new student, any volunteers to show me round the academy? :)x

Ash: Jeff better be good to you or Becca and i will hunt him down and kill him in his sleep okay and we all love you ok so no matter what don't think that we'll hate you for something that you did you *hugs you* oh be sure that you read to Mac even though she's hasn't been born yet okay?if you read to her then she will get used to your voice and will know that you are her mother okay.oh and one more thing after Mac is born if you breast feed her then she'll be healthier than if you give her formula.oh and P.S. well i was born i was 6 lbs but when my oldest sister was born she was 10 pounds so it's a good thing if Mac is a chubby baby so good luck and if Mac is born on Christmas then she'll have a Birth-Mas
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Ash ~ Mac look great. Keep us posted on things.

I haven't been on really in a couple of daybut I am kind stuck doing something. My father saw my bedroom a few days ago and said I had to clean it or he is going to throw everything out even my books. So I have been working my tail off to clean it and let me tell you this, there really isn't that much of a difference.

My job is a bit better. Since we've been taking the kids swimming they get tired so it's easier to keep them in line. Well today wasn't that great but better than it has been. One of the kids called me a fag, so that upset me, but he lost pool time because of it. I am NOT going to allow name calling in my room especially calling me names.

How"s everyone else? Hopefully your week have been better than mine.
Oh, and What are those in the US doing for the 4th of July?

Amy: it's great that the job's going better and for the 4th of July (i live in the U.S.) we are going to watch fireworks(i think) maybe go to the beach and stargaze
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Juliet had it easy
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Oh man Amy I'm ss you got called that. Your working in a daycare right? So ages up to what 5? Man I can't believe that kdi even knew that word! Thats so messed up.

Ash, I agree breastfeeding is healthier. Specially the first week or so. There's soemthing in the clearish liquid that helps the immune system. It kept my daughter sick free until she was one. I never lactated with either kid so i wasn't able to breastfeed but I did have that clear stuff and it does help. And yes reading, singing, and talking to Mac is a great idea! Its funny when they start to recognize your voice and kick whenever they hear you. I meant to mention this before, but be careful while everyone is painting. Wear a face mask, have the windows open and try not to stay around those fumes for long. In all honestly unless your dr says it is 100% ok you shouldn't be in there until they are done painting and the paint smell faints.

As for my 4th of July, we'll probably cook out, go swimming, and go watch the fireworks. Thats about it. What about you Amy, what are your plans?

Thanks guys.

I want to breast feed anyway, I think it will make her smarter.
Paint fumes aren't good since I passed out after I posted yesterday, well I little after, but I'm more physically wounded than breathing wise. Mac is good. I've been reading or trying since I fear for my life now, singing (Jeff loves playign his guitar for her) she is kicking whenever we sing to her, Oh there was one. Um we have been talking to her and getting more kicks so that's good. Um Jeff is taking college classes and has been gone a lot durign the day, he'll be home in a couple of hours, so that means I'm here. With Dylan. And Nina. I've been in our room all day, waiting for Jeff to get home so he can protect me, ironic huh?

Well Jeff has not laid a hand on me at all since the black eye, but Dylan has. Jeff thinks it's his fault and I keep telling him, "You are barely here why would it be you, it's Dylan!" He just says he does it in his sleep, we barely sleep! I'm always up either puking or making sure Dylan doesn't come into the room and kill me. Ever since that bitch Nina jumped into our lives she has changed Dylan, I'm too scared to confront him, because he said if I insult or say something about them he will make sure Mac will not be born. I'm really scared guys.

Ash: you know what if Dylan is threatening you and saying that stuff tell him to go fuck himself!!!!!!!! he doesn't deserve to be graced my your presence if he's being this much of a dickhead really he needs to get over Nina and go back to being himself okay and if he hits you i will find the dagger my dad gave me,hunt Dylan down,and kill him. Ash i have your back and will protect you NO MATTER WHAT. you're like Lissa and i'm like Rose i'll always protect you
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Ash ~ I forgot who Dylan is, but I don't think you should live in fear for your life and Mac's life. I'm glad Jeff hasn't laid a hand on you and is protecting you but maybe you two should move. I know it might not be the best solution money wise but for your health and Mac's it might be. And who is Nina?

Wilda ~ This kind is like 7 or 8 and a complete pain in the butt. As for my plans, idk. My parent shaven't said anything but I assume we are going to be spending some time with my relatives wh came down from Canada, which I'm not looking forward to.

Dylan is Jeff's brother. Ash, I already told you through pm what I think. If moving isn;t an option then find somewhere else to stay while Jeff is gone. Maybe your parents or a friends house. Srsly, you do not need to be there by yourself.

Amy, I'm sry your not looking forward to the relatives coming down. Hopefully it won't be too bad and you'll actually have a nice time.

Amy Yeaa, frireworks in UK is in November..how weird Hope you have fun though! And im sorry aboutthat kid, thats terrible at that age?!

Wilda Im glad you're back Haha! You give such good advice to people

Rebecca I LOVE YOU! you are so funny! You haven't spoken much? Whats been happening?

Rhia Your father gave you a dagger too Me and my brother got these like sword thingys. Haha! sounds so lame My older sister, was like "i don't want anything to do with that fucking shit anymore!" so...got given to me they're like the size of my foot but... So, yes..i'll join forces with you gosh, you were light, i dont know how much i was hmm...

