new student, any volunteers to show me round the academy? :)x

Rhia ~ Thanks for the hug. I needed it.

I don't know how I'm going to make it through the school year. I had to sub to day and then rush to get to class. I had like 2 minutes to spare. Anyways I didn't have a break and I feel kind of overwhelmed right now. I have to read this one chapter by Sat and I don't feel like doing it but I know I have to. I can't get myself motivated right now. I am completely drained. I just wish I had sometime to relax. And I can't even look to the weekends to relax becaus eI have class on Sat mornings.

SS Amy. How much school do you have left? Hopefully you'll find sometime to relax maybe Saturday nights or Sundays.

Ash~ thanks love. I would've done it but I don't really have time to get on the computer. Even right now I'm using my phone and my email doesn't show me anyone's email address unfortunately. Did you give Jeff my message? And he knows he can always email me right? Sorry but I just need to make sure you both know I'm here.

Amy~ sorry I wasn't able to do it. I haven't been on much. I hope everything's going well. As for news in the kid department I have some. In church we have a thing on Thursday after school called Team Kid. Pretty much kids come to the church until five and we teach them abbot God. I'm a voulenter and I help teach the indergardeners. We have 15 or so total. Well in church yesterday a little girl in my class, her name is Autum, walked up to me out of the blue and just gave me a hug as one of our worship songs were starting. She just stood there, hugging me for half the song until her sister came to get her. I know I might sound stupid. But that meant so much to me. For her to just come up to me randomly and give me a long hug, it made me proud to help her class. It made me hope I can have the much impact on the other kids. But most of all, I felt lie God had heard my cry of distress at that time, and sent her to me to comfort me. It literally brought tears to my eyes.

Wilda~ it's ok love. I kinda am too.

Rhia~ hugs!!!!

Becca ~ That's great. Some kids just do that to me as well and it makes you feel so good about yourself. I got that yesterday when I subbed. A girl I just met came up to me and hugged me. Get this her name is Rose Mary. It reminded me of VA. But tat hug was the greatest thing ever. I think you are right about God giving us comfort in the form of a hug from a child. It brings a smile to my face every time even when I'm upset. You are definitately making an impact on her and those kids. Stick with it. There will be days you want to pull your hair out but stay with them. You are giving them something that is precious. Your giving them love and an education. That is worth all the good and bad days. I'm proud of you.

Wilda ~ This semester goes until like the middle of December. I'm not sure how long I'll be in school for. I'm hoping 3 years maybe 4. I'm only going part time so it might take me a bit.

Amy ~ I'm so sorry love! Like Wilda said, hopefully you'll have some time to relax soon You'll probably get used to it! this is reminding me of the episode of Friends where Ross rollerskates to lessons There's a tip JK!

Wilda ~ Sames most of the time! I come on here, and the next time im on there's like 5 more pages of stuff! Then I forget what I read How've you been?

Rhee ~ OF COURSE! Who doesn't love you Lovely group hug going on there Hehe! Yeah, you all mean alot to me too, and you can't escape it either dear! I'll always be here for everyone

Becks ~ Thats a great story Its good to know that you help out other people and taht they are grateful you should be proud!


Well everythings going good for me at the moment. Not fantastic, but not terrible either Family means the world to me right now x

Amy~ Already had at least one of those days. I will. Thank you love. I'm proud of myself too.

Chole~ I am very proud. And family for me... It's the one I created that means the world right now... The one I was born into isn't so great right now...

Becca: yep group hugs make the world go round!! but tell what's up with your family cause it worries me when you're sad

Amy: classes must really be hard if you can't get and time to relax but i hope that you can get some you time in soon cause for me if i don't sit down and relax when i'm super stressed out i like explode with anger and take it out on the people i care about so don't let that happen to you.

Chloe: how can someone not love me right but then again how can someone not love any of us really? and don't worry i will never try to and probably won't ever be able to escape the hugs.

Wilda: don't worry about being out of the loop cause we'll get you caught up in the plane to paradise soon enough k
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The best thing in life are unseen
That is why we close our eyes when we Cry,Kiss,and Dream
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I Wish For:
Wings to let me Fly
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I Wish For:
Spells to keep me Safe

I finally had a day to relax. Yes I did some errands and homework but mostly I relaxed. I didn't get called in today. So finally some peace and quite. I could get use to this.

