new student, any volunteers to show me round the academy? :)x

Brandon just left not long ago. I swear it felt like one of my kids leaving. I dread when they turn 18 and leave home. I told him that he could come back anytime and to just be smart and responsible. Then he had the nerve to tear up! GAH! I am SO weak for men who cry. He quickly walked over to me and I stood up and he gave me a huge bear hug. That was all i needed. I could tell he truely could not find the words to talk to me but that hug and telling me he loved me was enough. The trust isn't there but he's family and I care and love him. That won't change. I'm too damn caring and compassionate. It's what causes me to get hurt so easily but its what makes me 'me'. And the thing my hubby loves most about me.

Anyways...

Snow *sigh* I miss the snow. Haven't seen it in over 10 yrs when I moved from NC to FL. I was SO jealous that day ti snowed in every state except FL! lol NOT fair.

Glad you are in an amazing mood Tania. Wish soda did that to me. But it doesn't. Red bull don't even affect me

Becca: crap that sucks well i can't think of anything right now so i guess chloe will just have to tell him that.

Wilda: Snow isn't as great as you'd think it would be trust me i live in Pa by Lake Erie and we get LAKE AFFECT WEATHER and it sucks but trust me when you get snow until mid-March it gets old.

Ela: Crap i forgot oh well all's well that ends well right

Unfortunately no snow day today.... But I do have some fun things after school. But the Homecoming Basketball game is cancelled. ):

Wilda: I'll send some snow to you.. *tries to shove snow though the computer* It's not working.. ):

nooooo, no more snow. Just when my driveway and the front of my house was cleared of ice and snow it snowed again. I admit it's not AS much as last time but i still have to go outside and shovel. And i was going to stay home today since they didn't even plow the streets and no one shoveled their sidewalks yet... but my dad called and was making little comments to try to get me to leave and go see him like " it doesn't look like THAT much snow out the window"... " the sun is out over here". And right before he hung up the phone he was like " oh if you DO come, bring ...." and listed like five things and hung up. Lol. I almost miss when he was all loopy from the drugs. He calls me non-stop with errands and things to do. I had to pay all the bills for him. I swear it was so nerve racking. cause if i screwed something up that means it affects the whole household, not just me. But, he's still in intensive care, so they dont allow visiting until 12. So i have some time to see how the conditions are outside. I'm most likely going to just go, i never like not going to see my dad.

Becca: Well, sometimes snow is over rated. Then again, sometimes it's just fun!!!!!

Wilda: Ehh, sometimes sugar won't always put me in a better mood, but when it does, I feel amazing. And Brandon is tough. Hearing you explain his leave also shows that he's strong, but will always think of you as his mom. I'm so happy things worked out though. By the way, snow is sometimes evil! It's twenty degrees here but not snowing and I had first period athletics OUTSIDE!, and now I'm sneezing and my nose burns! RAWR! Darn cold front!

Rhia: How are you? I hope that guys are treating you better! Otherwise I'll have to fly over there and knock some sense into them! Don't test me, I will do it. I have a friend that's willing to do almost anything for me, and he's so sweet but he's all the way in NC! Girrrrrr.....

Tasha: OMG, how are you? How is your dad? I hope everything will get better soon. Sounds like you're his little errand girl hahaha, sorry if that was mean. But still, take care.

Everyone: Leela (Chloe) won't be on for a while. She messaged me and told me to tell everyone that she's away on an "operation," lol. She said it wouldn't take "too," long, and that she'll be back shortly so don't worry about her.

Wilda: I hope everything is fine with you all...this is just a new beginning from him and maybe he just needs to find himself before he can return home to you

Rhia: Whatever it was, i must not have been important, but i still wanna know lol

Tania: OK...thanks for letting us know about Chloe

Ela: oh Elaaaaaaaaa don't worry you're majorly important really i don't think i'd ever be the same if you left the VA forum okay but i can't remember what it was okay

Tania: don't worry Tania they're treating me fine hehe *looks around nervously* trust me no need tp fly over to PA

Becca: don't try to shove snow through your computer it might ruin the computer.

Tania again: thanks for telling us about Chloe

Everyone: i personally can't believe it's so close to Valentine's Day can you guys and don't comment on the fact that it's only Jan. 21

Rhia: Thanks lol...I meant, whatever you were going to say, isn't that important lol. But thanks anyway made that day, it has XD

I shouldnt have complained about the couple of inches of snow we go around my area yesterday. The weather is now predicting a massive blizzard for Tuesday Wednesday and Thursday... 16 inches EACH day. :-(


In other news, my dad was taking out of the intensive care unit of the hospital last night and put into a regular unit. Thats the first step in getting better/coming home. yay.

I don't want a ton of snow like everyone is getting this year, I just want a little. Enough to play in lol I'd love to live somewhere where we got snow 2 or 3 times a year.

