new student, any volunteers to show me round the academy? :)x

That's ok Rhia, you're still really young. There will be a guy who will come along and love and appreciate everything about you. Just live life and have fun

Wilda is right, trust me, she makes you feel better and gives great and AMAZING! advice.

Tania: Just be careful love, taht's all I ask.

Rhia: One day, some guy will sweep you right off your feet, and he'll love you for who you are not what you look like. Until then, screw 'em.

Wilda: Maybe you should eat breakfast next time?? lol.

lol yeah I've been eating breakfast before working out now. I have learned my lesson lol

Good I'm glad.

Wilda - I'm glad you sorted out your post-work-out problem! With me, if I eat before i work out then I get sick After you work out, just walk about for a bit, gradually getting slower, then your muscles cool down Hehe, that's what I heard then .. it was you singing loudly .. thought it was a cat joking! Im glad you and your kids had fun singing and dancing!

Becks - Ahhhhhh! I'm sorry! We all miss you here too! Gracie is doing well, she just goes into hospital for a few check-ups now and then She's strong, as you know She was ecstatic when I told her about you and Davian, and your new year start to forget the depression! She started clapping, and kissing the computer screen? You know her

Rhia - Hon! Those guys are jerks if they don't see how absolutely amazing you are! As Becca said you will find a guy who loves you for every single one of your qualities! You just gota wait for that guy, and until then ... HAVE FUN! Love you honey

Tati - No problem, you are a lovely girl and I welcome anyone I know this is a little late to your boy trouble but I have some advice id like to add. So you said preciously that all you want from him is his love. And to be honest, love is a hard thing to give for a lot of people. He may have problems with commitment, or problem with opening up, and opening his heart. - Thats where you come in, if you want to then you're his key! Now, I'm not saying a relationship with this guy is the best thing, because it can completely backfire and you will be extremely hurt! But perhaps as a friend. You confront him and tell him what he's doing, and don't hold back, he's hurt you and he needs to know! (Do this to his face, by the way) then you tell him that you're there to love him - as a lover and/or as a friend. Just let him know you're there


Btw guys my friends round here! I may have mentioned him before may not have (but go along with it or you'll bruise his ego)
So ladies, Greg.. Greg, ladies.

Chole~ I'm glad to hear that she's gotten better. (: As for her reaction to my decision.. wow is the only word that comes to mind.. (:

Gracie~ You're silly. (:

Greg~ Hi, I'm Becca.

Awwww Chole. It was good to read about Gracie. I've been kind of down and reading about how much better she is doing and how happy she got about the news of Becca, brought a smile to my face.
Hello to ur guy Greg

Anything I can do to help, Tash?

Chloe: i know i know it's just hard with all the stuff going on in my life i mean my great grandpa died last year 2 weeks before school started and the year before that 2 weeks before christmas my great grandma died. so i'm still mourning both of them but it's getting easier and with you guys to talk to it's hard to be sad when i think of how many blessings i have (tell gracie she's one of them )

Becca: becca oh becca so many things to say but so little space to say it. well i'll just say this: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wilda: don't forget to eat breakfast!!!!!!!!!!

Tania: don't worry about me honey i'll be fine okay i'm a big strong girl (well by big i mean age cause i'm like 100 lbs at most right now )

Greg: hi Greg . Be good to Chloe or else

Chloe: Thanks so much for the advice. Really, I've told him "I love you," way too many times to count. I've been in a relationship with him twice (and it didn't even last a week!) and I got/get hurt majorly. So far, things only last somewhat around a month of us being "friends with benefits," but that's not what I want. Oh, and he does have "commitment," problems; he told me himself...and that he's afraid of "love," because he got hurt so many times by others before. And that's why I stay even when the pain is tortureous (spelling?) and unbearable. I want him to know that I trully (spelling?) love him and always will, no matter what and that I'll always be here for him.

Greg: Hi!!!!! I'm Tati (or, well known as "Tania,"). Don't you dare do anything that's negative to and for Chloe. We hear anything bad, you'll regret it.

Rhia: Your strength is trully admirable!

Becca: You're still amazing ^_^

Tasha: I love and miss you! How are you hon?

Everyone: Who is Gracie? I'm such a newbie

Becks - haha! I know right? She's a looney! But thats why we all love her isn't it?
From Gracie - eyh up, im not silly (she actually winked!)
From Greg - Hello nice to finally talk to you

Tasha - Aw, tell us why you've been feeling down? I hate this. Im glad Gracie cheered you up
From Gracie - yipdeedoo! She tells me to tell you she will always make you smile! And that she doesn't want you upset! She says if you're sad again, she'll smack your bottom Aha!

Rhia - I just know what you went through with the guys, alot of guys just use me for my looks, and for a period i was so down that i didn't even care, and i just wanted fun y'know? But you've got to realise that you are the most beautiful person, inside aswell as out and they need to notice that and love it And im sorry honey about your losses!
From Gracie - yaya! i better be! i love you!!

