What's everyone up to?

I wish I was a little bit stronger Kim and Amy. I have to put on the brave face and the strong cool and collected composure. I need to be strong for everyone I know and myself. But how can I do that when I feel so much guilt?

Dying as in I've lost more than ten pounds and you can see every outline of my bones sick. I've been eating though, or trying. Plus the mornign sickness has subsided.

Well I know that me saying you shouldn't feel any guilt probably won't help, so I'll just say that you don't have to put on any act! You're loved ones will want to know how you're feeling! They won't want you to lie to them about your health?!

And Oh gosh! Atleast you are doing the best you can. I hope you will put on so much weight soon! Seriously though, make sure you are eating



And haha! I celebrated fathers day with my brother It was so funny, I pretended that he was the father.

Ash ~ Now that I know what you mean by dying, I don' think you will. I'm sure with all the stress you've been through and the morning sickness it has been hard for you to eat. But now that the Morning sickness is going away, I know your doing this, try to eat more. I know this isn't related to your situation but when I was sick with the stomach flu I was told to eat comfort food. These foods make you feel good and are easy to digest. Like eggs, bread, crakers, chicken, noodles, popcycles, pretzels, etc. PLease make sure you are drinking a lot of fluids. I'm glad your on the road to recovery. And you are strong. You have proven that already by getting Jeff to talk to you and wanting to take care of your baby girl. Keep it up. *hugs*

Okay, so today I got a call at 6:30 in the morning. I was asked to sub for a half day in the middle school (grades 6-. I had to be there by 7:30. I think I broke a record with getting ready. I was showered, dressed, hair dried, makeup on, and bag ready to go in half an hour. It usually takes about an hour. And guess what. All I did was replay the same 15 minute video to different groups of kids every 20 minutes and it was on the 1970's. I thought I was going to go insane.Now it's time to relax for tomorrow I start work at a daycare center. No summer vacation for me. Oh well, I need the money.

Ash: Maybe you should go see a doctor again. They'd be able to prescribe some sort of suppliment that will help get your body weight up again. Strength doesn't come immediately, you have to work for it. And I know you can.

Amy: oh, god, that would have been the most boring day ever. Was the video interesting to watch the first couple of times?

Wilda: OMG! They showed the Grey's Anatomy final last night. My sister and I were freaking out! I think I was shaking the entire episode.
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irresistable-shadow wrote:

And haha! I celebrated fathers day with my brother It was so funny, I pretended that he was the father.

Nice Chole. I couldn't celebrate it with my dad. He's on the road too much.

Kim it was interesting the first time becuase it was made by the students, then I was bored. I tryed to read or work on writing my book but the students wanted to talk so I had to stay standing the whole time and walked around the room.

darkangel24 wrote:

Kim it was interesting the first time becuase it was made by the students, then I was bored. I tryed to read or work on writing my book but the students wanted to talk so I had to stay standing the whole time and walked around the room.

Evil students, haha

Dark Angel wrote:

irresistable-shadow wrote:

And haha! I celebrated fathers day with my brother It was so funny, I pretended that he was the father.

Nice Chole. I couldn't celebrate it with my dad. He's on the road too much.

Awh im sorry!
But me too! My mother and father are always working away, I see them like once every 4-5 months?
I hope your father comes home to you soon and never leaves you again



And Kim, Gosh! That sounds very tiring Im sorry
Hehe Kim ...i am an evil student JK im one of the nice ones, depends if the teacher decides to pick on me or not?

And YOU'RE KINDA BACK?! Woooooh! I hope you are having a wonderful time with your sister

Sry I've been mia girls. My internet is being extra slow this week and decides to cut off at random times like when I had a longer reply and hit send a few mins ago GRRR! But I just wanted to let you know that I'm ok, so if I'm not on for a few days or more thats why. Hope everyone is doing great and is well! XOXO

irresistable-shadow wrote:

And YOU'RE KINDA BACK?! Woooooh! I hope you are having a wonderful time with your sister

lol, I know! Nothing can stop my shadow bite addiction....well, at least I can't. Yeah, I'm having heaps of fun! Not only with my sister, but I get to see my best friend more than I usually would (since she lives so far away normally) so It's really good.

Good to hear you're still alive Wilda. It sucks when the internet doesn't work properly.


