I Have To Leave I'm Sorry

thanks tasha and rebecca. i know im supposed to look out for myself as well as everyone else but when i do give i never expect anything back im just not that kind of person i love giving help and love to my friends and family, and dont like getting anything unessesary back im just not that needy love nad support is all i need material and unessesary caring i dont and pitty never gets me anywhere my main goal in life is to go to college and help others and get nothing in return but a sense of knowing and accomplishment. i was raised to be independent and well Mel needed me and i did all i could do in my power to help her. and hope to so more. and she appreciates the love from you guys. i do too

just dont give too much of yourself. i always tell my friends i only need 3 things from life. people who love me, music, and happiness. you can have the rest.

lol yup that about somes up my needs too. except i need challenges and a steady ground to walk on

just make sure you dont give too much

ill try not to

good because thats never fun

but i love to give but i think i can make a limit like letting Mel come over ugh! like i said preggy ladies are mean, but shes sleeping yes! so im free from yelling and screaming and tears because when she crys i cry we r emotional messes

it means you guys are close

i guess so we r like sisters closer than anyone we know i think it has to do with the fact that im the only one who cares really

may you be so close that when one cries the other tastes the tears.

aw thats so sweet. we should own a fortune cookie buisness our quotes are money makers in progress. lol have you ever the show 16? random yes but have you? lol

we should and no i havent

lol omg yes!

and its so funny if you get a chance to see it watch it its on cartoon network i only watch it for that show its so damn funny

ill see what i can do

good good so have you been around the forum yet beside talking to boring old me?

your not boring and somewhat

sure im not

cool.


ALSO BIG ANNOUNCEMENT TO EVERYONE WHO KNOWS I'M LEAVING!!!!
im not leaving for good now i realized this is my escape place, not my room. i will be here when you need me i love all you guys for helping me and Wilda thank you. Also shout out to Tasha for giving me some rather beautiful advice to stay. I'm still job hunting and helping Mel who this January 1st will be 8 months along! yay! claps for Melanie! hehe ok now that order of buisness is over anyone ready for New Years?!

yay! : hugs:

*hugs* yeah i feel better telling you guys its better to come here and talk then yell at my bf so *shrugs* i love you guys *hugs everybody*

I'm glad you are staying Its great to ahve a place you can go to to just talk and vent. Sry I haven't been around much. my computer has been messing up. But I'm glad you beat the hell out of that jerk. I can't believe he had the nerve to grab Mel. UGH! I hate it when a guy hits a girl. I could beat the hell out of him myself! Glad you are both okay!

well im glad your not leaving and tell Mel i said congrats. are things ok between you and Jeff?

thanks you guys! i bet you would Wilda.
and Mel's great she says its a pian lugging the baby around shes eight months now since the first of this month and shes always like "oh my god ashleigh, hun, i can't thank you enough and i'd love you more if you get him out of me, or find some way to take him into your stomach nad let mine rest." im always like "yeah i know and i wish i could too being in oain sucks no matter what, but wait until you have to pop him out then you will see real pain." shes always laughs and waves it off i roll my eyes.
and me and Jeff are fantastic! we spent new years together and had the first kiss of the new year thing my parents were all like "awwwww" i was blushing and Jeff being the dork he was dipped me and kissed me infront of everybody then he had to leave but ive seen him more gotta love my little Jeff he hasnt left my side since the makeup he spoils me i dont know why he spends so much time around me i love him and everything but i cant quite put my finger on it. *thinks hard*

and Rose could never figure out why Dimka loved her. any way, glad you guys are good, you said something about yelling at him so i feared you were fighting...... and yes Jeff was being a dork by dipping you and kissing you but at the same time it was sweet and romantic....... it warms my heart to hear about love like that...... as i've said numerous times before though.... my time will come........... hopefully soon

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and Rose could never figure out why Dimka loved her. any way, glad you guys are good, you said something about yelling at him so i feared you were fighting...... and yes Jeff was being a dork by dipping you and kissing you but at the same time it was sweet and romantic....... it warms my heart to hear about love like that...... as i've said numerous times before though.... my time will come........... hopefully soon

lol hmm...?
no fighting
but hes my dork and i love him so much *sighs*
mine too he is so old fashion but i like it.
yes it will darling just be patient

i've never perfected the art of patietence.