Man It Feels good to be back

Hey everybody...sorry I kind of dropped off the face of exsistence here...I've been busy writing, school, and stuff. But it feels delightful to be back because in 44 days 2 hours 35 mintues from this post Spirit Bound surfaces!

Well hm...I don't know what else to say.

ashhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh



missed ya!

Welcome back!

Thanks ladies, aw man Tasha its good to see your pig picture!

Welcome back! It's good to have u back!!

rawrrrrr lol

<3

Welcome back!!!!

lol love the rawrrrr comment Tash

hey tori
hey wilda

i missed all of you guys its been what two months? A long two months really

haha! haha so how have u been..?

Good and ok I've been worse. But yeah the pains healing from alot of reopened wounds

wounds? from what?

remorseful wounds dear. Me and Jeff have gone our seperate ways, on good grounds though, we are very good friends though. I will love him always but something happened that shouldnt have and we decided we werent meant for each other anymore, those are the wounds dear.

I'm sorry.

Its ok we were meant for each other at the time, but then it was time for fate to play a different card, and i wasnt in that deck at the time, he was. I wish i could fix everything but in life things that are meant to be broken just cant be fixed, mostly my heart.

aw im sorry -hugz-
well at least ur holding up. (:

Aw Ash!

Your young. Broken hearts will heal over time. Some love stories are forever, others are short novels- but it doesn't make them any less of a love story. Just be grateful for the good times and if you choose to remember, remember the good- not the bad.

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aw im sorry -hugz-
well at least ur holding up. (:

Yeah its more of 'I'm going to miss him very very much and that we will love each other until the end, it's just we found someone else. Someone a lot more special for me and a lot more special for Jeff.'

I love the fact that the both of us are not crying over anything. I still can't believe its over, but on another note I can.

And Tasha your right, but it's really painful to remember the good times together, because I didn't know soul mates could break apart, I really didn't know.

Well if you see you two as *soulmates* i would think u would go with the person ur ment for. not the other way around but this person u meet must of been REALLY special.

Oh I know but it just seems as we don't belong with each otehr anymore, every soul dies, even thier mates. Oh Tori he is so special he make my heart flutter, my stomach churn in apprehension whenever I see him, and the way he touches me and kisses me I don't know what to do with myself he makes me ten times better than Jeff did. I hate to say that but he does.

Yeah...well good for you. (:

It happens hun. Even to people who have been married for 10 or 20 yrs sometimes meet other people. I had my first heartbreak at 15. I remember it like it was yesterday but now I can look back and remember the good times with a smile on my face and I'm sure someday it won't hurt you so much to look back and remember the good times. like they say it is better to have loved and lost than to never love at all.

I am glad you found someone better for you. Hopefully thins will work out for you.

Yeah that is true Wilda, I like to say that all the time but you are right I will get over the heartache in time with Will he is so wonderful, I don't mean to brag but he's amazing, like someone out of I don't know he makes me really happy though I can't put my finger on it.

It's ok to brag sometimes It's good to hear you're so happy

Ok, and thanks but I don't want to talk about me all day how about you guys how have you been?

lol ok

I've been good, but theres nothign to tell lol my life is on the boring side