Man It Feels good to be back

hah its ok life is boring can't do nothing about it unless you play with your babies I love playing with my cousin she is what makes the day better.

Thats what most of my time is spent doing. They are getting so big. My daughter is 6 today! And my son is now talking a lot. His favorite thing to say is "ohh man" or "aww man" whatever he copies it from Swiper the fox in Dora the explorer he even does the little arm swing that Swiper does when he says it lol it's sooo cute. It's crazy how fast they grow up!

How old is your cousin?

AWWW!!! that is so freaking adorable! How adorable god I miss Micheal so much. She is three years two months today.

aww. 1-3 is such a cute age. I miss my daughter being that little. she wasn't such a diva/drama queen then lol

I know, they just have this little unprissy nature about them and then the fourth year rolls around and BOOM! Diva 101 classes start.

yep! My daughter is a major diva/drama queen. Little miss attitude all the time!

Oh my, girls are always that way at that age we should know.

lol well she's actually a complete opposite of me at that age. according to my mom I was a super shy and quiet kid. I rarelly even got in trouble until middle school that is lol then the attitude and back-talking kicked in.

I was alwayssssss an angel..

haha well I'm still a kid so but i am a very mouthy, snarky, sarcastic, hits anyone who makes me mad, mean girl. I don't put up with any body's shit.

Bahahahaha! Tasha that can't be true!

LOL Idk why but I'm finding that hard to believe Tasha ; )

and Ashleigh you sound a lot like me minus the hitting part. I've always been one to tell others how it is but have only been in 1 physical fight-due mainly to either teachers being around or friends holding me back. I calmed down a lot when I turned 16 though.

Agreed!

Well a girl like me has a very very very short temper and can tend to calm down if Jeff is there; which by the way we are back together after a much needed talk with each other and our friends telling us to look and see the pain we caused ourselves and each other and then we broke down and he asked me if I loved him still, and I said...yes! I didnt have to think about it! Please Wilda tell me thats our love building back up?!

Well Wilda I think I learned a thing or two from Rose, she fights for what she wants and doesn't put up with anybody's shit. I have morphed my shy ass self into a real, fighting, strong hearted, take a breath in a quick moment and resolve it by 'talking' pfft. Jeff helps me he's my...Dimitri...

Ash I have to agree it is good to be back.. I'm glad everything between you and Jeff worked out.. Tell him I said Hi... And I have news for you....

Yes ma'am. Thanks he's calmed down quite a bit. What may that be love?

Remember Davian? He was on the verge of suicide for a while.... About.... Well it's hard to say but I found out around two months ago...... Luckily.... He won't do it.. Because of me....... In addition to him.. There's one other friend I have who's also suicidal.... Do I know how to pick them or what? My friends in this town are either jerks, suicidal or very very violent...... But on a good note... I made Concert Choir yesterday

My my my a lot to deal with. Yes I remember Davin how is he? Great you sure do huh? So many things! Oh my god congratulations!

Davian is.. better... Surprised I'm going to church again....

Thats good. Yeah me too I'm Orthodox.

I'm Christian again..

Cool what's wrong though?

Well.... Nothing now.. Pretty much the whole Davian thing was bothering me.. Well.... still is.....

Well it will pass I promise. Hmm what was I supposed to tell you oh! Jeff says hi and wants to say he's loving that you are loving him for the engagement thing. He is like obssessed with me trying to talk to you. I'm like "She'll geto n when she wants to now go sit down crazy." Not more than four days and he's driving me nuts. Ok now he knows it's you here's Jeff:

Jeff: Wow, like hey woman! So you have to tell me what should I get my fancee for just a whatever day?
Ash: You do realize I can see this right?
Jeff: Not if you don't look love.
Ash: Well you know me better than anyone, now tell me you are not planing on harrasing her until she breaks?
Jeff: No I just feel like I need to get another woman's opinion on a gift for you.
Ash: And you caould only think of Rebecca? (no offense darling)
Jeff: She's like you, why not?
Ash: You're lucky I love you.
Jeff: Me too, love you baby.
Ash: Yeah, Yeah, Yeah.

Ash if you look you dead... Sorry love... And he has a point.... Wait.. He's been obsessed with you trying to talk to me??? Does he really like us being friends that much? Lol... Anyway.... Don't look

Jeff: Roses... One red and one white.... Or a bouquet... Red means desire, strength, and passionate love.... White means beauty and elegance..... All which fit Ash....

Haha Ok I didnt look. Well I over exaggerated it, but he's been wantign me to let him talk to you. Ok the Jeffinator is here!:

Jeff: Did she just call me the Jeffinator? Ok so roses, very romantic... do you think she will like them? Because I think we can put twelve red roses in a bouquet then the one singal white one in the middle, because it symbalizes, to me and maybe you if you agree, that there is only one of my Ashleigh's and that one rose could represent her? You are too nice you know that?

Lol Good Ash... Jeffinator????

Jeff~I think she did.. I'm kind of scared now... Lol Jk... She'll love them. If we really are twins she'll absolutely love them and they're from you. I think that would be.... Hmmm..... That would be good but make the white rose plastic.. Then when you give them to her, tell her "I'll love you until the last rose dies." How am I too nice?