Guess who's back!

Tasha: Hello love.

Ladies: So I guess I should spill the news. Jeff and I and now officially dating. (:

Awe that's great Becca! So happy for you. I hope he makes you very happy and I hope this relationship is HEALTHY for you. Best wishes!

By the way, has anyone spoken to Chloe? I miss her! I know Wilda is working now so she isn't able to get online much. And what about Sam? I she her from time to time on face book but haven't really spoken to her in awhile. Miss you ladies!

Becca - Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! very good my dear

Tasha: It is. He's helping me tremendously.And unfortunately, I haven't talked to Chole.. /: I see Sam on Tumblr every now and then though.

Ela: Thanks love.

Hiya ladies! (:

I know I haven't been on as much, but things have been intense. I'll fill you inn tonight when I have time.

Hey Becca. Hope everything is ok. Miss you!!!

Wilda: Everything is... good for the moment.

Ladies: I recently went to a theater camp that changed my life in more ways than one. This camp taught me to be honest with myself, but I also made family. Along with family, I met someone. Jeff and I broke up almost two months ago. I had started cutting again and my mom found out. I'm now on Prozac. Anyways, he lied to my parents about how long he knew and that he was trying to get me to tell them. Needless to say, it was over. But at camp, I met these guys named Hampton and Cody. Hampton turned out to be a jerk but Cody... Cody is sweet. He's gives me butterflies and he makes me feel beautiful. I hope soon he and I start dating, but that will be a bit.
Anyways, I miss you all like crazy.

Becca love. I'm sorry you relapsed with the cutting but I'm so proud of you for opening up and getting help. I hope you can finally find peace and start living a happy and healthy careful teenage life. You deserve to be young and enjoy it! Cody sounds nice! Glad you like him. Hope things work out for you!

Becca, everything Tasha said. I couldn't have said it better. I miss you like crazy and I hope everything works out for you *HUGS*

Thanks loves.

Wilda: I miss you too!

Hey ladies
Becca its nice to hear from you, and I hope everything with Cody works out well! Im sorry about you cutting again and I wish so much I could magic your pain away!

Tasha, its great to hear that Omar has been feeling better recently, AND that you've had some you time! Hope everything is going well, any updates? You also said Omar has decided to not continue treatments, any further decisions? I hope you're ok

Tania great to hear everythings a little better since last we spoke! Is school going well now? Hope your relationship is going good!

Ela nice idea with the charity dress up day! Did you go for the '118' style? Sending a hug!

Wilda, I read that you have a job! Congratulations and sorry I wasn't here to say that sooner!! Kick me *virtual slap* hope you are enjoying the job, and please tell me you are relaxing also? Love you

Sorry my replies are of conversations from like 2 months ago!
I've been really busy with school and dance, but that's finished now for summer. I'm glad to finally be able to relax more and eat haha! I've had a few issues since I was last on, which has also prevented me coming on. Sorry girls! I'm heading to Australia next week to stay with Greg. I'm really excited to see him again instead of just his voice!

Sorry for the babbling, lots of love x

Chole!!! I missed you!

Not as much as I missed you! I guarantee!

I'm not so sure. I'll reply to your message soon, but right now I feel absolutely disgusting. I got home from work and went to the bathroom, I thought I had all this gas in my stomach so I kept trying to burp, and then out of no where I started getting sick. Luckily I didn't eat anything at work or it would've felt so much worse but all the tea I drank came up. I'm now scared to eat or drink anything and I cant get that horrific taste out of my mouth and I feel like I'm gonna get sick again. Blah. /:

Becca, I'm sorry you are sick. I hope you feel better soon!

CHLOE!!! It's been forever since we've talked. At least 3 or 4 months It's so good to hear from you. I'm glad you are going to Australia to visit Greg How is everything? How's your family?

Becca, ok, sorry you're unwell, maybe its a stomach bug! Yuck! Get some rest and perhaps starve it out.

Wilda, I know!! And I'm so sorry for that! Everything is going good Same, I'm so excited! Family is great too, I came home from school on Thursday and had a spa day with my mother on Friday. Haha, how odd right? Aaron and Eve and Charlie are all well
How's your job going? And your family? What have you been up to?

Chloe! OMG. SO happy to hear from you! Its been forevahhhh. I hope you are well! Tell us everythingggg lol.

