I said hello
and you looked right on through
like there was nothing but the wind
everyday you do the same thing
it's like you can't see me it's like im invisible
If I could have one last wish
I would wish for you and many more
to come back home where you belong
to stay with us forever more
If I could say one last thing I would tell you
how much I love you and miss you and how much I was wrong for
telling you I could do everything on my own
because the truth is I need you here
and If I could change one thing I would change the day when you and dad hopped in the
car and drove away to grandmas leaving me and my siblings behind
If I had known that was the last I time I would see you and the last time I hered your voice or the last time hearing you say I love you even though I was yelling at you I would of never fought with you and told you to go and leave. I would of kept you close and never let you go I guess you dont no what you have got till its gone because I had something special I had you guys this is my last goodbye I LOVE YOU ........
sitting at home all alone waiting for your call
its been hours since you left the house
sitting here wondering if everythings okay
waiting for the creek of the door and the sound
of a key turnning in the lock but
all I hear is SILENCE...... untill
theres a knock
I get up wondering who could it be
wondering if maybe you forgot your key
I answer the door but its not you
a young officer comes in and tells me
to sit he tells me how you were in a car
with a drunk driver and how he smashed the car
he tells me there were no surviours
a tear slides down my face and on to the rug the officer leaves and tells me
he is sorry my world is changed by one choice you decided to make
one life altering choice filled with sadness..........
night settles in
giving the land a ghostly look
shadows start to form
as the humans make way to there beds
the vampires come out
to welcome the night
as they start the hunt for food
with only one goal in mind
blood.....
standing infront of you feeling your embrace around me
feeling like im untouchable feeling sky high
everything is right and is drawing down to one moment
that moment when you look at me I mean really look
at me and im all you can see then you simply brush my hair away from my face
and touch my cheek bringing my face up to meet yours and then you kiss me like
its the first and last time and thats when I feel it my heart races so hard that its hard to breath and I have butterfiles swarming around in my stomach then you say three simple but amazing words I Love You ..............
love found love lost
the feeling of heartbreak
comes and goes
but I never thought
I would fall in love
till you came
around and baby you knocked me down
and now I know what all
those love songs are all about
and no I dont care what people say as long as I
got my baby around cause you
made me understand
that I was never truly in love before
and with you I got my fairy tale
I love you ryan
flowers start to bloom
leaves turn a bright green
grass starts to grow
birds start to chirp
the wonderful sounds
of spring returning
rain falls down across
barren landscapes covering
the land with mist
I say hello and
you try to wave at me
shimmering in the light
as your disapearing
I don't want you to go
but your fading fast
I'm gonna miss you
don't worry about us will be
fine just promise you will come to visit
when you are a ghost.
always changing colour
when fall arrives
to light up the trees
always making the picture perfect scene
I wander down my memory lane
finding moments in the past
some moments were filled with happieness and sadness
well others our filled with regret there our many things I would like to change in
the past but it's impossible to go back
so I move on leaveing everything I ever did behind me
memories fade as time goes on
photos crinkle and turn yellow
many people come and go out of your life
but they will always be in your heart
so love,live,laugh,grow
we only have today
so make it right because tmr is never promised and the future isn't always clear
tell your family and friends how much you love them
and enjoy life.
walk away from you
in hope that you would follow
but when I turned around
you weren't there
I was left all alone
I sat down hoping that you just needed time to catch up
day turned into night and night into day
and still you weren't there
I was empty and hallow inside
drained of all emotion
I felt rejected
I felt invisible
how can someone you love
have that effect but yet I still sit here
and wait for your return because
deep down I still care
I still love you .....
bees start to hum
and the heat starts to rise
the days our longer
and the beaches our packed
camp night fires and smores
roasting hot dogs and staying up late
these our the days
summer has truly started
practice practice practice
dance dance dance
never missing the beat
making moves and trying
to perfect them always
working hard to achieve the best
listing to the music which tells many differnt
stories always one step ahead never falling
behind always on the go this is the life as
a teenage dancer
standing by the window
waiting and waiting
watching the time ticking away
ever getting closer to the
very moment that takes your breath
away as the light starts to rise
and a golden yellow and orange
hue streaks the sky colours rising higher
and higher to wake up everyone
morning has begun with another
breath taking sunrise....
when I look at you
I feel sadness
when I think of you
I feel all alone
when I see you with her
I can't help but feel regret
how could I let you walk away when I know
you wanted me to call you back say I'm sorry
and make up so that we can be together
but I lost your love the moment I told you I never wanted
to see you again and how I said I didn't love you
how much of a lie that was cause I do love you
feelings still linger within me and when I look
at your eyes I see the feelings you had for me still lingering there
but they to have faded just like we have I will always love you
you are my biggest regret
I miss you and will never forget what we had together this
is my last goodbye I will move on but never forget
I can't love someone who is in love and happy with someone who won't hurt you
that's not fair and I would't hurt you like that again
goodbye my love
NEW POEMS
Rain starts to fall
siting at home listening to it hit the roof and windows
the pitter pattering of each and every single rain drop
is like music to my ears making me feel peace
making me feel at home sitting at the window bench reading a book
with rain as my only company
sometimes rainy days our the best
light starts to fade and darkness settles in
walking home scared its pretty hard to see
shadows forming all around you
making you feel lost and alone till
the first star starts to twinkle and shine calling all its friends
to help light the way home then out of nowhere more
stars start to appear making you feel safe and calm and finally
the queen of the night apears the sometimes full or half or cresent light forms
coming out from behind the clouds she is mighty and beautiful she is our saviour the moon
sun says goodbye well she welcomes the moon
the moon says goodbye well welcoming the sun
it's an endless cycle of love.
new poems
I tried to tell you something bad would happen but you didnt listen
it could of all been differnt it could of all been changed
someone could of been saved but you betrayed me and
did the oppiste you turned to the dark side and followed
its path you are twisted in to evil I see it in your eyes
your tangled deep in darkness that your stuck you
wont change your mind no matter how much I convince you each
day you slip farther and farher from my grasp
I try one more time but I dont know you anymore your face is ruined in evil and
your gone you lost yourself and ruined your future you have faded and are disappearing everyday
your more and more gone and now your just a shimmering image untill the wind came and blew you away
and now your gone forever
wind blows the leaves across the land
skys start to darken
clouds turn from white to gray
thunder booms and lighting flashes across the sky
wind picks up and the trees start to sway
rain comes roaring down
making it the first storm of the season
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