new student, any volunteers to show me round the academy? :)x

Everyone ~ I don't think there's anything to really worry that much about. I mean from what i read from the PM, it was just a really big trauma she went through. Wilda you'll know what I mean by the trauma right? As far as I know, everythings getting a little better and on track. But, ofcourse we can't be sure it wont happen again! I'm sure Ash is only just a bit busy and not able to get on or something, atleast thats defiantely what i hope!

Becca ~ Yeaa, i know what you mean! It does feel like forever when you dont come on. You like miss so much just in a day You have loads of catching up to do, and its confusing when you miss out

Rhia ~ Don't get yourself too worked up about it. Its all on track, Ash is strong and brave and a fighter! She can handle at the moment. She also has Jeff who is (atm) very protective and Im sure he's making sure she's safe! You guys should probably give him more credit, if everythings okaa with Ash that is So yea, dont fret too much!

Chole~ yea.. it does.. talked to dillion last night....

Sry girls. I wasn't trying to get everyone even more worried. I'm a big worrier so I can't help it. But yeah from the sound of it I'm sure Ash is just busy with dr appointments and morning sickness. She'll pop on here soon I'm sure...

I hope so.

Becca ~ Ooooooh?! What did you talk about Details

Wilda ~ Yes! I agree Lets keep our fingers crossed

Becca: you better not leave me and Chloe hanging give us the full story or we shall wreak havok upon you okay

Chloe: you're right but she hasn't replied in what feels like days so...
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Juliet had it easy
She never had to kill Romeo

I'm going to have to agree with Chloe. I sure Ash is alright. She is a strong woman and she has Jeff. If there is anything wrong, Ash will tell us. Ash is probably working on the nurseery, having drs appointments and spending time with Jeff. We just need to relax.

Amy: you're right I need to relax I'm gonna get a good nights sleep and see how I feel in the morning
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Juliet had it easy
She never had to kill Romeo

Chole and Rhia: Well.. It was a variety of stuff.... We played 20 questions and I freaked him out! He's SO gullible... But that's ok.. I still love him... He's the light of my life right now. Sorry if I take a bit to respond.. My right wrist is stuck in an Ace wrap at the moment.. Nothing too serious...

Becca don't you dare leave anything out okay.I want you to explain in detail ever thing that happened got it? and it's no good that your wrist is stuck in an ace bandage
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Juliet had it easy
She never had to kill Romeo

Lol...It was late and I wanted to keep him on the phone.. We talked for 2 and a half hours! Lol.... On one of the questions I asked what he would say if I was pregnant and he started freaking out... I'm like.. Seriously.. What would you say? And he thought I was serious! I had to tell him I was joking before he would calm down!
My arm was in an Ace wrap because I hit it too many times with my flag so it was REALLY sore.

Ok.. All joking aside.. I'm scared now....

Amy ~ Yes I agree! We do need to relax. Ofcourse its worrying though

Becca ~ Woooooh! Thats so cute! Im in love with your long phone calls! Haha though Good one He sounds really nice and like he's deinfately treating you well, so he's a definate good one for you in my books .. Rhia back me up here!
Im glad its all going well for you guys!
But it sucks that its not for me and Shane tbh We're over. If you wana know I'll tell you, but I don't wana burden you if you don't
And just to let everyone know, the weird thing is I still visit his mother? ..

And what are you scared about Bec?

He's treating me AMAZINGLY. I'm in love with them too. Tell me about Shane. What happened? Are you two still friends?

I'm scared because.. my last period was 33 days in April/May. I haven't had one since. What if there's something wrong with me?

I lost a friend last night.

YAY! WEll i sure am glad You deserve this!
Well basically, the party I told you all about, well I was really excited because it was one of his friends parties, and I was getting along really well with his friends, and I just knew it would be great fun! y'know? Then I saw him kiss about half the girls there right infront of me? And he acted like it was nothing. Like he came over to me after he full on made out with another girl and was like "Baby, wanna go upstairs?" and a bunch of shit?! I was like "you fucking what?" so I ended it. I'll just copy and paste what I wrote to Ash ...;
"Hey babyyy, wanna go upstairs?" I was so mad that I went crazy.. I went "Do I wana go upstairs...hmm..ofcourse i dont wana fucking go upstairs you asshole! I wana end this relationship! We're through Shane, take some other girl 'upstairs', but dont tell her that it means so much to you when it clearly doesnt and y'know what? ..get the fuck outa my life!"
Fair enough he chased me and grabbed my hand. But i had enough y'know? He was like "Babe, babe..what d'you mean? Of course it meant alot to me, it meant everything, you are everything to me!" I was like "What? If i meant everything to you Shane, you wouldn't be fucking me around, and making out with every girl in here!"
He goes "But babe, I love you!" I go "Dont tell me you love me when you dont fucking mean it! YOu're so full of crap i cant get around it! Get outa my way shane, then get out of my life."
then he said something really hurtful. .."You're like this party y'know Chlo? Good with drink, but complete boring shit without it."
Then the next day, he like followed me around everywhere in school, saying "Im sorry Chlo, i meant nothing I said, i love you! Please, just give me another chance!" ANd the only thing i said to him all day was "Yeaa, i know...you meant nothing you said!" I just ignored him completely. Ofcourse im a complete mess. I've been crying for like ages. I really thought he loved me y'know? Our anniversairys on Thursday aswell SUCKS!
huh?
And we're not friends no. I just can't face him knowing that he probably screwed me around like loads whilst we were dating. Clearly 6 months together meant nothing. I've been going through so much shit, and I really needed him, and I didn't tell him something major, and I'm glad because he really hurt me?! I actually can't even bear to look at him, it tears my heart. And I hate how I sound like such a fucking trainwreck!