EDIT: Breaking News in Australia. We now have our first ever FEMALE Prime Minister. There was a show down between Kevin Rudd and the vice Julia Gillard....except the show down didn't happen, Kevin stood down so Julia won by default. There's supposed to be an election end of this year/beginning of next year, so there's a possibility she'll be pushed out anyway. But...it's sort of odd having her there. The problem with Kevin stepping down is that we'll never know if he would have won or not...People think having Julia as the PM will change everything, but it's not like Kevin was making all the decisions, she was up there in them all too...however, I think she's better than the opposition Tony Abbott...he's just strange.
Sorry, no more politics

I was watching the world cup earlier darn Serbia didn't win, D:< but the US won their match. TOMORROW ITALY PLAYS!

Not The Blood wrote:

I was watching the world cup earlier darn Serbia didn't win, D:< but the US won their match. TOMORROW ITALY PLAYS!

Australia got knocked out already...although I haven't been paying attention to the soccor, and don't really care...but it's a bit upsetting that they're out of it already.

SecretMagic wrote:

Not The Blood wrote:

I was watching the world cup earlier darn Serbia didn't win, D:< but the US won their match. TOMORROW ITALY PLAYS!

Australia got knocked out already...although I haven't been paying attention to the soccor, and don't really care...but it's a bit upsetting that they're out of it already.

Yeah they got knocked out with Serbia. It was Australia and Serbia 2-1 but the other 2 teams in the group have more accumulated points which canceled out Australia's win.

Not The Blood wrote:

SecretMagic wrote:

Not The Blood wrote:

I was watching the world cup earlier darn Serbia didn't win, D:< but the US won their match. TOMORROW ITALY PLAYS!

Australia got knocked out already...although I haven't been paying attention to the soccor, and don't really care...but it's a bit upsetting that they're out of it already.

Yeah they got knocked out with Serbia. It was Australia and Serbia 2-1 but the other 2 teams in the group have more accumulated points which canceled out Australia's win.

Sports and their systems are so confusing sometimes.

I went to a local pub for trivia last night, and it was so much fun. My team came equal second with this group of guys sitting in the corner, and they ended up buying us glasses of wine for helping them with a question, and then their team migrated to our table after trivia ended and sat with us for like 2.5 hours. We had to leave before they did because, other than me the other girls had work in the morning. But it was so cool. I've never had a drink bought for me by someone else before, and it was just a really fun night...except I woke up this morning with a bruise down my entire right leg...turns out I was leaning up against the table at the pub WAY too hard.

Hey ya'll. Sorry I've been kind of missing the past few days. been super busy. I'm so tired I can pass out writing this.

So today something happened out of the blue. I'm engaged. lol . We both were just visiting my dad and I was enjoying myself playing with the wheelchair while they were chit chating and really nonchalantly my bf ( er, fiance now ) went to my dad and was like I wanted to ask you, may I have your permission to ask your daughter to marry me? I was so shocked I damn near fell out of the wheelchair. My dad responded " Yeahhhh! I don't have a problem with it, but make sure Tash doesn't have a problem with it!" Lol. So then my bf goes So, do you have a problem with marrying me? I was like No. And so now where engaged. Happened in a matter or two minutes while sitting in a wheelchair in my dad's room of a rehabilitation facility. Crazy!

Peace love n VA wrote:

So today something happened out of the blue. I'm engaged. lol . We both were just visiting my dad and I was enjoying myself playing with the wheelchair while they were chit chating and really nonchalantly my bf ( er, fiance now ) went to my dad and was like I wanted to ask you, may I have your permission to ask your daughter to marry me? I was so shocked I damn near fell out of the wheelchair. My dad responded " Yeahhhh! I don't have a problem with it, but make sure Tash doesn't have a problem with it!" Lol. So then my bf goes So, do you have a problem with marrying me? I was like No. And so now where engaged. Happened in a matter or two minutes while sitting in a wheelchair in my dad's room of a rehabilitation facility. Crazy!

NO FAIR! I was about to try and post it here before you since I saw it on facebook XD lmao!

Tasha ~ Congrats. Your story brought a smile to my face, which I really needed. How is your dad by the way?

Peace love n VA wrote:

So today something happened out of the blue. I'm engaged. lol . We both were just visiting my dad and I was enjoying myself playing with the wheelchair while they were chit chating and really nonchalantly my bf ( er, fiance now ) went to my dad and was like I wanted to ask you, may I have your permission to ask your daughter to marry me? I was so shocked I damn near fell out of the wheelchair. My dad responded " Yeahhhh! I don't have a problem with it, but make sure Tash doesn't have a problem with it!" Lol. So then my bf goes So, do you have a problem with marrying me? I was like No. And so now where engaged. Happened in a matter or two minutes while sitting in a wheelchair in my dad's room of a rehabilitation facility. Crazy!