I"m okay. Just drama after drama and it never ends. The hubby is OKAY. He is sick more often than good. Yes, last time you heard he wanted to stop all treatments. But, things changed. He was too sick to continue anyway and we had a cancer scare. The docs thought the tumor came back or a new one was growing because of his sick symptoms. SO he went for a bunch of tests and MRI and additional screenings. But it was all clear. His condition is stable, the same. The hubby was doing good for a little bit. BUt, then his neuro-oncologist relocated out of state and we got a new doctor. He was okay but we only seen him once cause then we lost the hubby's medical insurance. We've been fighting to get it back. BUt right before we lost the insurance he did a boat load of tests. THe docs wanted to start trying to medically clear him to work and get him on a care plan for that so he can start getting back to a normal life and off all the meds he is on. SO for the month and half he hasn't had insurance... he's just been SICK. Yesterday was like the first day he didn't throw up and he felt good to go outside ( we went to a party). THings are just HARD. Medically. Financially. And then my parents are a whole other bundle of drama and problems. I've been trying to find a job. But the only ones I've been able to get contact with aren't even worth taking... considering the price for commuting and if you buy food for lunch or whatever there wouldn't be much money left. I'm not asking for alot, i'm just saying i need to have some extra bucks or there is no point in working just to pay for commuting to the job. I need to help out financially in the house. SO hopefully i find something soon that pays a little better. Then i want to go to a certification program to get a "better" job. so than i can go back to college for my actual degree. It'll take forever and it sucks. But it's a plan Lol.

Oh Becca love. I hope you are feeling better!

Tasha I know!! I'm sorry things are hard for you, I can't believe your hubby lost his medical insurance, things like this really annoy me! It's probably the medication that's making him sick so I hope the doctors do keep working on that to help him get back to a normal life without all the meds! It's hard hearing that you're finding things tough also. I'm sure you'll find a job soon and I hope things with your parental sort out Ooh what degree are you gonna take? Great that you and the hubby went out to a party though, hope you had a fun time!


Oh gosh, everything? There's not much really, I've just been under a lot of stress and pressure with keeping my grades good but mostly with dance. Broke down a little and got into bad habbits, but I'm much better now, and looking forward to the summer

What's everyones plans for summer?

Ok ladies, I'm feeling so much better tonight. My mom thinks I got sick because I drank milk before work and tea at work, so the heat from the food being cooked caused it to sour on my stomach. I've been feeling alright today. I ate mostly crackers, dry cereal and have been staying hydrated but I was able to eat a salad and keep it down today.

As for everything else, I want to be with Cody so bad. He's sweet and adorable. I hope things finally work out for me just this once.

Chole: Work, texting, talking to Cody, and hanging out with friends overall. What are your plans?

How's everyone else?

Oh, and I turn 17 in 12 days!!!

I'm glad you're feeling better Becca! Aw, I'm so happy for you and Cody! Mostly the same, hopefully building up a tan haha. Ah, you doing anything to celebrate? I'll be in Aus then, but I'll get on to celebtate with you!

Oh, forgot that too. I want to get tanner. Haha. As for celebrations, hopefully I'll be at my grandma's again. I'm bring my friend Kaylee who actually calls me mom because she says I'm the mother she never had. But I will try to get on here, I promise.

Chloe- glad your feeling better and got over bad habits. Hope you have a great summer.
Becca- oh so sorry you got sick. Especially at work. I hope you feel better. Be careful with this heat.

My summer plans? Not much. I started this health thing. I gave up drinking alcohol for a bit. I"m trying hard to quit smoking cigarettes . I bought the electric cigarette yesterday and that's helping alot. So i haven't had a real cig since Monday Morning. I'm trying a diet which is a combination of low carbs, low additions ( like seasonings, salt, pepper and other dressing and condiments type of stuff), lots of greens and leafy stuff and small portions. Also, timed. Have an eating schedule cause that's important for your metabolism. And working out. Been going to the park everyday and they have running trails through the woods. I can't really run yet. I've been power walking. But yesterday I was able to jog a little bit. My lungs feel a little stronger everyday. I hurt my knee yesterday though. So i didn't go to the park this morning. Im going to try to rest my knee till this afternoon and if it feels better I will go to the park at night. But if it hurts I'll just use the exercise bike my hubby bought me a while ago. It's a low stress bike so isn't supposed to put pressure on your joints and stuff and it's actually used for people to rehab their injuries. So that should be fine.

Tasha - Thank you Oh wow, I didn't even know you smoked before, but that's so amazing that you're going on a health plan! Hows your knee now?

Becca - How are you feeling now? Aw that sounds lovely, and that's sweet of your friend! Yes, my skin definitely needs to go a few shades darker

I'm off to Oz in 5 hours, wish me luck, haha! Talk to you all soon