Hate mail for Tatiana

Subject: Re: Hate mail for Tatiana Sat Dec 19, 2009 8:07 pm

oh gosh why..?

Subject: Re: Hate mail for Tatiana Sat Dec 19, 2009 8:49 pm

i think it finally hit me that i didnt love him like he thought i did i love him more as a friend and less of a bf and well i didnt want to hurt him in the long run and make him live in this lie so i broke it off. i went to my friend crying and he left without a word Cassie thinks i need to give him a few days to cool off then talk to him. i mean we were friends before bf&gf so i mean i love him like a brother. i just felt like i was lying to him. my eyes were pretty much opened today after a course of recent events. so i just didnt want him to have to deal with me giving him the cold shoulder and ignoring him to get the message through. so i just called him over and we talked and he left with no words. buit before that i called him to come over and i broke down crying in his arms, then i told him like i was hysterical i was like "Jeff, i, i, i cant do this anymore i feel like im lying to u and myself. Jeff i want to break things off. i cant bear to put you through anymore pain and heartache i just think we should just break it off and then i mean you were my friend before anything and i think you and i were blinded by our physical attraction to each other and i just cant live with knowing my heart feels nothing for you, please Jeff dont be mad tell me what your thinking. please dont shut me out." He got up and left and then i just cried in my gf's arms and i just feel like a total b---- for doing it to him

Subject: Re: Hate mail for Tatiana Sun Dec 20, 2009 11:13 am

aw im really sorry... Sad

gives u a -hug- i hope it gets better between you too.

Subject: Re: Hate mail for Tatiana Sun Dec 20, 2009 4:46 pm

thank you and we arent getting back together we r going to stay friends i kinda ran into him today he broke down crying in my arms andi cried too. and he told me that being friends was just fine

Subject: Re: Hate mail for Tatiana Sun Dec 20, 2009 7:28 pm

aw well thats good.

Subject: Re: Hate mail for Tatiana Mon Dec 21, 2009 8:30 am

yeah we r going to just hang out with our other friends and enjoy the holiday break

Subject: Re: Hate mail for Tatiana Mon Dec 21, 2009 10:35 am

^^ nice.

Subject: Re: Hate mail for Tatiana Mon Dec 21, 2009 10:40 am

we made bad cookies yesterday they tasted gross someone decided to put way too much sugar in them *bleccck*

Subject: Re: Hate mail for Tatiana Mon Dec 21, 2009 11:35 am

ohh nasty i made a really cool gingerbread oh ill make it my avatar.

Subject: Re: Hate mail for Tatiana Mon Dec 21, 2009 11:42 am

lol yeah they were burnt and tasted like hard sugar but we made another batch and they were better just the girls cooked this time. i like it i looks so yummy!