Tasha, that's awesome! Congrats! *hugs* I'm so happy for you!

Happy engagement Tasha.

I'm back. Exams are over. Its been a long two week and thats only counting the time I've been of shadowbite. Looking forward to reading some good books and watching FIFA.

Kim Hahahaha! YAY! Im glad you are having an incredible time YOu deserve to be having fun, you're one of the most amazing people I know And iknow, this site really is addictive
And on the football topic - Engladn ae rubbish but still going through
Politics -Wickeddd England had one a whie bac, but wow! Are you pleased?

Tasha OhMyGosh! Thats amazing, Im so happy for you! If you're happy with it, then im over the moon WOW! I hope you have an amazing life together, and you must tell us all the details of every part of your new chapter WOOOOOOOH!

Everyone having an amazing time i hope?

Not The Blood wrote:

NO FAIR! I was about to try and post it here before you since I saw it on facebook XD lmao!

Lol, aw how sweet! Sorry I have a big mouth and couldn't hold it in ...lol


Thanks Ya'll

:-)

Tasha! Congratulations! What a perfect engadgement. I needed that smile as well.

Well no more wallowing in pity here! I'm better and I've gained like twenty pounds, damn in laws! Haha just kidding! But I've gained a lot and I've gotten better. Christophe is in a silver rattle my brother and sister in law picked out. Jeff is bigger, not fat, but where he sould be weight wise, he almost crushed me. So that's a good sign no?

Um, well the surgery was interesting. I felt nothing, woke up and felt everything! I got to hold Christophe, it was hard but I didn't cry, I just kissed him and Jeff held him and so did Dylan and Meghan (Brother and Sister in laws). They cried, but I just knew I'd see him again some day. But it's a girl, the living one, so her name is Mackenzie Diana. Wasn;t sure if all of you knew. But I have the sickest scar! It's a lightening bolt! I keep tracing it and each time I do, Mac likes to kick me there, or whatever 4 month olds do.

Kimmy Kangaroo is back! So you having fun? Say yes so Mac will dance!

Chole when are you not over the moon?

Thanks Ash! Hope things are getting better for you!

So, i'm running around like a chicken with my head chopped off. I have so much to do and not enough time to do it. And i'm worried. Very very worried about my dad. He's been looking sicker than usual- though he will deny it up and down. Though the doctors said after his heart attack he didn't need heart surgery or anything we just found out his heart isn't working right. He is a diabetic and has been retaining water and having swelling from it. But, that happens to diabetics plus it's a side of effect of the medication he is taking for the infection in his blood. So though it's unnerving, we were told to expect that. However, his doctor came to check up on him and said he thinks its TOO much retention and since he's kidney tests came back good ( his kidneys are working) they think it's his heart not working right. Sigh. So, I'm stressing and worried about my daddy but I'm supposed to be studying

I've kinda been MIA because I'm taking a summer course, but it's condensed. All the work of a normal regular semester class condensed to six intense weeks. So everyday i wake up at 8am study til 12 or 1 then get for school, commute to school and attend class. I don't get out of class til 9pm. I have my first test Monday. So i'm supposed to be studying and it's alot of material to cover. But, Friday i was doing errands ( bank, post office, supermarket) and then brought food and clothes to my dad and visited my dad and when i came home i just relaxed and watched some tv until i fell asleep. Today I'm doing laundry and house work and i have to cram hardcore because tomorrow is the Gay Pride Parade and i promised my friend i would go WEEKS ago and we even bought tickets for the after parade party. So, I can't back out now.

I guess I'm off to study. Lol. I was procrastinating in writing my lengthy response but it helped to vent. Miss you all!

L.Dragomir: Well done finishing exams. It's always a good feeling.

Chloe: Aw thanks chloe! I think you're a pretty amazing person too. I'm not sure what I feel about the new prime minister...I mean, it's cool that we've got a female now, but nothing's really changed much yet.

Ash: I'm sorry you had to have surgery. But I'm glad little Mac is still doing well and that you've put on a lot more weight. Definitely healthy. Well Mac can dance then, because I'm having heaps of fun. I just had the most awesome weekend ever and I'm sort of sad it's over...but still a few more weeks of holidays

Tasha: Ugh, I hope you give yourself a few minutes to breathe. I hope your class goes well, and then your dad gets better soon. Have fun at the Gay Pride Parade.