Ash Don't be scared honey, just be careful This Nina has definately changed Dylan, we just need a plan to make him see that He was like a brother to you before and seems not so much anymore So we definately need a plan, but not one that will get you hurt And damn...i really wish I lived by you, then I'd let you stay with me Do what Wilda said, or maybe you and Jeff should move into a house/appartment with another couple? That way you'll be safe from Dylan, and also Jeff, if he flips
I wish I could help more!

And also...my friend Winnie...her father died
She's got nowhere to live anymore, so I think i'll make her live with us

Damn this....i can't find my ballet training outfit, and i have to leave in an hour!

PARTY later though

Everyone: So sorry I have been gone so long!

Chole:I LOVE YOU TOO! Thanks love. Lol. Awesome. Things are wonderful between me and Dillion.

Ash: He better not have hit you since. Glad Mac is ok.

Jeff: I would like to talk to you still. And don't worry about Dylan, just keep her safe.

Amy: Sorry about not liking the job.

Did I miss anyone???

Wilda: Hey love.

Rhia: I'm back!

Rebecca! YAAAAAAY you're back! and im glad everythings been going goooood especially with you and Dillion how longs it been since you guys were official? and thought id add again...WOOOH YOU'RE BACK!


..off to ballet practice
Wish me luck for party later

Hola chickas!

Ok so yeah. Um want the whole story since I have been distant and scared?

Amy~ Dylan, Jeff's older brother, Nina his evil of a bitch girlfriend.

Wilda~ Yeah, welll when you read what's in pm I'm sending only to you guys, you'll know.

Everyone~ Brace yourselves. Chole already has it, so here you go. Check your pms.

Right I got back from ballet training, had a shower...looked on here, im in my towel! But AH im majorly pissed off now! Ash, if I was there right now, serious to God I would be going nuts, like you! Good for you, you are so clever...nice plan btw But seriously, Im considering sending mental scratches into Nina's head What do you all think? AH! Im glad its all sorta resolved, but she needs to be taken down. Im glad Dylan is getting back to normal! He definately needs to get sorted out. But....well done Ash! You were very brave to have gone through that by yourself. And im sorry no one believed you that could have pretected you I love you and im so proud of you. Keep staying strong, and keep us updated because we all need to make sure you're okaa, because if i dont, ill die!

I probably will only be able to reply to a few more comments because ive got to get ready for the party. But i'll do what i can, and im sorry that im going to the party

Stay with Jeff. I knew he would protect you in the end, and show that his love for you is stronger. You've got to have faith. And faith is one thing i will always have

Ash I agree with everything Chloe said. So there is not much I can say, well I did say stuff in the PM but what Chloe said was good too.

SO I ahven't seen my relatives at all. They haven't even called. But I have to see them today. We're having a picnic at my grams' house.

I hope everyone's weekend is going well. And if you live in the US, Happy 4th of July!

rozaluvsdimka4eva wrote:

Hola chickas!

Ok so yeah. Um want the whole story since I have been distant and scared?

Amy~ Dylan, Jeff's older brother, Nina his evil of a bitch girlfriend.

Wilda~ Yeah, welll when you read what's in pm I'm sending only to you guys, you'll know.

Everyone~ Brace yourselves. Chole already has it, so here you go. Check your pms.

I didn't get the pm Ash, so after reading Chloe's reply I feel like I am missing something big...I hope you and Mac are ok.

Chole~ Since last Monday..... Lol.

Ash ~ Hope everythings okaa Make sure you update us Its kinda worrying that i go crazy and start worrying when you dont reply after a day huh?

Wilda ~ I dont know whether I have permission to send you the message she sent me? What do you think? She was supposed to mail it to you anyways right? Or do you have it now? And also I need to send you a PM anyways about something important, you might not care about, but I thought I'd tell you, because you kinda care about her This isnt really making sense but...yea?

Amy ~ Nice words Hope you had a good 4th July?!

Bec ~ Oh yeaa, good point. Seems like longer though? haha!

I haven't recieved that pm yet but I think you should let Ash send it just in case. As for the other I have no clue what you are talking about but send it to me anyway

Chole~ It seems like FOREVER! but i guess that's a good thing.

All: sorry I haven't been on lately my grandparents have been visiting so I've been busy

Ash: I didn't get the pm so kinda confused and worried that Dylan did something to you and is making you not reply and it scares me when I start thinking like that and it's had to scare me

Becca:??????????????? what I'm majorly confused?????????????????????
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Ash: What PM is everyone talking about???

Rhia: About what?

I'm a little worried about you too Ash. I hope you and Mac are ok. Sending lots of hugs and Prayers!

btw Chloe I got a pm a few days before Ash sent that one out so I kinda know whats going on. All I can think of is that something else has happened so now I'm super worried about her.

Wilda: WILDA now you went and made me even more worried and scared aagh why did you do that????????

Becca: that's what I'm confused about

Ash: Ash please post something I'm majorly worried right now and it's hard for me to be worried when I'm eating rice-pudding
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Juliet had it easy
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Rhia: Ah. So am I love. So am I.

Ash: Seriously. We need to talk.