new student, any volunteers to show me round the academy? :)x

Us to EVERYBODY!: Glad your lives are working! I got tired sawii!

A 2 S: Yay! Cuz the whip cream likes the blender, and me.
J 2 A: I told you it was that or let Dylan massage you.
A 2 J: Point taken.
J 2 S: Sorry man my woman was giving me issues. But that is toatlly cool, I actually did that when me and Snuggly Bear 1st met we had nothign in common but those books, then we became friends with benefits like Chole stated, and then here we are almost a year knowing each other and she is WAY TOO excited about Spirit Bound tomorrow. I'm buying it for her and getting a copy to read with her friday night and saturday morning. Now Iget to sleepover.
A 2 Everyone: Did he just call me Suggly Bear? And you Mr. Straight Panzey, are excited too. Did or didn't I hear you talking to yourself in the mirror last night about it?
J 2 A: Ok fine you win.

BOTH to BEC: One man after another and we're jumpy?! Ok me and Jeff are dancing for you! :fell over the table again:

I'm cool, I'm cool... ow my ass... Smooth right?

Hehe, thanks Ash and Jeff Us too

Shane to Ash: heheee..hmm i get it babe, and Jeff like the whipped cream and you -especially the two together right?

(love the way you and Jeff talk to eachother btw ..Chloe)

Shane to Jeff: It's cool dude, and yepp Chloe's definately excited about the next book too, thats why im here today.
Chloe to Shane: I just wanted you to be with me, and ride in the car whilst im ubber excited! I'll read aloud to you!
Shane to Chloe: That will spoil it for me, baby..
Chloe to Shane: Good point...fine, ill wait!

Both to Ash: Heheee, yepp he did! And its cute
Chloe to Jeff: Well Jeff..atleast you don't look in the mirror and talk to your reflection about your muscles like Shaney..or do you?

Hahahaaa! Ash..oh dear

And btw...my brother asked if Jeff is 17 or 18?

Awesome!

A 2 S: Pervish much? Haha no I'm kidding. Yes, he did very very very much. BEst part was when it got stuck in between my abs. That turn you on Shane? Haha!

J 2 S: Women...
A 2 Both: Hey if we weren't here who would give you the satisfaction of the greatest pleasure known since sex?
J 2 A: Ok fine, I love you.
A 2 J: I love you too. *kisses*

A 2 S&C: It's cute but embarassing. I'd rather him call me Miss Whip Cream of 2010, but he decided only he should know that. So...

J 2 C: Oh believe me I don't do that. Babe over here does all that, ok now she's touching my biceps.
A 2 J: What they are really big and strong, ew theres a vein, stop flexing it you freak.
J 2 A: A sexy freak.
A 2 J: *kisses Jeff*

I know I fall over shit every time I dance, I accidentally kicked Jeff in the balls when we were dancing! HE couldn't walk or pee straight for a week!
Jeff: It's true I still think I'm broken.
Ash: Please you are not, especially not after what happened saturday night.

He is 17 and a Sophmore, he started late.

Chloe~ Unfortunately as of right now we aren't together.. But keep in mind it's only been like four days since we met... So it's wayyy too early for that stuff.. We were supposed to hang out last night but he had to babysit.... =(

Shane~ There really wasn't much to get over... And I hope he doesn't turn out like another Brandon....

Ash~ Did you ever PM Chlo about Brandon??

Jeff and Ash~ When did I say you were jumpy!?!

Everyone~ This is really weird.... First I get hit on by my best friend's brother and now Davian, who by the way is still JUST A FRIEND, is hitting on me too.... Not something I'm used too....

Smooth Ash.. Real smooth.. Well I'm getting off... I have a lock in tonight at my school and I need to finish getting ready....

Yes I did pm her.

Idk...

Drama...

I know I'm as smooth as broken glass and a broken ass.

Lol.. Nice quote.

I know.

Lol...

Jeff: Where are those lyrics you told us about????? I wanna see them!

I know!

Jeff: I'm working on them babe. Just hold your horses me and Ash are editing them.

Ok so I'm like super nervous! I'm trying out for our fall musical and man I'm singing and dancing and presenting a monolouge!

Jeff: Don't freak I'll be righ there with you, watching of course I love you and I know you can do this!

Me: Thanks baby, god I'm still in jitters.

Jeff: I'm not good at being patient...

BOTH: OMG! I have news about what happened at the lock in! It was life changing!

Ash: You'll do fine. I made Concert Choir!!!!!!

Jeff: I know neither is Ashleigh. But they will be up soon, I promise.

Both: What happened?!

Ash: Oh god I hope I don't chicken out, but Jeff said he'll be there.

Jeff: I'll be waiting. Very impatiently. VERY.

