new student, any volunteers to show me round the academy? :)x

We should totally do it! And then move the location to one of our houses every year! Problem is, I doubt all of us have the money to fly to a different state, or like those in school or underage *couch cough* me *cough cough* whose parents probably won't let them.... I personally would have to wait until I'm 18 or so....

We could work something out so that we either change the location or we have a fixed location that is good for everyone, I would so love to meet you all... is anyone going to Faerie-Con this year in Baltimore?

State and country Becca!

Sam~ Alas, no... Otherwise I would totally meet you up there As for a fixed location, I think it would be cool but even with the fixed location, I have no money and no parental permission until I'm 18 and I might not even have the money then... /: Grr face....

Ela~ Ah yes, I forget that Wales is in another country. I vow to go there and visit you and we will make chair art and play spoons one day! Haha.

I'm confused...more then I usually am at least.

What state are you in Becca?

Rhia, we are talking of ways all of us could meet up.. HEY...

OMG i have like the best idea! if we all can't get to one place, maybe we can all skype? its free, and if you have a head set we can all talk to each other.. it would be so much fun. i have a skype, ela too... let me know what you all think

anyways, failed spanish test.. about killed me trying to do it.. at aunts and going to eat my sandwich and read Bad Taste In Boys

I have a skype but I can't use it cause.....my laptops still needs to be fixed and my sister won't let me use hers.

Becca - HELL YEAH! You could come to my school one day and we could get a few of us playing spoons! that would be so awesome!

Rhia.. that is very mean of your sister -_-

Sam~ Missouri.. In a little town.. *sigh* I can't wait to get out of it, any place is better than the little town I live in.

Ela~ Dude! YES! One problem, would your friends like me? Haha, I know.. I'm insecure.. Haha.

In other news. I'M GONNA LOVE MY JOB! I start tomorrow and the two girls I'm gonna be baysitting are adorable. And the cats are being weird.... Haha.

Becca, I have some friends in Missouri... i know how it feels to wannt to get out of a place, i want out of florida so bad

I have no school today!!!!!!

Wow, I missed so much in only two days lol. Things for me? Still confusing and hard as ever with Dominos. Really dunno what to do, again but I'm trying to figure things out. Recently did a big number on my arm which got me to stop cutting for the moment. Went to one of my best friend's house and slept over...bad part, I kissed, cuddled and made out with her brother! Yeah, kinda not good considering she's one of my best friends! I feel like part of the family! He's one year younger than me! And I'm about to be a junior while he'll be a freshman...nice going me... meh...any advice?....

Tania, I wish I knew what to say but I don't know ... | I'm sorry

It's okay Sammy. I just am not sure of which way to go now. I'm just really confused about a lot.

I wish I could tell you the right answer but I wouldn't know where to start

Hey ladies, didnt read your comments, just jumping on to say i'm going book shoppingggg. Borders is closing down, for good and so everything is finale sale but i heard they have wicked great sales prices. The website says 40% off but my friend went over the weekend and said the deals are even better than that. SO if you have access to a borders bookstore, go! I'll report back later. I have very limited spending cash so i'm hoping to score alot for very little. lol

It's okay Sammy I'll just try harder to understand what to do and what I'm feeling. Honestly, I wanna stick by Dominos, but I feel like he's a lost cause...

Tasha! I know its so sad about borders! I think I have one more store close to me that is open if I can today I am going down to check it out.

Tania, one thing i will say is this... you need to do what makes you happy, your happiness comes first

That's kinda the problem both Dominos and my best friend's brother make me happy although, I didn't expect her brother to fall for me and I sure as HECK didn't expect me to think he's cute and everything....

Sam~ Yea. I'd rather live in the city. (:

Tania~ You promised you'd stop cutting love. You made me this promise a long time ago. If these two make you homestly happy then you wouldn't be hurting yourself like this. I've been there and I understand what it feels like. I understand the need to cuty when something's wrong or when you hate yourself. I also understand the feeling from it. I've experienced it so I completely understand. I get that it's an addiction and I get thatt it's a batlle. I've been clean for about three months and some days, even though I really am honestly happy, when I get into a low, I crave it. I understand how hard it is to stop and let go. But I've done it, it's possible. As for your giuy situation, I'm sorry dear but I'm about to be blunt and sound really cold hearted right now. Stop focusing on guys to take the pain away becuase it's never gonna work! Quit trying to kill pain with them and actually focus on you! You DON'T need a guy to make you feel better! And with Shea, stop focusing on trying to fix him! You can't help anyone untilyou can help yourself! I'm sorry if you feel this is cold hearted but it needed to be said.

Becca: It's not blunt, it's true that's why I love you guys, you tell me nothing but the truth. You don't tell me what I want to hear, but what I need to hear. Shea does make me happy, but he's a leech that just feeds off me. So now, it's all gone away and done with. As for the other one, well, didn't really think much of him till yesterday. And, maybe it is just time to take a break and be me for a change, just like I used to.
Thanks Sammy and Becca, you are amazing to me

Tania, it is blunt love. It's as blunt as I can be. You're welcome m'dear.

Your welcome Tania, .. Yeah, being you is what is most important

Becca: Not blunt to me you just know what to say to pick me back up

Sammy: Yes, I know. I'm real, I'm me, and I'm going to try and be happy

Tania~ Well, I was being pretty blunt dear. It can get worse sometimes. Haha. I try to be nice about it but sometimes I can't.

By the way, listen to this song. You'll like it trust me.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-zg9xS87wgU&NR=1

And just because a guy calls you pretty or something, doesn't always mean it's genuine. Hunter backed off of me because he was just going to end up playing me and stringing me along and he said he didn't want to do that with me. Pretty much what he does is he tries to create a replacement for the girl he loves. He didn't want me to get hurt in the process.