Tati - No problem, you can ask me anything and I will do my best to help you! Thats good, because well dispite everything he still comes back to you right? Thats gota mean something. But i don't want you gettnig hurt okay?! Promise me!
And Gracie is my little sister She says a "fat hi" and blows you a kiss!

FROM GREG - Hi ladies. Just to let you know I would never do anything to hurt Leela, and please don't compare me to Shane. He was a dick. I never liked him. Lol. Oh, and sadly we aren't dating, we've known eachother since we were babies, she's my best friend and im glad she has you girls. Wow, not going to lie, felt kind of intimidated lol. Bye x

Hehe! What a tease And btw, Leela is his nickname for me, when we were young he couldn't say Celilanor or Lelaney, so he went with Leela? Aha!
Gosh, its so hard to type when i've got these two idiots messing about and bumping me Gracie is not going to get to sleep tonight! xx

OK....I've missed quite a bit, haven't I lol?

Hi Gracie...hope you're doing good.

Hi Greg, I'm Ela and I live in Wales. How are ya?

Chloe: Yes, he comes back. Lol, I might start calling you "Leela," may I? Hi Gracie!!!!! Wow, I think Greg's a keeper *wink wink* heehee.

Greg: You should be intimidated. Us girls stick together like wolves. Mess with one of us, you're messing with the pack. But don't worry, our bite is much worse than our bark

Everyone: Anyone else crave a Mocha Moolatte, other than me?????

Rhia: *shaking head* what was that for? lol

Tati: Thanks love, so are you.

Chole: Yes, that is why we love her. (:
Gracie: Are too. =P
Greg: You too, I might as well tell you now. If you do hurt her, I will not hesitate to buy a plane ticket and find you. I'm blunt, if you can't tell.

Ela: Yes love, you have but we'll fill you in.

Greg: You should be intimidated.

Girls: I don't think I'm going to be with Davian much longer. *sobs*

Thanks for the concern ladies. I'm okay. Just my emotions are all over the place. Friday my dad went for surgery to remove tumors in his colon. I literally was in the hospital surgical waiting ALL day and no one could update me about my dad. My mother and hubby Omar came at about 6pm and my hubby took me for a walk and to get a cup of coffee. And when we came back my mom was crying and she told us the doctor finally came out to speak to us. They removed the tumor but it showed that it was definitely cancerous. He will need treatments after he recovers from the surgery. Plus his liver is damaged from all the years of drinking ( my used used to be a heavy drinker but he hasn't drank in 15 years). I couldn't see him that day, he is in intensive care and they only allow one visitor at a time i was too emotional and didn't want my dad to see me like that. Still am. I haven't visited him yet. But Since my mom and brother and hubby worked all week ( today is Monday but it's a holiday so they are off), I'm the one in charge of visiting my dad everyday and staying with him all day. But I'm being selfish a little bit. My mom says my dad is out of it because of the drugs and morphine. They also are giving him blood transfusions around the clock cause something abnormal is going on with his blood. He's hooked up to several machines. I just don't know if my emotions are in check enough to handle all that stuff again. So Saturday and Sunday i just moped around having my own pity party. Today I'm going to do housework and chores and stuff i wont be able to do all week. Tomorrow i go to see my dad for the first time but it will be another emotional day...all his tests.. the tests they doing for his cancer , to see what stage if it spread etc, and his blood work test all come back tomorrow. So it'll be another anxious day waiting around for results.


And Becca whats up with you and Davian

Aww Tasha I am soooo sorry! *HUGS* I'm here for you anytime. I know it's not the same as being there in person. Believe me, I would if I could. You can always talk to me on here or facebook though. Sending lots of love and Prayers to you, Your Dad, and your family!

Becca, what's going on hun?

HI Greg! I'm Wilda and I agree with Tania lol.

Gracie-HI Sweetie! Glad to hear you are doing good. Love you *HUGS*

Chloe-That was definitely not a cat you heard. It was in fact me lol. Glad to have you back on here. We've all missed you! *HUGS*

sorry i wasn't on over the weekend girls. It was a rough one for me.

Here's the explanation copied from the What are you up to topic

I had a super long, stressful and emotional weekend. Found some news out and got srsly hurt and betrayed by a my hubby's nefew. We both were. It takes a lot for me to trust someone and once you lose that trust, it's almost impossible to get it back. I can either be a great friend to have or your worst enemy. And I don't reccommend the latter. My husband told him that he needed to talk to me b/c I'm the ONLY reason he still lives here. He told him that he didnt know what to say or how to even bring it up. The few times he saw me, he started to say something but then ran. WTF? I didn't know I was such a hard person to talk to. I know I can be scary sometimes but damn *sigh*

On a happier note one of my best friends came over Saturday night. We stayed up until 5:30am watching movies and talking. It was a lot of fun. but then my son got me up at 8:30am. So less than 3 hours of sleep. I was a bit of a grouch yesterday and the lack of sleep made me super emotional. I cried off and on which just made me angry with myself lol. But i feel a lot better today. Still tired but its not as bad as it was Sunday.

