The Big Bad B**** Is BACK!!!!

Well Idk, she's very creative Or because the moon is a very powerful thing

Rhiannon is the Celtic goddess of the Moon, Inspiration, Dreams, Poetic Incatations, and Horses

Then thats probably why she calls you it!

probably

No use in talking behind my back about it!

Lol no sweetheart I call everyone my daughter of the moon b/c of the fact that I'm always active at night.

Hey, it's nice to meet you. People call me Tania, Tati or Tan, I'll answer to either one.

Aha Ash! So fancy answering our questions?! What have you been up to?

Hi Tani? Sorr If I spelled that wrong.

Chloe: You know me sweetheart. I do so ever apologize for my prolonged absence. I've been good I'm back with my ex- Nick, someone who has been there for me since I moved to this godforsaken place. He makes my heart flutter. But I have sent you an email with a few stories I have written up, I believe you will ever so love them.

Ash you write stories? so do I ^__^

Sorry Ash! I haven't been on AOL, just went on now and saw the mails! I'm reading them now Looooking gooood
I'll love them!
Where did you move to btw? And yay!

Nice Leela.....

Wait, what Tan?

Pagan_Elina: Finally another writer! I write all kinds especially adult short stories.

Chloe: Its all g. I lived at the beach b4 then moved to a rich snobby nowheresville but Nick is a f-ing bastard he cheated on me and I just found out yesterday from my best friend!

Nothing Leela. By the way, I'm writing a story in the Fan Art, and Fiction thread on here. It's titled Blood Fued.

rozaluvsdimka4eva wrote:

Pagan_Elina: Finally another writer! I write all kinds especially adult short stories.

Chloe: Its all g. I lived at the beach b4 then moved to a rich snobby nowheresville but Nick is a f-ing bastard he cheated on me and I just found out yesterday from my best friend!

SS Ash! What a jerk!

I saw a quote the other night and it made me laugh

GUYS: A girl's Heart is not your dick so stop playing with it.

haha I found it hilarious and very true at the same time.

Sam - I didn't know you wrote?!

Ash - Oh, I know all about the rich snobby places Wait a while, hopefully most of the people round there will gradually let themselves show. Its a common thing for us to have an act; people judge us and we get tired of disagreeing so we let them see what they want to. But if they don't then just ignore them And WTF?! idiot. Sorry!

Wilda - Haha! Thats a great quote! Very true..

Tan - Oh hehe

Girls: TY! I love you guys more than you can possibly imagine!

Well on the upside I got back to writing and I have a few stories for you ladies to read. And I'm sick but I got these beautiful pills called ANTIBIOTICS!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOO!!!!!!!!

But men wise none of interest atm. I don't really care about them anymore. I'm focusing on school and my volunteer work. I am applying to Virginia Commonwealth University for Dental Hygiene! Wooh Teeth! But check me out on youtube for updates like that and what not.

Youtube.com link:

https://www.youtube.com/user/cryingpurpletears13?feature=mhee

Sorry I have a cat fetish! And the vids will be up soon!

Twitter link:

http://twitter.com/#!/ohsnapitz_ash

I also have a Marc Anthony Fetish!

Well I hope you ladies can reach me better I'm constantly on twitter (Ik its like a drug) and youtube.

ASH!!!! You talk more then I do!! I didn't know that was even possible!!!

You guys totally need to check out this sight

http://satwcomic.com/

It's totally awesome!! If you look for me on there I'm IcelandNorthpole you can identify the characters in the comics by the flags on their shirts

Ash, dear, I've missed you. We need to talk so we can catch up. I think you'll want to hear what's happened with me since you've left.

Ash - I'm glad you are focusing on that! Always the strong woman

Becks - defo tell Ash!

Rhia - Hehe, you are quite the quirky, but we love you for it darling

Dark Angel wrote:

Ash, dear, I've missed you. We need to talk so we can catch up. I think you'll want to hear what's happened with me since you've left.