Both: Remember Brandon??? He's not such a jackass anymore. He's changed for the better. I wouldn't date him or anything but he's a good friend now. He turned Davian's life around. He made Davian realize that if someone he thought completely hated him cared if he lived or not, what is he doing to me?? He said Brandon broke down and cried in front of him. So Davian is officaly, not suicidal anymore. As for my life changing event... I told him. I told Brandon what he did to me, not the full story, but I told him he was my first heartbreak. He was genuinely concerned and sorry. I told him it's not the full story but I'm not ready to tell him that yet. And he understands. Now I can fully forgive him and not carry the burden that he's gonna find out one day.

Ash: You won't chicken out.

Ha! Come on though Jeff...a girl has to touch her guys muscles, its just nature
They just look so strong and argh! y'know? i hope you lift Ash up, like Shane lifts me up!

And Hope everything went alright Ash and Jeff!
Im sure you did amazinggg!


And thats good Rebecca! I'm glad. And you made Concert Choir! Cooooool
I'll be waiting for those lyrics just like you
So what exactly is concert choir?

And just like to say that me and Shane have sorted out all problems now..thanks to some amazingly amazing people called Ash and Jeff!

Also...I'm trying out for cheerleading! Woooooh, scared but excited!

Muscles!!!!! GRRRRR!!!!!

That was Jeff!!! It did thank you!

Thank you Jesus! God, our men are just so strong in the emotional area... I'm kidding! Rebecca I'm supa happy that every thing is gonna work out! There is a god apparently!

Stop it... Oh ok I feel honored to know I helped someone around the world mend their relationship *said that in a King Jullien voice!*

I've decided I might do tryouts in the fall for monolouging only I want a part that is major minor but has lines that are tramatic! Singing and dancing aren't my things, Jeff is singing!!

Ok lyrics time! Guitar means Jeff is playing. Ok I'll shut up here ya go!:

Guitar: 30 sec.

Slow & Spoken:
Hearts are breaking, walls are burning, and bridges are tumbling.
Baby you know I will be here when the world comes a crumbling down upon the tear stained lashes and lines of your face.
The moments we share, the kisses we felt, everything becomes precious memories and keyed up sensual lasting.

Fast & Sung Chorus:
Hearts are breaking, walls are burning, and bridges are tumbling!
Sweet songs brace your voice but your bite makes my shivers turn to pulsing touches!
Let me catch you before you fall, don’t push me away, just breathe and let go!
Life is running out in our hour glass of love! x3

Fast & Sung:
Pumping, running, and chasing everything we ever needed and wanted, then we watch it slowly break and tear apart, like the seams of my everlasting love for you!
Taking everything you had and ripping it away, it’s like the poison you owned was released on my torn and tattered heart, and you never gave one bit of damn in who you hurt to get to me!
Kissing and touching me shoots electric shocks and piercing sexual aches through every pulse and twitch that my body owns!
Trust is emanating… *Jeff breathes this out here*

Fast & Sung Chorus:
Hearts are breaking, walls are burning, and bridges are tumbling!
Sweet songs brace your voice but your bite makes my shivers turn to pulsing touches!
Let me catch you before you fall, don’t push me away, just breathe and let go!
Life is running out in our hour glass of love! x3

Slow & Spoken/Sung:
I feel your body next to mine…
I feel your kiss lingering on my lips…
I taste your everlasting poison…
Kiss me… love is… running… out….

Fast & Sung Chorus:
Hearts are breaking, walls are burning, and bridges are tumbling!
Sweet songs brace your voice but your bite makes my shivers turn to pulsing touches!
Let me catch you before you fall, don’t push me away, just breathe and let go!
Life is running out in our hour glass of love! x3 <This part fades out when Jeff sings is 3 more times

So do you like it? Also I think I'm pregnant.

Hahahaaaa Jeff...muscles grrr I don't really know any guys without muscles in my school. THey kind of push you hard to be fit in PhysEd here
I loooooooove muscles on guys (not OTT ones tho) but on girls..unless its nicely fitted with the body..not good
I'd rather have my flat stomach than a proper muscled one -like the woman PhysEd teachers (who arent good btw)

Gooood!

Well you should feel honoured And loving the 'King Jullien' voice

Coooool I love dancing, but singing's more of a "im bored and ill sing out of tune now" thing for me

Ohhhhhhh! Wikedddd
That song is awesome!
I love the line "Life is running out in our hour glass of love"

Are you going to make a record...you totally should!


And Oh! Really Ash? How come you think that?
I thought you hadn't ..or is that what you were saying in the PM?
Tell me more about it

Jeff says thank you.

I took a test and showed him and god I think I am because I've been sick and moody! Oh god did we do a Ricky and Amy?! Oh god I'm scared!

rozaluvsdimka4eva wrote:

Jeff says thank you.

I took a test and showed him and god I think I am because I've been sick and moody! Oh god did we do a Ricky and Amy?! Oh god I'm scared!

If by Ricky and Amy you mean from Secret Life...then I say NO. Ricky and Amy was a one time fling (at the time). You and Jeff are engaged and love eachother! There is a HUGE difference. I'm here for you anytime hun. I've been through it (even if I was 2 yrs older-I was still freaked out). You are a wonderful person and will be just fine. In case you miss my post on the what are you up to thread, I had a dream last night that you told me you were pregnant and I haven't been in this thread in a while. A bit freaky huh?

