ADRIAN! ADRIAN! ADRIAN! ADRIAN!

I have, havent I, hmm I believe my mind is captivated around the situation also. Adrian. Strigoi. Choas. Pleasurable Annticts. Much to think about.....

i have to admit adrian would make for an interesting drunk strigoi with lighting fast speed he'll hit the ground that much faster. J/K but I don't know if I can handle Adrian becoming a strigoi too.

When I read that I laughed my ass off! That would be so freaking funny and sad at the same time. I mean I love Dimitri like with every fiber of my beings, is it wrong to love someone you only read about in books or wrong to act like Rose? But it would break my heart even more if Adrian left us. I love him a smidge less than Dimitri but I still love him.

"You can't force love, I realized. It's there or it isn't. If it's not there, you've got to be able to admit it. If it is there, you've got to do what ever it takes to protect the ones you love." -Rose Hathaway; Frostbite.

I love this quote and Frostbite; and I finally got to the final stand down of why I love this book so much.

what was the final stand down for you?

sorta. i live up to that quote and after what ive been through i know now that quote is my perfect status quo. I learned that meaning the hard way. I love the book because:

1. It goes more into detail (if you know me i love details *lots of them*)
2. Dimitri finally says he loves her and only her
3. I fordot

oh, well sorry you had to learn the hard way.

its ok i only have a few scars

yeah I think that's all part of the process thats how we learn to appreciate the good when we find it.

yepp and every time Jeff sees them he gets mad and always says he wants to kill Alex. I do too, but i have to forgive nad forget.

Yeah and if Adrian was real he could go dream slap and kick him in the nads for you!!

Ash, your wise beyond your age. I had a similar situation that you had with Alex. It took me awhile not to be bitter and hateful. I honestly can't say i forgive the person and I dont think I'll ever forget , esp since the person was my best friend's husband. If i couldn't trust my best friend's husband whom i knew the whole time they dated and were married and was a good friend of mine ( they even have a child together) then who could i trust? It took me a LONG time to take that experience and learn from it. I'm still friends with the girl.. but the husband ( who is an ex husband now) is never mentioned in my presence, photos in my photo album are over turned... but i never get to see the child because they have joint custody and even years later I still despise him and cant see him. For one of my college classes i had to write a sexual autobiography and i thought i moved on positively but through writing that essay i realized i really haven't. But, i try my best and it took me five years to get to this point. I think it's just important to not let these bad experience taint the good things we have. I have good family and friends and an awesome boyfriend and we been together 2 years and several months( i'm terrible at counting think 2 years and 6 months or something like that? lol)

Lol Jill! Wouldn't that be lovely? Ah adrian. Wish he was real.

I know huh I wish i knew an Adrian in my life. He could seek out justice in all these jerks dreams for us. And what are the guys going to do go to the cops and say some one came to them in their dreams and beat the shit out of them. The cops would just put them all in straight jackets and lock them in padded rooms for the rest of their lives.

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I know huh I wish i knew an Adrian in my life. He could seek out justice in all these jerks dreams for us. And what are the guys going to do go to the cops and say some one came to them in their dreams and beat the shit out of them. The cops would just put them all in straight jackets and lock them in padded rooms for the rest of their lives.

LOL

I can almost picture it. That would be SWEET. lol.

that would be funny Jill.

Thanks tasha, I hate him so much for what he did to me. And im really sorry for your friend and her ex. Some men are just good for nothing bastards. YOu really think I'm wise beyond my age? Thank you. Ok Who is your bf most like, Dimitri, Adrian, Eddie, Christian, or Mason (R.I.P.)

I would love to see Alex get his ass kicked by a magical drunk so damn funny.

Who is my bf most like? Hmmm i would have to say a mixture. lol. He has the humor of Christian without a doubt, one must have a tough skin and able to take a joke around him. But many many aspects of Dimitri. He's protective, fights to be in control of his temper, loving and caring and thoughtful, and sexy. lol. With a lil Manson thrown in there too because he's just as valiant as Manson which might not always be the smart thing to do ( rushing in without thinking things out) but he is very chivalrous yet still has that same playfulness Manson has with Rose. Like i said, a mixture. lol.

Really how sweet!

Yeah My Jeff is a mix too. Except he goes along the lines of Adrian/Dimitri/Christian. He is crazy like Adrian, he likes to party (with me ) and he is very creative. He is like Dimitri in alot of ways. He is smart, kind, sweet, fights to control his temper (well now he can do it) and he is very protective and passionate about his intrest. Like I told you he writes and plays his own music violin/guitar/piano. I like the guitar and piano when he plays me a song that he wrote for me. the violin one is when he is sorry for upsetting me and he plays so good. But he doesnt want to be a musician all his life, he does that for fun, he wants to be a social servicemen. I want to be a physical therapists or Ononcoligist (cancer doctor). And his humor is most deffinately like Christians his never jokes me but other people we hate and he always knows how to make me laugh especially when i'm mad at him. He isntl ike Mason, not impulsive more calm like Eddie.

I'm stoked eddie will be in SB. we get to see more of his character. He's such a sweety, i love his big brother-ness.

I WAS REALLY UPSET THAT HE DIDN'T GET A ROLE IN BLOOD PROMISE AND MADE THAT CLEAR AT RICHELLE'S SIGNING.

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I'm stoked eddie will be in SB. we get to see more of his character. He's such a sweety, i love his big brother-ness.

I've always liked Eddie, he had one big role in FB (im reading it again, damn my brain). I am excited he'll be in SB. SO Tasha i have to ask did you go to RM's siging in new york? Just curious. Plus we get to see Mia come back into the picture too. Possibly even Victor. Im really excited to hear from the great and evil Victor Dashkov.

GUESS WHAT!! WE got fucking snow! Can you believe this?! I hate that stupid white crap, does nothing than make my summer vacation that much shorter.

I did not go to RM's signing in New York. I was planning on going to one because it was sorta kinda nearby. Just a 40 min or less train ride. But, i was stuck in school that day dealing with admin stuff and financial aid stuff. I was one angry little ol person that day while i was sitting in the waiting room of the registrar office . Even though it was a night signing i didn't get out of school till 630ish pm but my school and the place where the signing was are one opposite sides of the map lol. The other signing she had in NY was really in long island but only about a 45 minute drive. But since i don't have a car i couldn't go to that one either.

I actually want it snow. So i have an excuse to stay home and curl up and read. I have to go to school Monday to work out a payment plan or something but other than that i have absolutely nothing to do and want to enjoy it. The cold weather, snow, makes staying home perfect.... curl up with my babes and book and cup of coffee = happy Tash Tash. lol.

aw damn school and money always causing problems huh?

well that is true, Jeff got snowed in here,
he and i are snuggling up and watching tv and well i think he fell asleep, yupp he fell asleep. lol. I made him some of my homemade belgium waffles, yummy by the way, and i think thats what knocked him out. We eat breakfast lunch style, yeah we're cool like that. Jeff is so goofy too when he wakes up, so wish me luck. Mel went home yesterday she called and told me Micheal wont sleep until he sees me again. She'll survive, and i told her sing to him and warm his bottle and leave the windows shut, she always leaves them open, i dont want my godson getting sick, you know.

i can't wait until she does another tour near here. I have so many new questions from all three of her series.

God I think when she goes to NC or FL im driving my ass down there and getting my books signed and questions answered!

yeah, they haven't posted 2010 tour dates yet. But my step mom and i are ready to take a road trip if we have to.

yupp i think when she goes back to Florida i will make the trip down there