Oh really? So mommy leaves and NOW I have missed everything! Lay it on me young lady! No I'm jk.

I'm doing this new thing called updates pay attention, you may find something vital in them!

Update: New Fetish: Pugs.

Ok well that's always been a fetish of mine. I love the way they look, smile, and shake or jump when they sneeze! Not to mention that we both have the same amount of unlimited problems. God Bless these beauties!

Here's the main part. I copied it from another thread so if you have questions ask.


Everything that happened with Davian... I think it's over. I'm not one hundred percent sure I told you the full story so here it is. Two days before our seventh month anniversary, Davian said he was bisexual. It crushed me. Two days after our seventh month anniversary, my mom made me break up with him. We decided to try to be friends. That week we did nothing but fight and Sunday night he attempted suicide again after one of our fights. He got himself committed for a week and when he came back he was different, and then he got worse. He told me he would wait for me and then make careless comments about how I wasn't his girlfriend anymore. When I would get hurt by these comments, he'd go throw himself at his ex girlfriend or any other girl he could find while I was right there. While we were dating he also got into drugs and never stopped drinking. When he got out of the hospital he told me he wasn't bisexual anymore. Then he proceeded to lead me on and play with my heart while he did drugs and drank and through himself at other girls. He told me they were just distractions. I had began cutting again not too long ago. One night about a month ago he tried holding my hand even after afew weeks before we got into a fight when he accused me leading him on. I denied him and then went on to ask him if he'd change or if I needed to move on. He told me he didn't want to change. About ten days ago he started dating this girl four years younger. He's a junior and she's in eighth grade. When I asked why I wasn't good enough the conversation grew heated and he pulled the suicide card again. After I made sure he knew not to out me through that again, I got off the phone with him. The last day of school he kept trying to act like we were dating. Worst part is, his girlfriend likes him so much that if I told her, he would deny it and she would believe him over me even when she knows the truth. Then I would look like the jealous ex-girlfriend. When I came to St. Charles it was to get away from everything and he just wouldn't let me. I'm scared that when I get home, if something sets him off and he's around me, I'm scared he'll beat the crap out of me or sexually assault me. I told him today to leave me alone. A lot of my friends have gotten me to quit cutting again and I have one more person looking out for me besides Forrest. Trouble is, there also one more guy who wants me for one thing. Luckily, Davian can't hurt me emotionally anymore. Only psychically.

Oh sweetheart! I feel awful for not being here for you to tell me all this. Why didn't you email me or something? Sweetie this boy, he has way to many problems for you to handle. You don't deserve any of the shit he is throwing at you! You need to just back off and so does he. Don't speak to him. Don't get near him at any circumstances. And if he tries to hurt you, you need to let an adult know right now about how scared you are. Do not sit back and let this happen to you. Do you understand me? I have had this happen to me, do you want what I got? No you don't. I lost my child because I let that fear get the best of me and I let him hit me. Do not be like me in that sense of the situation.

I've been completely selfish about leaving and coming back. You deserve better than what he keeps throwing at you. If you let him earn that fear and your trust then he and that fear will never let you go. It will suffocate you. You will literally drown in the misery and torture he has and will put you through if you let him. I swear to God Becca if you let him hurt you I will have no choice... no. He is not worth your time or my time thinking about him.

You need to talk to someone you know, trust, and old enough to handle this problem. Do not and I repeat do not give him any freaking reason to hurt you. Do you understand me?

Bex you need to have confidence in your self. Besides if you started kick-boxing you could beat his a** in a fight!

Becca love, i agree with the ladies. You need to start putting yourself before your good nature for others and take yourself out of that situation.When he calls, ignore it. When you see him, turn around and walk the other way. It's not fair nor right to put yourself through that torture. You deserve happiness. I want to see you happy and SAFE. If you think you are in danger you need to tell an adult about it. I wish you nothing but the best love. You can always message me, even if you just want to rant. HUGS.