That is totally wierd. But wow physic much. Thanks babe, it's just so sudden. I want to give her to a famiyl friend of ours who has been tryign to get pregnant, but I don't think I can give up my little girl/boy, plus I couldn't break Jeff's heart like that, it's just really hard to take it all in. I keep holdign my stomach and rubbing it, mumbling that I love him/her and that I will be here for you, but I want her to have a good future. I'm so confused Wilda.

Being confused is a natural part of it. Don't make any decisions until you are 100% sure that is what you want to do. Your baby can have a good future without giving him/her up for adoption. As long as you have help and support , you can still finish HS and take care of him or her. You've got plenty of time to decide so don't make any rash decisions that you may regret. Oh and don't forget that Jeff is in this just as much as you are so include him in on the decision making. I know you are scared. Hell I was scared. idk if there is anything scarier than becoming a mom for the first time. Being responsible for someone else is like having the weight of the world on your shoulders, but you can do it if you decide to keep him/her. I really do believe that. Like I said I am here for you. *HUGS*

Thats okay Jeff, they are seriously really good

And Ash, don't worry. We are all here for you. i can't really talk to you about experience of it, or what you will be feeling as ive never gone through this situation before. But (sorry Wilda, to just mention you. Im not being rude or bitchy because i love the fact that you are an incredible mum and i dont care what age you gave birth because you are a wonderful person ) Im sure Wilda will do anything she can to support you.
Well, you have clearly already ruled out abortion (which is good), and like Wilda said, your child can have a good life without the need for adoption. Don't worry about anything like that. And don't jump into decisions that you may regret later on. It definately will be hard giving up something that you gave life to, but whatever you decide to do I will be here for you, and Ill help in any way I can!
So if you ever want to talk about anything that you are struggling with, i will try my damned hardest to help!

..and Wilda that is physic!

Everyone: Sorry I haven't been replying, no I haven't been ignoring you I just haven't been on.

Ash: Calm down. Everything will work out. You and Jeff would make amazing parents.

Jeff: You're song was so beautiful and touching that it made me cry. Keep on writing my friend.

Chole: Concert Choir is a special choir that you have to audition to get into. It's very good if you get into it when you're a freshman.

Ash: And yes, there is a God out there. Finally my life is making sense. I'm finally at peace with what happened to me. And Brandon is finally changing.

Wikedd, that sounds pretty cool Rebecca!
And well done! It sounds like a big thing! So congrats, and its especially good if you're a freshman..so extra well done!

irresistable-shadow wrote:

Thats okay Jeff, they are seriously really good

And Ash, don't worry. We are all here for you. i can't really talk to you about experience of it, or what you will be feeling as ive never gone through this situation before. But (sorry Wilda, to just mention you. Im not being rude or bitchy because i love the fact that you are an incredible mum and i dont care what age you gave birth because you are a wonderful person ) Im sure Wilda will do anything she can to support you.
Well, you have clearly already ruled out abortion (which is good), and like Wilda said, your child can have a good life without the need for adoption. Don't worry about anything like that. And don't jump into decisions that you may regret later on. It definately will be hard giving up something that you gave life to, but whatever you decide to do I will be here for you, and Ill help in any way I can!
So if you ever want to talk about anything that you are struggling with, i will try my damned hardest to help!

..and Wilda that is physic!

It's ok to mention me Chloe, I didn't think you were being rude or bitchy for it. And thanks. I think I may be the only Mom here at least for now.

Ash, Chloe is right. I will do any and everything I can to support both you and Jeff. So if you ahve any questions or just want to talk or vent or whatever, I'm here.

Congrats Rebecca on Concert Choir. I was in Chorus 7th-9th and auditioned and got into Golden voices for 10th-12th. I know how hard it can be to get into that stuff. So congrats again

I don't think saying thank you cuts it anymore. I'm extremely devoted to you guys for being here for me and like I just can't help but keep being scared about it. I keep shaking and other things keep escaping my brain and I tell JEff and he holds me but I just doon't think I can take care of this little one.

Abortion is not totally ruled out.

Jeff is trying to help me and we do talk about it all and well I just feel like I let him down. I did not plan on getting pregnant with him following me. I wanted him and I to have a nice life and then have a baby together but I guess life wants to work on its own.

I'm just so confused and scared and I don't think I even want this baby. I know I sound selfish but I want her/him to have a life where his/her parents dont have to keep looking over thier shoulders about not falling apart.

Your not being selfish hun. You are only 15 so it's ok to freak out and be scared. I did and I was 17. Hell, some people freak out if they are 25 and get pregnant. As for life working on its own, yeah its known to do that. Life loves to throw curveballs. One lesson I have learned is that Life never works out the way you want/plan it to. You've got time to decide so don't rush any decisions that you may regret in the future.