she is currently spending time with her cousin, who she is really close with, so hope she is having fun


And yourself? Fill us in

Princess Anju wrote:

Wait isn't the sequel to Wings Spells?

Yes it goes: Wings, Spells, Illusions-which just released.

HI Becca! Sorry things are getting worse but I'm glad you are handling it better. And of course we want to know what happened but only if you want to tell us. We don't want to pry or force you to tell us something you don't want us to know. HUGS!

It sounds like Chloe pretty much covered everything

OH Becka, you know I"m nosy as hell, of course I want to know! Lol, no seriously, if your ready and willing to share, I am ready and willing to listen ( read). I know things tend to get worse, to hit rock bottom before they get better. Just hang in there. I'm so happy your learning to deal with things better, if i can offer any advice to help you manage I will :-D
And Chloe was pretty through in her update

Yes yes, My fiancee finished he last round of radiation treatment yesterday. Today, he takes his last round of chemotherapy and then he is off ALL cancer treatments for a month. OF course we have other appointments, blood work, check in with doctors, arranging the next phase of treatment, tests like MRI's. But, this was the aggressive phase 1 stage of treatment. So the next phase of treatment wont be nearly as taxing. We wont have to be at the hospital mon-fri that's for sure. His last day was a little hindered because he had a headache and was feeling sick. But he took a nap which helped. The radiation department does this little ceremony thing, they have the person who is finishing radiation treatment ring the gong. I have a short video of him ringing the gong and then one posed pictured. I'll post the picture when i get around to uploading it. And when we got home i gave him medicine and he slept a few hours and his pains went away. He was real happy, he kept saying " im free". He went out with my brother to the movies to celebrate. I'm having a few people over today to celebrate as well.

Then tomorrow we are having a bbq to celebrate mother's day

My father and brother are going to the racetrack today, for the Kentucky derby.

Chole: I hope you can get your mom on your side but I've never really cared for her much anyway.

Tasha: Glad the treatments went well. I'm glad to hear it.

Wilda: Feel better. How was mini golf?

Taco and Tania: Fill me in please?

Sam and Rhia: I've missed you.

About Me:
The Davian Issue: As you all know, me and Davian seperaterd five weeks ago. I had to break up with him and it was one of the hardest things I've ever done. My mom made me break up with him because he had so many issues. The way she made it sound at the time was that I couldn't ever talk to him again. Well we got that worked out. The only problem then was him. He didn't understand what he did hurt me. What he was doing was coming to me and when he would say something along the lines if "Well we aren't together anymore" and shove the knife deeper in my heart and twist it more than it was, he'd then go back to his ex like he used to. When we got past that he would make things complicated by asking me out or kissing me. Then my friend Forrest (who's helped me a lot and who, if things definanately don't work between me and Davian and once I get myself in order, I might go out with) went off on him for doing those things. The he tried to make decisions for me that he couldn't make, such as what's best for me, what hurts me, etc. He tried to remove himself from my life and told Forrest to watch over me. I finally got that straightened out and now things between us are better.
Other Issues: Last Friday, my Grandpa went into the hospital. He's been in and out of ICU.

That's really about it. And I might be coming back to ShadowBite.

Wilda - Hehe!

Tasha - Oh, thats so great! I know he still has to have appointments but getting the radiation and chemotherapy is a big things and woooh! Lol, sorry But its like a weirght lifting from your shoulders? So this is goooood And I'm actually so happy, when I read you post that it was his last day yesterday I was actually smiling the whole day And I hope you have fun at the bbq, and that your father and brother had fun at the racetrack!

Becks - Yaah I know hehe. I'm sorry Are you happy about the break-up? In yourself do you feel better? Because you know you always have to look out for yourself yes? I like this Forrest , and I'm glad that you are getting some help from him Are you still seeing a counsellor btw? The space and time you had has seemed to clear things for you, I mean you said you are dealing better I'm sorry about your grandpa He's in my thoughts, as are you! And of course we would all love you back (sorry for speaking for others there ) but whatever you decide Love you Becks!

I'm happy but at the same time I'm not. I know love, that's one of the many reasons we broke up. And no, I don't really feel so good inside right now but I know I have to take care of myself. I like him too. I never went to see one, it was just a thought and I'm too scared to talk to my mom about it. The space did clear things up some and being back is nice but I'm still no for sure about staying.

I miss you too Becca. I would love it if you were back, but only when you are ready Darling.

I hope everyone is having a good Sat

Becks - Oh, I see. Well, I wish I knew more of what to say, but I'm not the best at advise. I don't want you to be getting hurt because of what Davian does or because he's like an influence If you know what I mean? But you aren't happy! I want you to be happy, so you need to find something that makes you over-the-moon oka? And, well its your choice, and whenever you are ready And oh, so you don't want to see one. You don't have to talk to your mother, but why are you scared to? You can always talk to us (especailly the older ones because they give amazing advise and support, its unreal) and Forrest?

Sam - I have had a good Saturday thankyou, what about yours?

Hello everyone...i think some of you may have noticed that i am not posting as much, but i am reading your posts and thinking about you all, but i am so busy with school work right now, i only look and not post much, so i will not be posting much again until at least the end of May (ish)....i hope you all are well and if you need me or want to talk, Sammy has my skype if you want it, some of you have my Facebook and Twitter and you can always PM or email me.