new student, any volunteers to show me round the academy? :)x

Sam - Glad you like your new hair

Bex - I'm Sorry. And like Tasha said it would be a lie to say I don't want to know, but I understand completely. I hope things get better quickly! Love you honey!

Tasha - Good news about it not being a seizure, but i'm sorry about the enlarged heart. Hopefully it won't be too bad a problem? Tell him I said "Hope you are feeling oka, and give Tasha a massive hug for me? " Hehe!

Wilda - I. Hate. Your. Internet. Lol! No, I really do Hope you're well

Rhia - HEY sisterrrrr

Wilda: not much but my mom's taking me to the mall today so i can get new dress shoes and a couple new bras cause the only comfy one i own is bright scarlet.....so I'm in need of some normal colored ones

Chloe: Hey there sister what's going on?

Thank you ladies.

Update: I HATE DRAMA!!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!!

Drama sucks unless it's on tv, in a movie, or in a book. Hope the drama dies down soon Becca. HUGS.

So do I love, believe me, so do I... I find it hard to function now a days already, this just makes things worse..

@becca: *hugs*

Now I am going to B*tch.. beware
and now let the B*thching comence.....

Okay so lets start back at last friday. My dad and I are talking on skype about how I have no drive and I stay up all night and i'm lazy and do nothing that I'm mean to everyone. and the last thing I ever want to do is dispoint my parents especially my dad. i get my immuization papers for my new college in and I think great all I need to do is talk to an academic advisor... WRONG! I look at my MY FIU and see my papers have to be signed and they are not and thus they will not allow me to register for classes. I call my mom she makes an appointment at the doctors, I go to school.. the advismet doesn't help me. I have to drive all the way to miami to get a menagistis shot then back up to FIU to speak with an english department head. Then I forget i have HW in drama try to do that ... that is a failre (doing it in the morning) my head phones broke in 2 I dropped my phone.. my arm hurts.. and I have a headache ..... end of b*tch rant
- needless to say to day sucked

Sam, colleges are known for making things difficult. Don't take it personal. They will give you the run around. I hope all the school stuff gets sorted out.

As for the stuff your dad said to you, ignore it. My parents said similar and worse stuff to me. They don't respect me. But it's okay. As long as you know your doing what you want to be doing and you are trying, then parents will be parents. Don't let it affect you. I'm proud of you and don't think you are lazy. If that means anything. HUGS.

Thank yo.. just yesterday it was one bad thing after another after another it got so overwhelming

It sucks we have days like that, more often then good days it seems. But then it makes the good days so much more meaningful I think.

Sam, I agree with everything Tasha said!

I'm slightly confuzzeled

Thank you Tasha and Wilda
I'm slightly better I'm intoxicated

.. Rhia I had a crappy day weds

Lol Sam. My fiancee wanted to buy my brother a case of beer as a thank you for driving us to the hospital everyday. So i was thinking i could really use a drink, but then i remembered I'm on medication and can't drink. :pouts: I HATE being sick.

I had the oddest dream last night o_O like creepy odd

Tash: I'm sorry you are sick *sends healing vibes*

how is every one today?

crappy looks like I have the same stupid stomach bug my daughter had last weekend.

How are you Sam?

Oh, sorry abouts that Sammy

Hope you get better Wilda

I'm fine and it's........................................SPRING BREAK

Hope u feel better Wilda.


I went back to my doctors today cause I fnished my meds and Im not even the slightest bit better. My doc gave me an additonal inhaler because i could barely breathe. The hubby had to wake me up several times because i was wheezing so bad and gasping for breath last night. I also got perscribition cough medicine. I cant wait to take it and go to bed but i have to wait to eat and then take it cause it has codeine in it.
My dad got sick too. He got heavy duty antibiotics and the same cough medicine .

Rhia- happy spring break. Any plans?

Tasha:1st;NY,2nd;CT,3rd;MA

at least that's what I think we're doing hehe

Oh visiting my neck of the woods eh ( new york) ? llol

@Tash: I'm sorry you are sick get better very very soon

@Wilda I hope you feel better soon

@Rhia: yay! spring break!! have fun!

Ladies, I'm sorry but life is just getting too hard lately. I don't have energy for even the simplest things anymore. I'm leaving ShadowBite for awhile. I don't know if I'm coming back. Right now so much in my life is crumbling, I just need to focus on me. I hope you understand. For those who would like to text me, Sam has my number but be sure to tell me who you are. For those who'd like to email me, send me a PM. I love you all and I don't want to leave, but I might....

Dark Angel wrote:

Ladies, I'm sorry but life is just getting too hard lately. I don't have energy for even the simplest things anymore. I'm leaving ShadowBite for awhile. I don't know if I'm coming back. Right now so much in my life is crumbling, I just need to focus on me. I hope you understand. For those who would like to text me, Sam has my number but be sure to tell me who you are. For those who'd like to email me, send me a PM. I love you all and I don't want to leave, but I might....

Huggles .. We will miss you Becca bit we understand and I am always here. Text me when ever even if its just to chit chat. I'll give your number if you are okay with and only if you are. I hope everything gets better soon, and know we all love you very much

Thank you Sam. I'm comfortable with it as long as it the girl's I know. I will check this for the next few days but after that,it'll be sparsely. As of right now I haven't decided to reply to posts or not but for these next couple of days, I will reply to PMs... Possibly posts as well. I love you girls,but right now life is handing me a hard situation that I need to sort through.

okay, anyone who would like Becca's number just PM me. And Good Morning everyone

Awe Becca. I'll PM you this as well as post it. HUGS. I know things seem impossible for you right now. But things will get better, even if you cant see it, feel it or even imagine it.Things will get better.I know ur break up has been sending you over the edge. I'm sorry you have to go through that. But, you both are young and it doesnt mean things are over forever. U can use the good times and memories to warm your heart and the bad times to encourage your wisdom and decision making. I've been through alot so if you need an objective, nonjudgmental opinion or just an person to rant too. Im more than happy too. I'm here for you. I dont necessary agree with your leaving SB. But, I give you the benefit of the doubt about it. I just dont want to see you wallow in your emotions. I know you try so hard to be a strong person and keep everything in order and put on this facade and happy face for appearance. But keeping all that locked up inside isn't healthy and you do need to let it out. It's not a weakness to be sad, to be hurt , to be angry. Sooner or later those emotions will get the best of you and I dont want to see that happen. The sooner you confront your emotions and problem, the easier it will get. I know you must feel singled out and alone in this time, but your not. They're other people going through similar things as you which is why i dont agree with leaving SB. You have people here older and similar age group that have been through or are going through similar things and care for you. SB can be a good support system. I mean its OK to want to work on yourself, take a step back and evaluate things. I support that and encourage that. I'm just worried your blocking out all the people that care and want to help you. I just worry. I just wish you happiness and the best and if you ever need me, u have me on facebook and I'm here on shadow bite and my email is listed on facebook too. I never answer phone calls really so my number isnt the best way to reach me. I do text but i spend so much time in the hospital at the hubby's treatments i have no service on my cell for the better part of the day. FB or SB or email really is the fastest and best way to reach me. HUGS.