Anyways, I hope you all have a wonderful week!

Tati - Of course, hehe! Call me what you like And Gracie says "hiiiiiyaaaa!"
From Greg - Lol, well im glad. go right ahead if i do hurt her! obvs im a keeper

Becks - babe! Whats up with you and Davian?! Gracie says to smile, and be silly too?
From Greg - thats 1 thing chlo loves about you

Tasha - No! Im so so sorry Tasha! And you aren't being selfish! You're upset, and you don't have to stay strong, thats what we are here for, to help you i love you

Wilda - Im glad you are on aswell! Missed you like crazy! Love you! Argh whatever he did im sorry that he's made you mad! But its great to hear that you had a good night with your friend Gracie says huggies! and is now hugging herself Oh, and i your VA quotes
From Greg - Lol. and im sorry bout your nephew, guy needs to grow a pair!

Gregs going now ladies Says thanks, and bye <- yeah he wanted me to put that face?

Haha, I'm so behind now!

Tasha: Its okay hon, we're here for you.

Becca: Oh my gosh, are you okay?! That's not cool at all! Remember, I'm here to help and listen! <3

Leela: Tell Gracie I'm happy to meet her. (I vote on keeping Greg I'm so jealous lol).

Greg: Bye mister! And it's like, twenty girls to one guy. You're more likely to be intimidated

Wilda: Glad you're online and feeling better.

Gosh this house has become so boring since he left So funny! Me and Gracie said bye, then we just sat down like ..hmmm Don't worry though, i went and tickled her to end the silence

Tati - Hehe, why you jealous sweet? And he said 'lol, i usually have some back up when im with that many girls. talk another time, until then .. ' And Gracie's always happy to meet new people

Ela - Forgot to add before! Hehe, i hate being behind on this stuff! Just add comments And Greg said 'im great, thanks for asking, yourself? and that he loves the welsh accent He tries to mimick it all the time ... not successful though

Gota go make tea!
Night ladies x

Greg - Lol...good good. I'm good thanks. Lol...my accent is more English than Welsh when I speak English, but my Welsh is very fluent as it's my first language....do you know any Welsh words?

Chole - It's fine lol...i've missed out on a bit as well.

Chloe: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... is this a lovely fragrance of roses that will be given to a certain Chloe from a certain Greg i smell in in the not so far off future. I totally agree with the girls. Greg is a keeper

Tania: thanks honey but i'm not very strong in the physical sense

Becca: oh that was just something to relieve some stress

Greg Don't worry like Tania said we're like a wolf pack you hurt one of us you hurt us all but when it comes to the Alpha we all are cause we all respect each other equaly so we all have to agree on something before we move forward so if you do hurt Chloe you might have some time to run for your life oh and you should be imtimidated

All: I hope that you all are okay and are having fun

Leela: Because he is a keeper (unlike someone I know that's constantly confused). Awhh, Gracie sounds like such a cutie.

Greg: Lol, hope your "back-up" won't chicken out with a pack of girls

Rhia: Hon, maybe not physically, but you are mentally strong. Thanks by the way. A pack is only as strong as they are one. Since we're all practically on the same side, we strengthen one another

Tasha: You're not being selfish love. You're just trying to hold strong as not to upset him. But you don't have to do it alone.

Ladies: As for me and Davian, right now we are having some... problems that we are currently trying to work out but I'm in so much pain from them right now, it makes me question if this is worth it. My immediate answer is yes, but I can''t find reasons why. As of right now, I'm going to try and salvage what i can, but it might not be much.

Gracie: I'm trying honey, but I really love him, so with the thought of losing him, it's hard.
Greg: What the fact that I'm willing to hunt you down if you hurt her?

Tati: No love, I'm not ok, but I hope to be soon. Thanks love.

Wilda: You're not a hard person to talk to at all love.

Rhia: lol, I can tell love. You feel better now? And he won't really have much time, I'll be buying a plane ticket asap and hunting him down. I really should've done that with Shane too. Still can..... *toying with the idea in her mind*

Becca: Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh that's a great idea about hunting down Shane - that asshole -but really great idea Hon

Chloe: so Chloe where does Shane live??????? I mean really it's not like Becca and I are gonna hunt him down or anything *hides knife/dagger behind back*

Greg: Be scared of us be very scared muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but seriously don't back out on us! stand your ground. we might even let you join the pack.................... as long as you don't try to become the Alpha male cause if you do that then you're dead meat

Tania: i agree a pack is only as strong as it's members and Honey you're strong to just in different ways then others

Tasha: you are not selfish okay you are trying to be strong in a time were if i were put in your shoes i couldn't be strong and Hon i admire your strength

Wilda: Wilda you are one of the easiest people i know to talk to