new student, any volunteers to show me round the academy? :)x

WAIT...WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!! i got it!!!!!!!!!!!! Shea isn't Shea or Domino's.....he's Shea Dominos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*dies of laughter*

Shea: Thanks for the update. Let her know that I love her and will miss her.
Just because I might not be your friend or we might not exactly like each other, doesn't mean I want you dead or would be happy if you were. I've gone through depression, thought about suicide, almost attempted, cut myself, and I've known many who have attempted. I don't wish any of that on anyone. I'm not that type of person. I might not like some people but they deserve to live as much as I do. God put them here for a reason same as me, I don't have to like them though. I do however have to respect that they are human and make mistakes as I do, I also have to realize that God loves them as much as he loves me. I started the Domino's nickname actually... *blush*

Rhia: Ah. Nice use of Shea's name. haha

Sam: How are things? No dying, even if it's from laughter.

Tasha: Congrats.

Where's Wilda?

Chole: I know love. As for Gracie. I'm glad she doesn't know. t's best for her not too right now. Maybe when she's a tidbit older.

Alright ladies. I think that I might... I think I might possibly go to a therapist for help on my dreams. Davian is talking to his on Monday and I might go to a session or two with him to help him and then afterwards, I might talk to his about me seeing someone.....

I'll be okay once i'm away from my evil B of a sister

going to go to the Keys today to get awesome sea food

Becca- I had suppress a great big yelp of happiness. I know you said "might' but I have my fingers cross once you experience what's its like talking to a professional, u'll be more open to it. its nothing like the stereotypes. For example, the hubby while at home wont open up or talk much and doesn't know how to handle his emotions. But once we step foot into the social worker's door it's like a floodgate was opened and he can't stop talking. He loves it now. He tried to go to a shrink when he was younger after witnessing his mothers suicide, but he felt the shrink really didn't care about him or his problem and was just concerned for the paycheck. he let that hold him back from talking to professionals until now. And he regrets it. but anyways, yay. I'm glad and hope for the best for you. I really think a therapist can help you with your dreams and emotions and you can go on being happy. Your so young and It hurts my heart that you carry around such sadness when you needn't too.
And Becca, Wilda went on a spring break vacation to visit her in laws. She wont be posting for a week but she said she will try to post because she doesn't think she can go a week without SB...awe.


Everyone- Today is the day. Tonight the hubby starts his chemo pills and then tomorrow morning we go to the hospital and he starts his radiation treatments.

So today, I'm spending a lot of time on ME...lol. Going to take a long hot shower, wash my hair. And groom. Do my hair, my eyebrows my nails. Then do laundry. It's not much laundry but just in case cause since its the first week i dont know how it will go and if i would have time the and stuff so I'm just takin care of all those type of chores. So i will be cleaning as well. I may go all out and turn over the bed and change the sheets and stuff even though i did that last week. lol .

Sammy and Becca: Isn't it just *smiles really big and falls over laughing*

Tasha: Good Luck Tasha and tell your Hubby that he needs to get better for me cause if he doesn't then you'll get super duper worried and stressed out

HI girls! Just wanted to check in. I don't have time to go through and catch up with everyone so I hope you all are doing good. We got to the in-laws early Saturday morning. Trip went well. I'm missing my Florida weather. It's effin freeeeezing here! But we're all good

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SPRING MIGHT FINALLY BE HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All - I can't exactly tell you what Aaron's job is, but basically he got moved up to Level 5 Thats so good news btw!!

Sam - No problem

Rhia - Nothin really, studying and things. Party on Tuesday night though!! You?

Becks - Ahh like Tasha said, I know you only said might, but thats still great progress. Just do as much as you can I'm so proud!!

Wilda - Uh, sorry its cold Compared to Florida I can see why you arent loving it Glad you are all well, talk later! Love you!

Tasha - Yay you are taking a day for yourself! A hot bath solves everything for me I hope its a relaxing day! And good luck with everything tomorrow! My thoughts are with you all day

Chloe spring might finally be here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey ladies who missed me? Touchan, thanks for letting the girls know about my absence. Right now, I am online using my sister's phone If I missed anything, I do apologize.