I'm sooooo freakin excited. I just won a book! I got it in the mail sometime this week but I just now checked it. I didn't even know I won. I won an ARC of The Demon Trapper's Daughter by Jana Oliver which comes out Feb. 1st. *Squeals* lol sorry I'm just excited. I've never won a book before And trust me I've entered more than enough giveaways lol

Tania: Thanks for the update love an snow is NOT overrated! lol

Rhia: *pouts* so?

Wilda: I tried giving you snow.. We have like six to eight inches here and we're supposed to get more tonight/tomorrow... It didn't work though.

In other news: Homecoming dance, baby! Oh yea! Freshmen won the spirit stick! We won our homecoming game last night by 30 points! The only downside, is Davian can't go to the dance with me because of his mom. *grr face* ... BUT I got my first pair of heels and a new dress!!! It's completely black and complements me well. (: I'M SO FREAKIN' EXCITED! lol.. Even I have to giggle at myself. I've never been a dress and heels person, but I love getting dressed up for dances... Oxymoron much???

Becca: don't try to ruin computers and WHAT IN THE NAME OF RHIANNON IS WRONG WITH YOU?????????????? HOW THE HECK CAN YOU JUST HAVE GOTTEN YOUR VERY FIRST PAIR OF HEELS!?!?!?!?!?!?!? I GOT MY FIRST PAIR OF HEELS IN FIFTH GRADE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FIFTH FRICKIN GRADE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wilda: congrats on the book and trust me snow gets really boring really fast

Tasha: nice to know your dad's out of intensive care good luck taking care of him cause he's gonna get restless

Ela: you confuzled me with how you typed that and that makes me feel kinda stupid which is now good when you're someone like me

Becca, you guys are just now having your homecoming dance?? Wow, down here it's usually in October. Hope you had/have a great time!!!

Rhia: I was never really interested in the in fifth grade and we never really had the money until now. I own two dresses, no three, one is a bridesmaid dress. I always have to borrow these things. And it won't ruin my computer... I think.. lol

Wilda: Ours would be too if we had football, but unfortunately we don't so it goes with basketball. It was wonderful!

Becca: don't try it okay? and i'm like a mix of skater girl, girly girl, and tomboy so i have very mixed emotions about heels and dresses and i'm glad you had a good time but now you know you have to tell us allllllll about it

I've never really been into dresses and heels, but I loved to dress up for all the formal dances. Dress shopping with the girls was a blast.

I'm glad you had a great time Becca. I mean to ask earlier, why didn't you get to go with Davian?

And Rhia, I was a mix of everything myself. I was friends with people from different Cliques.

Wilda: it's nice to know i'm not the only one who's a mix of stuff lol oh and Wilda i tryed to add a picture to my sigature but it didn't work so what should i do???

The best way to do it is to click on the picture tab either post the link or host the image then copy the code and paste it in the box. If that doesn't work, let me know and I'll try to figure it out.

wow, i've miss sooooo much! Geez, Becca, I'm happy to hear about your homecoming

Rhia and Wilda, I am a mix as well. The jocks, skaters, preppy, goth, punk, emo, athletic, girly, tomboy and everything so you guys arent the only one.

And Rhia, if you lied to me about guys over there, I'm so flying over and knocking sense into them! Lol love you girly!

I'm a total mix.

Wilda~ Couldn't go to Homecoming with Davian because of his mom...

Rhia~ Tell you later.

Tati~ Thanks love.

Night girls...

Wilda: ok Wilda i'll try that and i'll let you know if it works or if it doesn't

Becca: tell me about it soon ok

Tania: trust me there is nothing you can do about this one boy ok

Sorry his mom kept Davian from going with you to Homecoming Becca but at least you had a good time

Hope everyone had a good weekend!

Rhia: Okay then...but still! If anything goes wrong and you tell me, I'm going there! NO EXCEPTIONS!

Wilda: I miss you!!!!!!!! How are you? Lol, talk to me soon

Becca: You're welcome So how was Homecoming? What happened?

Becca - Ah, tell us about Homecoming, and im sorry that Davians mother wouldn't let him go And I don't know whether its just my time compared to yours, but are you going to bed at the right time?!

Wilda - I didn't get to comment about your nephew! Aw im so glad that he came and hugged you, thats him saying he loves you! He fricking loves you! I love you too btw

Rhia ' Nu-uh! Tell about this boy, we can probably help!

Tati - Thanks for telling people And how've you been? Anything changed on any of the matters?

Tasha - Oh thats great news about your father! Whats the latest? Hope you're oka!

I'm kind of a mix, if its on music, i like most stuff. I don't really know how to describe my fashion sense apart from in trend but still old style I can be girly, geeky and athletic so .. Oh, and I mingle with every group just because there's alot of nice people out there! And i don't judge

A girl dislocated her knee on the "trip" we went on, and I had to click it back in place

Leela: Well...yeah, some things has changed... And, humm...well, with the guy I said, he just admitted he loves me, and called me my nickname