Rhee ~ I know! It's impossible! Lmao, do you ever get people telling you why guys like you? Haha! Made me laugh : Some girl tells me its because "i have eyes that make guys want to protect me" I'm like....okaaaaa? People's views make me laugh
And gooood I can't escape hugs either, I LOVE HUGS!

Becks ~ Awh! Yes, you have done alot for yourself to be proud of And what's up then? As long as you have someone in your life

Amy ~ YAY! I'm glad you had a day of relaxing! Even if it was only for a bit You needed and deserved it! Hope you have more days like that

Hello ladies,

I wish I could be writing something good right now but that's not why I'm here. I got an e-mail from Ash. She lost Bianca. Bianca had heart problems in the womb. When Ash went for an ultrasound, they couldn't find her heart beat. She is very upset about this. Ash said she can't stop crying. We need to send her our love. Let her know that we are thinking about her. She needs her sisters right now. Thanks all.

WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DAMN YOU HADES DAMN YOU WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????????????????????
WHY DID YOU TAKE BIANCA??????????????????????????????????
oh gods why????????? Amy please tell Ash that even though Bianca isn't with us anymore that she's with Chris now and...and....and...(breaks down and starts crying)
gods poor Ash
I don't think i can be happy now
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The best thing in life are unseen
That is why we close our eyes when we Cry,Kiss,and Dream
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I Wish For:
Wings to let me Fly
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I Wish For:
Spells to keep me Safe

Words can't express how sad I am for Ash. As a mother myself, I know it would KILL me if I lost one of my kids even one that wasn't born yet. I'm sending lots of love, hugs, and Prayers to Ash.

I can't believe it. Poor Ash! I don't know what to say, so speechless! All the love for Ash to get through this really really difficult time right now!! xxxxxx

Oh Gosh, this really isnt fair! I can't believe this has happened It isn't fair on Ash, but like Rhia said at least she's with Chris now
I wish there was something I could do, I wish I could be in her place to take away her pain, but there really is nothing we can do but give her our love and support.

Love you Ash My heart goes out to you; x

R.I.P Bianca and Chris..

Oh Artemis please protect Ash even though she isn't a maiden,please please please i beg of you take away her pain i ask you this once to listen to me,your huntress
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The best thing in life are unseen
That is why we close our eyes when we Cry,Kiss,and Dream
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I Wish For:
Wings to let me Fly
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I Wish For:
Spells to keep me Safe

Ladies,

Ash said she is trying to move on like she is suppose to but it's getting harder for her. Does anyone have any words of wisdom I can pass on to her. I appreciate the help. I'm like lost on this. I don't really understand the pain she is going through. Please. If you do have any advice you can post it here or pm me. Thanks.

Rhia & Chole~ My mom and I are just having our differences again. The usual fights are happening.

Amy~ I have a few things to say but I think I'll email them to her.

I've already emailed Ash. I've been through a miscarriage before although I wasn't nearly as far along as she was. It's going to be hard on her and it'll probably get worse before it gets better. She has to mourn before she can move on. It took me a month to stop crying and I ended up quitting my job b/c of it. It will take time but she's a strong girl and she'll eventually be ok. Just Pray for her and send her love and strength.

Wilda85 wrote:

I've already emailed Ash. I've been through a miscarriage before although I wasn't nearly as far along as she was. It's going to be hard on her and it'll probably get worse before it gets better. She has to mourn before she can move on. It took me a month to stop crying and I ended up quitting my job b/c of it. It will take time but she's a strong girl and she'll eventually be ok. Just Pray for her and send her love and strength.

thats true and good advice. The only way to the light is through the dark.

hopefully both Chris and Bianca will be reborn and will get to meet Ash and Jeff.
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Is iad na rudaí is Fearr I Life striapaigh
Sin é an fáth muid Dún Ár Súile Nuair a caoin againn, póg, agus Dream
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I Wish For:
Wings to let me Fly
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I Wish For:
Spells to keep me Safe

I can't believe it.. Poor Ash..

I know
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Is iad na rudaí is Fearr I Life striapaigh
Sin é an fáth muid Dún Ár Súile Nuair a caoin againn, póg, agus Dream
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I Wish For:
Wings to let me Fly
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I Wish For:
Spells to keep me Safe

Where is everyone? How's everyone doing??

I'm doing.. Ok. I have some things I need to come to grips with...

Hope everything is ok Becca. I'm here if you need to talk.