I doubt anythings wrong with you Bec, have you y'know?...made love with Dillion? You might be pregnant, so I'd check with your doctor or buy some tests!
Otherwise, again check with your doctor or parental guardian if you're worried about there being a problem. Otherwise, you do know its completely normal to miss a period right?

Oh gosh! Im so sorry! I hope you're okaa. His/her family and friends are in my prayers and thoughts. And i will send her lightly and peacefully to the passage

Thanks love..

Tell Shane.. When I get up to England... I'm gonna track him down and he won't like the results...

No.. Not even close.. We've only seen each other once since we've been dating...

Not that way.. He's still living thank god!

That okaa
I sure will. I'll probably write a message to him...nah JK i'll tell him. I wana see his face
And thanks for caring enough to say that I hope you do!

Oh! Then i doubt its anything, you've probably just missed one, which is common! So don't worry too much. But I'd check with an older woman or doctor or your school nurse to ask any questions

And oh yes, thank gosh! Sorry about that!
But what did you mean? Like an argument? I hope everythings okaa, and you aswell ofcourse!
So what happened?

take a picture!! lol

so its perfectly normal to have a 33 DAY period in ONE MONTH? and then not have one for TWO MONTHS afterward?

huge arguments lately... im not ok right now... i feel.. defeated.....

Damn...i should ...hmmm..

Oh well, not so much that part. Definately ask your older female figure in your life. Or your school nurse. Maybe one of the older lot on here will know I hope everythings okaa! I definately suggest you speak to someone about it Bec!

Oh no! Maybe try talking to him :\ What exactly are the arguments about? Maybe its something you can sort out? If not, im terribly sorry! Just get rest, relax and perhaps leave eachother alone for a little while. Then talk to him later calmly and ask what's happeneing?

Chloe: Chlo if that bastard went around a party and kissed basically every girl there whilst dating you then he is a fucking asshole who should go to the fields of punishment okay so don't talk to him if you don't want to and if he is so clueless as to lie to you then you know what?KICK HIM IN HIS FUCKING SISSY BALLS!!!!!!!!
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Juliet had it easy
She never had to kill Romeo

Rhia: You go girl!!

Chole: He doesn't want to talk to me.. At all... The arguments started off as stupid stuff but progressed.. The last one was because he said he was having withdrawal and was trying to replace me and was drinking to take the edge off... The drinking is the main part.. He didn't even have the guts to tell me himself.. I found out from Dillion!!!!!!!! Confronted him about it and he confirmed it.. Said he was sick of acting like an ass towards me.. I wanted to punch him so bad when he started being a smart ass..... I'm the only one who tells him what he needs to hear and he doesn't want to hear it.. So now.. I lost a friend....

Hey you guys.

Ok I owe all of you a big apologie and a huge thank you for all of your support.

Well I do apologize greatly for my absence. I have, like Amy has said, been decorating the nursery (which is beautiful in its own words.) and I have been making Dylan's life a miserable living hell.

Well me and Jeff are fine. Mac is fine. If I keep saying it I know I will annoy someone so I am going to tell you the truth. I hate being vindictive. I love my family and I love Jeff's right? Well some of them need to really back off at the moment. I am trying to reconect with Jeff, since the whole pregnancy thing was founded, since we have been grwoing apart and not talking about each other to each other, so I try and guess what? Family swoops in and tells me I have to do this and that. So I finally am able to get on and speak with each of you. So I am here to tell you I am not fine.

My blood pressure is through the roof, Mac is under some severe conditions causing me to bleed. I am taking medication for it so far so good. And guess what? Stress is the cause of it all! No fucking surprise there right? So Dylan is causing all of this. So i finally get is all under control when Jeff tells me that he is graduating early. So I guess all those extra credit classes are helping, because they have eased all of the pain I was experiencing. Leave it to education to keep me under control.

Chole I already adressed Shane's and your problem. I can't really say more than what I said.

Also everyone I do really appreciate your loving and caring comments, but I can't really tell or show you how much I love you guys and that you are the most beast people in the world!

Rhea~ Guess what? I know what your first name means on this name tag of yours! I am reading the Partholon series and I love it! Also I sent you the pm.

Let me make Dylan's life hell.. Nina's too...

Yay Jeff!

Education keeps you sane?!? Who are you? Lol.

I am doing perfectly fine in that area.

Yes yay Jeff. He got therapy girls! He's been hiding it from me, but I learned more than I thoguht I knew about him. He was ashamed about it. So I told him everything going on with me and well some things are better left unsaid if any of you catch my drift?

I know right?! Oh well ti's better than smoking or drinking.

Everyone~ I did find many drugs in Dill's room. Steroids, marijuana, and coke. So I guess that's extra hell for him. Right?

Like I said.. Give me one chance...

Go Jeff!

If you start drinking.. I swear I'll.. I can't kill you... Let's just say it won't be pretty...

Yep.

Ash it is good to hea from you. Now we just have to get you to relax. I am so happy that Jeff is graduating early, that should ease things and you 2 can spend more time together. And go you for telling him stuff about you. I'm glad Jeff opened up and told you about his therapy. Tell him that he is a very strong man for getting the help and he should not be ashamed about it. Those who can't admit they have a problem are weak, those who admit they have a problem are strong. MAybe the next time you 2 talk Jeff could give you a massage and you give him one.

Good luck and relax.

Oh yeah, if Dylan hurts you again I think it's safe to say we all will be there to kick his a**.