Rhia: -laughs so hard that I can't breathe- nice nickname

Becca: Thank you for saying that. But he hasnt told me a thing about you all...I didn't exactly check the dates of posts, but I read them.

Sammy: I know, but I wanna drink a little bit

Wilda and Tasha: Sorry, but I'm completely lost.....

Leela: Omg, Leela!!

Kiki: Okies darling, we'll miss you

Everyone: Sorry I won't be on for your reply, but I'll have to go soon, I greatly apologize I miss everyone

Chloe-yeah it's like a 46 degree difference between here and FL. Thats major when you are a Floridian and are used to the heat.

Everyone else, what I miss??

TANIA!!!!!!!!!! *GLOMPS*

LOL I know the feeling! I have to admit I do love to drink, this might be a bad thing o.O

I'm supposed to be reading stuff for school but I'm instead going to the bookstore to buy chocolates yep I am

Hello ladies. I'm just checking in. I'm still around. I'm just really busy with school, even though I'm suppose to be on Spring break. But I have to work as well. I hope you all are well. I'll check back soon. *hugs*

Sam: Anything I can do to help?

Tasha: Don't get your hopes up too much. And thanks for letting me know about Wilda. (:

Chole: Why are you proud?

Tania: He probably hasn't been on since I've posted last love. Give him a break.

Wilda: WILDA!!! I MISSED YOU!!!

Amy: AMY!!! I MISSED YOU TOO!!!!

WIlda how's vacation?

Amy - HIIIII. Glad to here you are well!

Becca- my personal motto is i expect the worse but hope for the best But I'm still positive and I have my fingers crossed for ya!

Tania- good to hear from you.

Sam- Drinking isn;t a bad thing. I like to drink too. Your young, enjoy it.

Rhia- Hi!


Everyone , the hubby is doing great! He was sick last night from affects from the chemo pills. It wouldnt have been too bad if he didnt have to wake up and go to the hospital for his radiation treatments. But he ate breakfast and rested for a bit before his appointment and felt tons better. His radiation treatment has NO affect on him and it was SUPER fast. SO he is doing TONS better and emotionally and mentally he is doing great. AFter hanging with my dad for a few and running some errands , the hubby and I had a nice long work out. I've been dieting on and off for weeks but today i stuck to the diet and started working out. I'm anxious to drop some pounds. But overall, we had a good day.

Glad everything went well love. I'll let you know my decision.

lol i plan on enjoying it tonight

Tasha, I am SO glad your hubby's treatments are going well and that he's doing good

Becca! I missed you too!!!

And everyone else of course!

Vacation is going good except that its freeeeezing here. And being that I am a Florida girl and am used to 80 degree weather, coming down to 40 degree weather can be a pretty big shock lol But we're having a good time with the in-laws event hough there is absolutely nothing to do here.

*jumps up and down around Wilda*
WILDA WILDA I MISS YOU!!!!!!!

I MISS YOU TOO SAM!!!

Sending everyone a BIG hug!!!

I'm extreammly tipsy and I should be asleep... so I think I might do that.. after I get a new computer back ground

Wilda: Come down here, it'll get even colder than 40.

Sam: Sorry I didn't respond to your text last night, I was with my friend Chris...

Ugh, I'm so tired.... This time the no sleep isn't mostly from the nightmares... It's from the pain of having wisdom teeth come in.. :/

Becca, I'm about 15 mins from the AR and MO state line Oh and sorry about your wisdom teeth. I had mine pulled when I was 17 and I know how much that sucked. I've heard of people rubbing tequila on babies gums when they are teething (Tequila! I know right o_O) idk if it works cause I've never tried it, but if your parents would let you, it might help. Regardless, I hope you feel better soon.

Sam, you sure are living 21 up huh? lol I didn't really start drinking until I was 24. I didnt have the taste for it before and then I found out that I love vodka and have gone from there. OH speaking of vodka, if you like vodka mixed drinks, you should try X Rated. It is French Vodka with blood orange, mango, and passionfruit juices. It's REALLY good. The website has a list of recipes for it too.

@Becca I'm sorry about your wisdom teeth

@Wilda: yeah I am... I will defently try that one day. But I'll have to wait as I'm just about broke and can't be spending my money on alchol